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" i'm not so sure i really wanna be sweeping anybody off their feet, " fjord said. btu he said it less like an admission and more like a fact — like they knew they didn't really have the time to be doing any sweeping off the feet to anybody. " it might be better to leave all that to you. you're probably a bit better at it than me. " honestly, it was more of a feat to make himself stop staring at jester than to make himself actually follow along with her instructions. following along was the easy part, after all, and it was something he was sure he'd be doing for a long, long time. when fjord had told her that she could pick his outfit, he'd hardly expect the blue ensemble he was wearing now. but even they had to admit that it went nicely with her attire — almost like they were a matching set. " always count to four, huh? i can do that. " he murmured in reply, following the way she was moving with an almost kind of ease. maybe dancing was a little bit like sword fighting, in a way. " if you say it's easy then i gotta believe you. "

The ballroom glittered with candles and magically glowing orbs that gently shifted through a rainbow of warm toned colors. It was lavish, magical, like the festivities she dreamed up in her lonely days hiding while living in Nicodranas. Before she'd found the Traveler and her friends. When they'd been asked to pose as partygoers Jester immediately volunteered, pushing Fjord to agree as well hoping they could have a good time as well. She remembered a similar scene in 'Tusklove'... now, dressed in a knee length, forest green gown with a tight bodice wrapped in lighter green lace that had all sorts of gems encrusted into it adding to the glitter of it all, the tiefling felt like swooning. "This is perfectly acceptable, Oskar." She sighed, dreamily, her eyes glittering in contest with the dancing lights of the ballroom. Then an idea struck, there was music and with music came dancing. Jester looked up to Fjord, eyes pleading before she giggled and just took his hand, his cue to follow. Dancing was fun, it was romantic and it reminded her of home, of her mother teaching her different steps. "That's okay. I can do that." She liked the way Fjord called her Jessie. "You know, you really should learn how to dance to sweep people off their feet properly. It's a little bit like swordfighting and that's something you are really good at." She put emphasis on the really before stepping closer to him. Her blue hand adjusted his arm around her back, so that his hand laid across the small of her back, then took his hand. "There, that's how you do it. Now pull me close, but gently!" She instructed with a bright smile. They waited for a few beats until Jester lead them into a simple Waltz. A four step combow, then a little spin and from the start. "Always count to four, it's really easy like that. Your feet always go parallel to mine."

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i was going to write but i just got hit with a wave of eepy

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i'm unshadowbanned everybody cheer!!

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Send "What if they kissed?"

and I'll write a scene where our muses kiss, even if they aren't shipped together. it is it's own thing and doesn't have to lead to an official ship. a "what if scenario"

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@graver0ts cast message: ∗ 34﹕ sender is found by receiver somewhere they shouldn’t be .

pike was this close to putting her head in her hands. pressing a hand to her forehead as she took a deep breath and stared at her daughter would have to do the trick, for now, though. " what in sarenrae's name are you doing back here? "

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@mythunderlegion cast illusory script.

" for starters, percival, " she said slowly, gaze drifting upwards to the ceiling because looking at him made her head hurt. " you can stop speaking of hypotheticals, because there is no going back. there's no changing what happened to me or to you or to the city. it happened, and it will always have happened. " cassandra swallowed. she dared to drop her eyes to his, white and brown bangs falling into her vision as she stared at him. at her brother. what a strange feeling it was, they thought suddenly (perhaps, for the first time in years), to have a brother. " as for what you can do, " cass started again, with a sigh, " just . . . stay? " a pause, and for just a moment, cassandra wasn't nineteen - she was thirteen and watching her brother run away from her as she bled out in the snow. then, she blinked and with a stuttering breath, finished: " i know you can't right now. i know you have things to do with vox machina. but when it's over, percy. when it's over, i need you to stay. "

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still shadowbanned lmao. can not access my inbox nor message people. if you wanna be silly and yell about characters add me on discord (neverlanded) <3

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" will you, or you just saying that so i'll leave you alone? " wolfe replied, sitting down in one of the chairs on the other side of his aunt's desk. he propped his chin up on one hand, squinting at her. " vesper sent me in here to check on you. aunt cass, do you know how overworked you have to be for vesper to take notice? "

@whitestone-endures asked: "You need to rest." ( wolfe to cass )

Cassandra had been working on some paperwork for things in the city so she hadn't expected her nephew to be the one to come in and tell her to give it a rest. "I'm almost done with this set and then I will." That was entirely dependent of if things were actually simple or not.

