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yeah scott gets it

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"somehow we always end up back at skynet" GRIAN SOMEHOW YOU ALWAYS END UP BACK IN THAT FUCKING DESERT CAN WE TALK ABOUT THAT

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we don't appreciate things until they're gone

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The foreshadowing this episode was incredible. Grian starts talking about it being a “full moon” to hype up Pearl going on Red, only for the new moon to rise behind her. And not long after, Pearl is gone.

The moon disappeared, and so did she.

Cinema

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anyone else getting flashbacks

Scar (under his breath): Oh, how do I get outta here?

Grian: If you punch me Scar what ha- Does the- Does the golem- Can you punch me for science?

Scar: Yes, it’s gonna kill me, don’t- don’t think I’m that naive!

Grian: No no no no, don’t- Just punch me for science, punch me for science, punch me for science, just punch me for science

Scar: I’m not that naive!

Grian: I’m pretty sure it doesn’t! I’m pretty sure it doesn’t!

Scar: I will bid you all a farewell!

Grian: (sighs) aw

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I see you saying that you did not think anyone followed you for the yuri

and to that I say

I did :3 (more please all hail yuri live laugh lesbians)

adgjkadgjk live laugh lesbians ..........

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I don't know what they were doing when they rolled up to Ren but this is what I imagined

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sweet angel...... 🤨🏳️‍🌈⁉️

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Past life episode 7 spoilers

"haha not today, sweet angel!"

SCAR CALLED GRIAN A SWEET ANGEL IN HIS POV WE'RE SO BACK

(me when i lie because villies wanna kill everyone now)

AND NOT GRIAN ASKING SCAR TO PUNCH HIM FOR SCIENCE. WE HAD ALMOST GOTTEN SCIENCE BROS IF SCAR DIDN'T LOCK IN (gotta thank hoffen for the skin tho)

with the sheer drought of canonical desert duo interactions recently, this is like a flash flood in the literal desert

also, pearl's death was just as devastating as ren's death was hilarious. her average standing is gonna really take a hit, maaaan.

JIMMY THOUGH. JIMMY WHEN I CATCH YOU JIMMY

/j hoping for a jimmy win this time PLEASE. MY BOY IS DOING SO WELL. A TRIPLE KILL ON THE VILLIES AT ONCE?? AMAZING

(totally down for grian killing him in full wild life fashion though. in true watcher fashion, whatever is chaotic is fun to watch imo)

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“Grian?”

Gem's voice breaks him out of his stupor. She's standing in the doorway, and looks a mess; her hair is wild and untamed. There are bags beneath her eyes.

He can't bring himself to smile. “Hey.”

Gem chokes up. Tears shine in her eyes, and spill over the next time she blinks. She takes one step forward, then another, then collapses to her knees, clinging to Grian's tunic.

Grian's vision blurs. He can't see the bed he's sitting on, or any defined form. Just orange hair, dancing like fire, and blank space where she should be.

There's nothing he can do. She's gone. Dead. And for what?

Grian holds Gem, and cries.

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the sillies

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what opening midnight strangers chapter 12 felt like

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He doesn't know what's going to happen..

Hi Tumblr im backkkk

I drew this at like 11 pm i do NOT care if there's a mistake

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i made loving you a blood sport (i can't win)

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Remember back in Double Life when Joel was complaining about some tierlist putting him as Lawful Good. He was all on about how he shouldve been Chaotic (and Evil). People would probably put him in the Chaos row these days - he's got crazy and bloodthirsty down at least.

But, like, he is the most lawful player. Death game law anyway.

He doesnt kill when he's not explicitly allowed to, even when its making him really antsy, or when his faction is losing badly. He won't do anything without undeniable permission. In Wild Life, he wouldnt leave a bolthole trap activated before he was red, so he couldnt even have used it in self defence like it was designed for.

At the same time, when the rules say kill, he sure does kill. No hesitation. He wants to be boogey, and doesnt see it as a burden or something working against him. He was THE red name of Last Life, longest red life kill streak etc. No hanging back on killing strategically to not make enemies (and he lost because of that in the end). The game says try and he tries.

Its very much about the spirit of the game not just the letter of the law. He never half-asses a task in Secret Life, even when it kills him. He never tries for loopholes in the rules. (He could have killed Impulse after he teleported Gem into Scott's 'team fight' kill. It would have been just as much of a team fight, and he specifically needed Impulse dead, but he didnt even consider it.) And he's not about sacrifices. Killing has to be done properly. He's accepted one sacrifice ever (Grian for time in Limited Life) but he didnt want it and refused to do it a second time, prefering to die trying to kill his enemies in combat.

He's very against doing anything cheap or cheat-y. He wants to earn everything right. But he's also never trying to be the good guy - the opposite usually. Its funny. Me when I want to kill and terrorize but my strong sense of justice keeps me on my own leash :(

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uhhhhhhh watcher grian

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fire watch duty 💦