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Full Sturgeon Moon l Rami Ammoun

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Moonassi

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isolation the most goated coping mechanism i love talking to no one and losing my mind alone

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up at 3am googling how do i break out of a repetitive cycle that both comforts and harms me

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What you seek is seeking you.

-Rumi

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i’m going to outlive every bad thing that happens to me

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it literally all starts with forgiving yourself there’s no way around it

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oops I accidentally separated myself emotionally from everyone to avoid feeling any bad feelings & it worked but at the expense of my sense of connectedness and belonging

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I drag my loneliness through every crowd,

And carry my estrangement in every gathering.

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Do a good deed and throw it in the river, one day it will come back to you in the desert.” Rumi

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this is actually like my third or fourth rodeo so i sort of get it but sort of dont

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can something good and pleasant happen to me now please

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I actually passed away quite a few years ago, but I'm a very private person and never told anybody.