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I’m litterly so tired of ⭐️ving and wonder if it’s even worth it sometimes. But then I remember that I don’t want to look like a pig in 4 months. Times gonna pass anyway so might as well lose the weight rather than stuff my face.

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anorexic august

severely underweight september

omad october

no calorie november

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I have to love being cold.

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August will be my month.

I will become skinny.

I will be proud in the end.

All my peers will notice.

I will be fucking gorgeous.

August will be my month.

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🌱Vegan Low Cal Falafel🌱

These are only 14cal per ball! 6 makes a good portion and comes in at 84cal. Per weight they’re about a third of the calories of meatballs

Most falafel recipes include oil/flour/breadcrumbs/deep frying but this is a modifed recipe I’ve been experimenting with for a while

I make loads one go and freeze them, then cook from frozen in the oven/air fryer. This recipe makes 50-60.

🌱Ingredients🌱

2 cans of chickpeas in water (drained weight 480g) - 614cal

200g peas - 138cal

Lemon (zest and juice) - 11cal

6 garlic cloves - 12cal

30g fresh mint - 21cal

15g fresh parsley - 10cal

Red chilli - 6 cal

Salt, pepper, for seasoning

OPTIONAL: 4 tablespoons of a flour of your choice. Without the flour the falafels have a much more crumbly texture, but I usually leave it out because it saves calories

🌱Method🌱

Drain and rinse the chickpeas. Using a blender or potato masher, mash together the peas and the chickpeas. I get them fairly smooth but with some texture still

Chops up the herbs, garlic, and chilli finely. Add all the ingredients and mix it together.

The mixture should be firm and sticky, if it’s too dry then add some water. Use your hands to form the falafel into balls. I count how many I make and work out how many calories are in each.

Freeze them and then bake from frozen at 180 degrees for 10-12 mins.

I usually use them in salad bowls, in wraps, as a meat substitute in family dinners, or as a snack with low cal Greek yoghurt. They’re really nice!

🌱🌱🌱

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she starved herself to rid herself of sin, but the kick is so divine when she sees bones beneath her skin

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By the next holidays im going to be hospitalized

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I'm never eating again

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Main thinspo right now is to finally reach a weight where I will be comfortable being naked Infront of my partner or to wear a bikini

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My biggest inspiration is to have enough control to never binge again.

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im starting a 30 hour fast to get out of slump

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I just threw up and my nose started bleeding

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“Daddy, look — one of the gnomes actually bit me!”

“How wonderful! Gnome saliva is enormously beneficial!” said Mr. Lovegood, seizing Luna’s outstretched finger and examining the bleeding puncture marks. “Luna, my love, if you should feel any burgeoning talent today — perhaps an unexpected urge to sing opera or to declaim in Mermish do not repress it! You may have been gifted by the Gernumblies!”

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my plan to be pretty

i deleted the Tumblr because my partner wanted me to but they have still been using it and i recovered at bit.

But then I went back to my old ways like years ago when I was literally eating thousands of calories a day and doing no exercise. It has been binge after binge after binge for the past 3 week and I say no more.

My old account got terminated and I'm so sad because it had hundreds of follllwers but I'm going to get to that again.

I was doing so well before I deleted Tumblr I had a fully flat stomach, I was always dizzy and I was successfully fasting for days. I will do that again this week as there are only 4 left for me to do this and I have to hardcore start this this Monday. If I don't I won't be able to succeed in my goal and then I will probably die or combust.

My plan for this week

Week 1:

Monday

Fast

Run 5km

Drink 2 literes water

100 crunches

100 squats

Tuesday:

Fast

Bike 6km

Drink 2 literes water

Wednesday:

Soup only

drink 3 liters water

Run 4km

Thursday:

Fast

Drink 2 literes water

Bike 6km

Friday:

Soup

Drink 3 literes water

Free to choose

Saturday:

Fast

Drink 2 literes

Run 5k

Sunday:

Under 500cal

Drink 3 liters water

Run 5km

Week 2:

Monday:

Only eat when fully forced

Drink 3 liters water

Run 5km

Tuesday:

Only eat when forced

Drink 2 literes water

Walk

Wednesday:

Fast

Drink 2 literes water

Run 4km

Thursday

Only eat when forced

Drink 3 literes water

Walk 7km

Friday

Only eat when forced

Drink 2 liters wster

Run 6km

Saturday:

Fast

Drink 2 literes water

Walk

Sunday

Fast

Drink 2 liters water

RULES:

Vegan diet

no milk product

No eating after 6pm

Always drink at least 2 liters a day

Remember why we are doing this, to spite, remember how close you were before you ruined it

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starving myself so that I can be one of gods angels