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He patted Asta on her head. "Don't be afraid. I'll be more than happy to take care of both of them if this isn't settled."

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"And it's going to come down to me or Sawada breaking it up, right?"

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"Thanks, that answers so much for me." The reality was Hibari had no clue what the hell Mitsue was talking about. There was a lot left unanswered, like which 2 idiots is he referring to in the Vongola that's a vague description.

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"Why the hell is it so noisy?"

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.Whiskey. My apologies for not being around a few days. I cleared everything a few days ago and kept to lurking on discord because I haven't had anything else to do. Since no replies have come back yet and my drafts and everything are cleared, I'll be doing some character study today and reblogging new memes, inbox is open again.

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Whiskey! It's funny, it feels like we've been mutuals for such a long time, I've seen muses come and go but through it all, I continue to adore you, your muses and your writing! Happy to still be moots with you.

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He hadn't thought what he'd said would cause a breakdown but it had. There was something in what he was hearing that sent even a slight sense of relief into him as Gokudera confessed right in front of him that this girl actually wasn't anything to him. And that he did have feelings for Hibari he was just scared. Honestly the Cloud understood. Confessing your feelings to a man who seems unobtainable can be scary. Coming to terms with your sexuality can be scary. So Hibari honestly understood if he wanted to keep his options open and date around until he was ready. If it worked better they could both do the same. However, listening closer to the tone in the words, he realized that wasn't the case. Gokudera was scared to fall in love again. Hibari already knew what he felt, and now realized they were both trying to avoid the same thing, having to confess that they indeed were in love.

"If you have genuine, honest feelings for me, then what's stopping you from reaching out and taking me? I'm right in front of you. Do it. I was already yours anyway."

CALM DOWN?! How could you say that?! I... I did think! I wasn't going to! I don't love her! I know it! I knew it from the moment I started talking with her! He says as his hands was shaking and trembling, the explosion of his emotions leaving.

Its was just a silly date to see if I could even open to go out without your protection! If I could do it by myself! To see if I... He was now moving his hand to hold onto his elbows digging his nails onto it. I just... I don't want to use you! I don't want to hurt you! I don't want to ... to...

I know I fucking love you, I know that this is far deeper than I had with Takeshi, I know it! I know it's far more precious than I had with Takeshi! I KNOW I LOVE YOU MORE THAN I LOVED YAMAMOTO TAKESHI!

He yells as he digs his nails deeper into his elbow making it bleed. But I'm scared! I... I... I'M SCARED AND I DON'T WANT TO ACCEPT MY FEELINGS I... He was shaking and trembling, as he yelled, falling to his knees as he felt the tears falling and the warm blood dripping from his elbows.

I was... just going... to... Panting and gasping for air as he now, noted how close to the floor he was, yet he couldn't stop talking even if his lungs were hurting from the lack of breathing, and panting. Going to ... try... and... I... Why...?

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If there was anyone Hibari ever wanted to kill in his entire life it was Mukuro. The Vongola Mist was a grudge he was going to take with him to the grave and now Kise had just given him even more God damn reason to hate the illusionist son of a bitch, Mukuro had Gokudera with him. It took every ounce of patience in Hibari's body right now not to start a fight or scream, cause God knows he wanted to do both. Gokudera was safe and sound as he'd hoped but now he was face to face with the one bastard in the family he never forgave, a son of a bitch who used a cheap trick to win against him when he was in a vulnerable state. Hibari swore if he opened his mouth he was gonna...

"ku, fu, fu." Nope, not this time. He needed to focus, Gokudera's safety was more important than kicking Mukuro's teeth down his throat right now.

Hibari felt only the slightest bit of relief in him as Gokudera had been missing for five days and was at least found alive and safe. Now what was that about never being able to find him, Kise? Hibari thought slightly proudly to himself, only slightly though because that sense of pride was overcome in seconds by pure rage.

"Yes, I found you. And if we don't get out of here now, I'm gonna kill him. So come on."

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It was normal for Hayato, whenever he got sick he would just pass the fuck out, from three days to five days, depending on how sick he was, it would be even seven days. Shamal explained it as collateral from when he was younger and after it, the sun flames because it was weaker in him, would be this mess.

