whispersofthedeparted

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Well that most certainly isn't right, is it? Much to think about.

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I will not be forgetting. I fear, though, that you will be and that it will be easy for you. You didn't influence me like you think you did. Please know this. Please know that you were not negative to me and even if you were it'd be fine. I am sorry that your mind is awful and lies to you.

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are you okay??? can i ask what happened or is this personal

My messages are always open. I cannot promise that you will find answers, though.

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I'm unsure if this will be seen, I hope that it will be, but I am doubtful. If it is I'm sure I'll never know which is disappointing to say the least. In case that it is, though — I appreciate everything that I have been given, I know when I am being lied to which is why I know that this was truly something precious. Whether you are a sweet being or not, I was shown sweetness and care, that's what this is. A fear of hurting, of ruining. The sentiment is sweet, but I am not something that will be ruined. Your fears are understandable, and I'm sorry that these are things that you have to face. I will be able to continue on, but none of this will ever leave my memory. I'm not sure if I will be forgotten or not. I'm not sure if there will be another chance or not. What I do know is that there is a chance that this will be seen properly. If that happens, I hope that it can all continue. If I am speaking to the void, though, that'll be a shame. It'll be fine, but a shame, nonetheless. Growth can happen when all is lost but it's also able to happen with support. Not all needs to be lost. My hope is strong.

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I have lost everything and that's okay. I hope that it will return to me but I'm almost certain that it won't. This is very saddening but that's okay. I cannot force the things I want no matter how hard I try.