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I GOT MY MAIN BACK YAAAAAAAY

(i'm gonna keep this as a backup blog though b/c i'm not sure if i trust that it won't happen again b/c of everything going on rn irl and me having 2 use a VPN sometimes still....)

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*feels my body get anxious for no reason* what is it boy, what do you see?

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cant stop thinking about this phrasing

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thinking abt him. wifesband

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I love you Safety Wizard.

(Inspired by @keroascrazy)

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shoutout to my homies who are deeply bizarre and have something wrong with them

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LOL I just locked something away in my heart

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"You can say that [orangutans] are not dependent on social support and approval, and if you admire this in them, that an orang is irredeemably his own person, 'the most poetic of the apes', researcher Lynn Miles told me once in an unguarded moments. What she had in mind was the difference between orangs and chimps in the way they carry on their discourse with the world.

Chimps are much admired for their tool use and for their problem-solving relationship with things as they find them...the orang is, let us say, not so replete with enterprise. Give an orangutan the hexagonal peg and the several shapes of hole, and then hide behind the two-way mirror and watch how he engages with the problem.

And watch and watch and watch--because he does not engage with the problem. He uses the peg to scratch his back, has a look-see at his right wrist, makes a half-hearted and soon abandoned attempt to use his fur as a macramé project, stares dreamily out the window if there is one and at nothing in particular if not, and the sun begins to set. (The sun will also set if you are observing a chimp, but the chimp is more amusing, so you are less likely to mark the moment in your notes. An orang observer has plenty of time to be a student of the vanities of sunset.)

You watch, and the orang dreams...when casually and as if thinking of something else, the orang slips the hexagonal peg into the hexagonal hole. And continues staring off dreamily."

Vicki Hearne, "The Case of the Disobedient Orangutans"

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is it cool if I invite my decapitated head

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they call me an undercover agent. the way i’m. under the covers :) cozy in bed :)

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video i made like 3 or 4 years ago that sticks with me to the end of time

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genuinely i think we still dont talk about dreams enough. like how cooooll is that you can just escape into some kind of subconsciously structured Realm Of Mind where you dont even remember anything about your waking life. and then beyond that some of them are!!!! so special!!!!! you can just have these random transcendent visions!!! in your sleep!!!! what the hell!!!!!! dreams!!!!!!! whats going onnnnnn are you listening to me. we need to talk about how cool that is more. oh my god

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