He wasn't feeling safe at home, maybe because it reminded him of Takeshi, or maybe because of the fear of having nightmares for the coma-like sleep. The bar was somewhere he felt safe, but felt like he would end up bothering, and that he would bother others. He needed a place where Hibari would take a little, or hopefully very long time to find him.

Just so he could fully recover. So... Kokuyo.

It was safe, as it was protected by Mukuro, he felt like it was somewhere it would take some of Hibari time to find, and even after he finds he would have more things to deal with... In other words, it means talking with Mukuro to get inside.

To be fair, when he thought about that, he wasn't thinking with a lover's mind, but with a strategist's mind. On paper, if you ignored feelings, all of that would take some time and probably would be the amount necessary for the Storm to recover.

But he should know better.

Five days later, he woke up, feeling confused by the jacket over him, recognizing it to be the old one from Mukuro. It was warm and he felt cold so his body moved to dress it over and close it around his body. Yawning as he was trying to bring his senses back to him. Just to be met with both Mukuro and Hibari around him looking at him.

He was confused, maybe because of the silence, or maybe because for once they were both not fighting. Hm...? Hi... Voice broking from the sleep and the lack of use, since he did sleep for five days. Coughing a bit, to clear his throat. I guess... You... me... Again he did give clues that only Hibari would understand.

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Hold her and talk to her? Hibari caught that much, but he wasn't positive how he would be able to guide her? Did she need to get somewhere? OR did she need his advice as a form of guidance. That was until he saw her hold her arms out. She needed him to carry her.

"Come on, let's get out of here." Hibari would keep her safe, no matter what he had to do.

There was silence, and there was also a lack of movement, other than the fact that she was holding his arms there was no sign that she even heard him, as her eye kept open not blinking...

"Guide...Talk..." As her lips move slowly. Her body was limp in his hold, the only rigid and clenched part being her hand holding his arm. "Hold..." Maybe it wasn't the quickest way or easier, but it did help. As she slowly talked more words apparently.

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Hibari knew damn well who he was dealing with. This man was a prostitute, but not just any. He was one of the most sought-after ones in the industry. He felt Gokudera was and would probably always be off limits romantically. But that didn't mean they couldn't have fun for the time being. And fun was what Hibari intended to have tonight. He'd planned to spoil the man before, just a sex worker or not didn't matter to Hibari. If he wanted to make him feel good, that was his right. He was a paying customer after all, Vongola Cloud or not. And that was what Hibari needed, someone to keep his work life and sex life separate.

To find someone who wasn't interested in attachment and romance was a relief because with Hibari's position as a guardian, he couldn't afford to get attached when he knew his next mission could always be his last. But tonight he was off duty and he was planning on savoring every second of it. There was no shame in having fun and there was no attachment between them anyway so anything goes as far as their arrangements were.

"My mood depends on your limits. I need to know upfront what things you don't like or absolutely won't do. I don't want you to be uncomfortable."

As he felt the other moving closer, he took the cigarette between his fingers and then letting it away kissing him back. He wasn't sure but he could see that Hibari was in a good mood, sure with the amount of times they met, he could see and understand some of his moods.

Hayato wasn't ready for love, after the fuckery with the only guy he thought he could open his heart to, he said he would never do it again and would keep it closed. But here he was... Hibari was different from his other clients, there was a small feeling whenever he got his text.

Hello, you seem in a good mood. He says as he goes back in smoke, as he wonders if he should comment about his physical right now or later, he didn't want to sour his mood after all. So, what you are up to for tonight? He says that in a way, he was trying to keep that only about his work.

He wasn't ready for love, but... ready or not... His heart said that he wanted Hibari for him. He loved him and all that he needed right now was... Open up and trust.

But how he can trust again?! Also, was that even right?! Hibari was the Cloud Guardian of the Decimo Vongola boss. And he? He was just a prostitute/slut, who lived from sex. There were too many things to work on, so he pushed, pushed all those thoughts to the side. I'm surprised though. I didn't think you would call me so early.

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Healing from complex traumas wasn't something easy or linear, but Hibari was willing to be there to help Gokudera through it no matter what he had to do. Even days like this when he needed protection and had to use a code to call for help. That was what Hibari was there for, to protect him even if it was from his own thoughts.

"How about we get you relaxed so you can think clearer first. Then we can talk when you're calm. It's easier to recall things that way sometimes."