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hii gang i've been working on my drafts on this blog again :]

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pride headcanons for the sillies yippee

cassandra never put a lot of thought into what she was into because she honestly didn't have the time to do so and likely still doesn't but they're nonbinary and also bisexual biromantic.

kashaw is heterosexual demiromantic. you just need to trust me. he really only feels physical attraction to women (kiki, zarha, ect) but (insert "im not gay but $20 is $20" meme).

pike is very closeted ally to me. she's straight (as far as she has thought about it, which hasn't been very far). if she did take the time to think about it, she would be pansexual demiromantic.

gilmore is first and foremost a trans man. he defaults to he/him pronouns but honestly could care less what you called him as long as it isn't she. also they are homosexual and homoromantic. trust me.

velora again hasn't thought about it much but they're agender (she/they) and demisexual demiromantic.

vax is a bisexual biromantic man if i've ever seen one. also doesn't care that much about gender and will accept any pronoun besides she. defaults to he/they.

vex is bisexual demiromantic to me. no further explanation.

fjord is 1. trans man, 2. demisexual, 3. panromantic. trust me on this.

quay my genderfluid king. uses every pronoun under the sun. does not care what you call it as long as you talk to it at all lmao. he's omnisexual and omniromantic but let's be real here, she only really has eyes for their wife.

patia is queer and saphic but don't ask me anything else about her.

gwen is my aroace queen fr. does not care about sex nor romance, only cares about HER AXE IN YOUR FACE!!!

leona is a tried and true lesbian trust me on this one. she would rather fall off her dragon than even think of a man like that.

danny is a trans man and also gay. that's it.

vesper is agender and uses they/them and also vaguely queer but they don't put a lot of thought into it. why kiss people when you can make funky potions?

wolfe is my token straight and i hate to say this but it's true. great ally though. would guiding bolt any homophobes for you thought if you asked.

asmodeous. that's a queer man. that's all i got.

the matron is a trans woman and uses all the pronouns but likes she/her the most. also very queer, vaguely demisexual/romantic but who really knows.

the wildmother is genderfluid and a lesbian. very devoted to her wife and that's all i can say on the topic.

dovecoat is my weird little guy. nonbinary, queer, and polyamorous.

poet my bisexual biromantic king. genderfluid once again, uses all the pronouns, and also polyamorous.

salem my other bisexual king. not biromantic though he's demiromantic.

vilya is demisexual, panromantic, and polyamorous. probably has some gender fuckery going on in there somewhere but she's not gonna think about it too hard, she's fine being a woman.

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do you want pride headcanons for my guys yes or no

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the everlight brought me back. a part of him wanted to laugh, because of course she had. of course it had been the very goddess that vax had been so close to dedicating a part of his life to that had given his mother back to him. a part of him wanted to laugh, and vax had gotten pretty good at listening to what he wanted to do instead of what he thought he should - so he did. a chuckled turned into a slightly hysterical laugh as he just looked at his mother. " the everlight? " his voice is a bit incredelous, but who can really blame him? " oh, pike's gonna love this. oh, gods, i have to tell vex. maybe kiki and i can pop into whitestone tommorow and tell her? or get her to come here, probably. " he stopped, blinking at elaina. " sorry, mum. you only know one of those names. how long will you be here? i can get vex'ahlia here in the morning, or bring you to her if you want. "

gods, he's so grown. so different, and yet the very same as the boy she had seen off so many years ago. his hazel eyes - they're his father's eyes, eyes that looked at her with love - but there is much of her in him as well, and vex'ahlia, too. oh, her dear daughter - where might she be?

