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Why did I delete your voicemails?

Today I thought I had a voicemail saved with your voice and when I checked I couldn’t find it and it just made realize I’m missing you so much more than I thought.

I keep feeling like the worst person because I kept rescheduling breakfast and dinners always putting my work first and right now I hate myself so much for it.

I just really wanted to hear your voice today and I can’t all I have is some videos with you barley audible in the background.

You’ll never know how happy I am knowing you aren’t in pain or suffer any more but also how mad I am that you’re not here…

I just really miss you right now papa

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— Sara Rian, from the collection Then Death Came

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someone airdrop me a hug a mf going through alot

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Bothersome beast, comforting friend

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Always the butt of the joke…

Venting feelings ahead…

I had a family event/tradition today and one I was looking forward to even though most of my family functions end in chaos.

Today I was the butt end of every joke…

“[redacted] is still single probably will be permanently at this rate”

“[redacted] still lives at home but yet makes good money”

“[redacted]? You gonna have kids? Can always go to the doctor for a baby.”

“She’s quiet today but just ask her to talk about work and she will start and never stop” quoted by my mother.

Im not claiming I’m perfect because clearly and I’m aware I’m not, but no one else was being critiqued on their life choices just me… part of me wanted to jab back but I just turned away or did a sarcastic laugh and focused on the task at hand.

I just fucking hate that everyone feels they can comment on my life but I know for fact if I did that I would never hear the end of how it was rude or hurtful.

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My oil painting of an Uncrustable

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me and my moots <3

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Kinda looks like a odd painting to me :/

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If this pops up while you’re scrolling, I wish you unconditional love and massive success.

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