He shivered and shook as he felt the hands holding him, grabbing him, pulling him, there were so many sensations, yet here he was keeping his focus as much as he could on the Cloud Guardian in front of him. Feeling his hands and then his thumb, looking at grey eyes.

I don't think... They will never go away... But... Thank you for being around... I really... really... He shakes as he feels a specific hand over his ass, which made him jump, hugging Hibari tightly. That was the horrid of the photographic memory, he remembered the good and the bad, clinging to HIbari tightly. Again... I i i i felt... again... I.. I... Shivering as he closes his eyes, trying to focus on the warmth of Hibari's body. If there was a person behind him or not, only Hibari would be able to tell now.

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In all honesty Hibari was just thankful Hayato was still conscious when he arrived. Now it was a matter of getting him back to Sawada and the others safely, treating any injuries and looking into the psychological damage and how to fix it. However, that would be the tricky part and Hibari knew that. Carefully, Hibari picked him up and held him. "We're gonna get you back safely. Don't worry." But after that, Hibari wasn't sure what would happen, and that actually scared him.

When Hibari wrapped his arms around Gokudera it was easy to note the difference in temperature, while it felt like a shock to Hayato to feel something so cold, Hibari would feel like his body was boiling from how hot it was.

Panting and keeping his eyes closed, he was exhausted, yet the actual feeling of a body, temperature, smell, everything hit him in full force, as his brain wasn't sure how to react to that. Instead, he just kept passing out. Opening his a little, and then closing. His whole body was shaking violently.

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Hibari had to remind himself moments like these were normal for recovery. Sometimes the person just needs you to be there, to listen and let them talk. From the sounds of it, Gokudera hadn't opened up to anyone in the entire year he was missing and didn't expect Hibari to dig up the information on him, that he had or make the connection that he was indeed now talking to the missing Andrea Minori.

That actually made his mission more complicated now as Sawada had only sent him to locate him and Hibari hadn't expected the amount of information he was getting just by simply talking to him.

There had actually been no twin brother, that was all a cover up and Gokudera Hayato was all an alias. The pieces were starting to come together now. However, Hibari's calm calculated mind was about to break with what he heard next and he wondered if it was all the tiredness talking. Sometimes people say a lot of things in their sleep that they never meant. But deep down Hibari hoped Andrea would remember this conversation in the morning.

"I love you too, but we'll talk about that later."

Almost a year since the official break up with Yamamoto Takeshi.

5 months since Hayato disappeared and went no contact with the other Guardians or Sawada Tsunayoshi.

And now... Here he was... Dating Hibari Kyoya.

Trying to have sex with him, and then... breaking down in tears when he was triggered.

He had sex before, he was used before, he let himself be abused before... not only as a kid but in those 5 months he let it happen... And this never happened.

But the moment that Hibari Kyoya was gentle, the moment that he started to touch, kiss, mark, actually take care of him... He got triggered, as he rubbed his face against his chest. Now, he knew who he truly was... And sure, he knew that Tsuna would know too.

I... Tenth doesn't know about my past... He doesn't know I was kidnapped... He doesn't know what happened while I was kidnapped... Or how I ended up being this. Please... Don't tell him. Andrea Minori is dead and I'm his lost sibling, the one Lavina hid and tried to take care of herself.

The history was that Lavina had identical twins, one stayed with Hayato's father and the other with her, hidden away, by fear of being taken from her.

Closing his eyes, resting against him, hearing his heart beating and his breathing, as the storm relaxes into his arms. Kyoya... You make me feel... safe... Like... I found the place I should be. Like the world can explode and I know I will be okay because you will be with me... Like I don't need to be strong or put on a mask, I can let everything fall and finally... finally... sleep.

I can sleep... for as long as I need... Letting whatever I have on hold, and just... rest. Forget my ambitions, let it stop. Leave everything behind... And just... rest. Then... When I wake up... You are there... holding me... And helping me to... be whatever I wanna... Always... Feeling so safe... So loved... So... Cared. Kyoya...

He says quietly, as he yawns and nuzzles against him, kissing his chest which was still damp from his tears. I love you... I truly... Do... I love you so much... and I feel so... different from when I was with Takeshi... I feel so much more... happy. It's a distinct sense of safety... It's a different sense of love... But the difference makes it so much more... important. He yawns again as he takes a deep breath.

Kyo... Thank you... I... Love you... As he finally dozes off.