"i looked for you," she promises. her own voice not much stronger than his, especially as he explained things. "i did," elaina admits. "i did die. the everlight brought me back."

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✱˚｡⋆ ↪ 𝐒𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐎 𝐇𝐈𝐃𝐄.    (  an updated collection of  lyric + action prompts originating from the works of grandson.  mature themes present: politics, violence, drug use, etc. feel free to adjust as desired.  )

money isn't always what it seems.

i love you, i'm trying.

it's more fun to be unaware.

one false move, you're a kennedy.

my ego follows me wherever i go.

aren't you fed up yet?

it isn't that much, but it's a good start.

i spent my last dollar on a motherfucking cab.

they lie about some greater good.

the drugs don't work anymore.

there's a cold wind blowing... i'm just warning & preparing you.

i've got a secret i need you to keep.

my heart keeps fucking up the motherfucking plan.

nobody really cared, so it never really mattered.

i wanna feel something, 'cause all that i got is nothing.

get down on the ground, don't even make a sound.

tell me what you're trying to hide.

i was try'na feel like a rockstar.

now presenting: a horror story or a happy ending.

i'm still trying to find my identity.

you don't have to hurt anymore, didn't you hear? the war's over.

i thought it would all be great when i got older.

how do you get in the mind-state to kill?

try to wash my hands, i'm never gonna get them clean.

i was living in the moment, searching for a little serotonin.

do you have enough love in your heart to get your hands dirty?

i became a version of myself i don't like.

you have been forewarned.

we are not alone ... can you keep a secret?

i just wanna fuck my hand up through the wall.

i trust my feelings & then i still get burned.

do you love your neighbor? is it in your nature?

i've been living on the run, now.

you don't wanna get that much closer.

guess that i'm stuck with this shit.

we might not make it 'til the morning.

they made up a reason behind closed doors.

is this what you wanted?

i'm just trying to get used to these changes.

i've got nothing to say.

if i speak too loud, then my voice might crack.

don't know how i'm gonna take much more.

how the hell is everybody on autopilot? they make it look so easy.

everybody knows somebody with something to hide.

look at how we've all grown up fast.

i never get to sleep at night.

i just wanna be optimistic.

beg me for forgiveness.

i never thought it'd come to this.

this isn't as fun as they claimed it'd be.

i got my bags packed & i'm ready to go.

i'm done playing games, so i'm going down in flames.

we made this bed, i guess that we lie in it.

everything's exhausting.

i'm pathetic, i know.

we both know i'm lying.

what's the point in fighting for a happy ever after?

self-sabotage is the only way to find clarity.

tell me, what's your life worth?

is there anybody out there that's paying attention?

i'll be back with the setting sun.

don't even hiccup, or i'm emptying a round.

it never really mattered, so it never really happened.

i gotta get out of this town somehow.

it's too late for me, i should've learned earlier.

just color in the lines, & you'll get it like they promised.

maybe someday all this will make sense.

if i could switch on a count of three, i would do it. but i'm stuck here with me.

took the shit to numb the pain, but it came with side effects.

step one, gotta find a way to get the fuck out of bed.

the bad's been slowly getting worse.

the people aren't happy.

i'm homesick, & i miss my mama.

i was getting high in the bathroom.

i'm watching everybody i grew up with move on.

how many last chances will i get?

shout into the void, & the void shouts back.

tried medication & therapy, it only seems to help temporarily.

i wish there was someone else i could be.

i think it's time for a change.

i'm sick of being underrated.

idle hands are the devil's best friend.

thinking about it, i get whiplash.

tell me, what's the point in living in a world so unforgiving?

i never meant to hurt nobody.

i'm sick of this pretend alternative.

if i had only one call, would you pick up?

what's a dead end to a dead man walking?

every day, every night, i would trade it in a heartbeat.

look me in my eyes, tell me everything's not fine.

everybody's fake & they won't quit talking.

i know i should face it, but i'm running.

i'm isolated & overstimulated at the same time.

i need a savior, but if not me, who?

the hole in my soul keeps wracking up debt.

my life's falling apart, but i love it.

maybe just ignore it, it'll go away.

i'm done playing games.

the day the youth might listen is the day the youth grows old.

speak now or hold your breath.

on the day that i lie still, i'll still have taxes & i'll still have bills.

tell me one damn thing i don't already know.

nobody from back in the day can get ahold of me now.

what's the point of living without you?

i don't like who i'm becoming.

beg me for mercy, admit you were toxic.

how much can i ask for before you walk out that door?

these thrills feel hollow. i'm so obsessed with success.

i think about it, & i get whiplash.

better step back from that open door.

i want it so bad, it takes all control of me.

i made a best friend out of the skeleton in the closet.

i don't know how to heal myself. shit, i don't even know if i'm still myself.

when you're gone i'm back to blue.

i don't know why i'm running away.

will this ever be enough?

the shot was loud & the flash so bright.

i just wanna be a rockstar with a million people following.

i always end up back up at the start.

give me a reason to believe you.

give me one reason i shouldn't go & end your life.

guess i gotta die to get my celebration.

i couldn't do nothing, i never saw it coming.

SCENARIOS / ACTIONS.

in a sudden outburst of anger, sender draws a weapon on receiver.

sender & receiver, strapped for cash, decide to commit a robbery.

during a struggle over a weapon, one muse is gravely injured.

our muses have an emotional fight stemming from jealousy.

sender shows up at receiver's house unannounced, looking haggard.

our muses slip away from a gathering to smoke a joint.

sender approaches a bedrotting receiver, begging them to get up.

sender comes back to enact revenge upon receiver.

our muses speed down the highway with flashing lights in the rearview mirror.

sender finds receiver dangerously wasted at a party.

sender is discovered by receiver in a state of extreme agitation.

sender intends to assassinate receiver, & enacts their plan.

receiver finds sender sitting at a rainy bus stop, alone.

one muse owes the other money, & they come to collect.

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send me a topic to write a meta about my muse on

I might write anything from a paragraph to a whopping essay, but send me something you’ve noticed about my characterisation or just something you want to know about my muse and I will write what I can!

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still shadowbanned lmao. can not access my inbox nor message people. if you wanna be silly and yell about characters add me on discord (neverlanded) <3

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" a revenant does not sustain life, champion. you would not age, nor would you change. " she explained, voice soft in nearly the same manner one would use with an unruly child. " by all accounts, there would be no difference between you here and you there. " but the matron wasn't finished yet. it wasn't that she was trying to dissuade him from the notion, if what he really and truly wanted was to spend his days in the material plane with those he'd died for and died again to protect, then she would absolutely let him. but first, she needed him to understand. " you would watch all that you love grow old and you would bring them to me yourself. " her voice had grown lower, more tired than anything. " you would be the last thing they see, regardless of if you stayed here or left for there. i will not stop you, champion, but i will not encourage you either. "

His hands were shaking as sorrow filled his eyes. He wouldn't betray his sisters word, he never would. He would also not forget the duty he had towards the Ravenqueen. He would serve, do whatever she wanted but his heart was bleeding as she thought about leaving his sister, leaving his love, their family, their friends...

They've been through hell and back more then once and he wanted to plead but he also knew that the matron wasn't cruel. A life had been promised and that promise found fulfillment with the end of their fight. He sighed, there was tears in her eyes. "I don't know what I'm afraid of more. Them being without me or me being without them... I will not break my sister's word. I don't think I could even if I wanted to. Is there no way I can still be with them from here on out? I will remain your champion, I will serve, but is there nothing you can do?"

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hi guys i swear i exist i've been brain rotting over on @chthcnica :] its my mythos multi but i will return to write cr stuff eventually