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Its gotta kill him knowing I do things he'll never do.

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So every single one of the meds I'm currently on cause drowsiness.

Me at 9:00 PM: I’m so tired, I’m having the hardest time keeping my eyes open, goodnight friends

Me at 3:00 AM: I think I’m going to do all my laundry and then sculpt a bust of Heath Ledger to keep in my bedroom

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I wish I could stop being manic and shaking my ass to Homewrecker by Marina lmfao

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Get drunk faster by drinking on your meds

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I just wanna go to the beach at night just to listen to the waves

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Abuse Victims- Can You Relate??

Being able to read a person’s microaggressions without even trying (He’s upset. I don’t know how I know he’s upset, but he is). I’m always right. 

Being able to hear a lie in someone’s voice without looking at them. 

Unconsciously being aware of every shift in the room, but still jumping a mile when someone comes up from behind. 

Forcing your body into autopilot when life just gets too hard to handle, but then realizing you’re dissociating and trying to bring yourself back. 

That stare that all your friends call your “resting bitch face.”

Nearly punching people in the face when they scare you. 

Being amazingly good at one thing because you had nothing else to do as a kid (for me, reading and writing). 

People calling you mature for your age. 

People being stunned at the fact that you know more life skills than a thirty year old. 

On the other hand, cringing when you don’t know how to do something everyone else knows how to do. 

Constantly feeling tired no matter how long you sleep. 

Telling a story about your childhood, and stopping halfway through when you realize everyone is horrified. 

Not understanding why people complain about taxes and insurance and money while you’re just happy you get to have plants in your room now. 

Having absolutely no control over your emotions, yet everyone thinks you’re so level headed and mature because you’re not physically capable of showing it. 

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“breakfast time!” i say. i grab a diet coke. it’s two pm.

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…and i still haven’t heard from you

everyone blooms // the front bottoms

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MAKE IT HURT

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Quote from the video game The Beginner’s Guide

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One day you’ll sit in the sun and things won’t feel so bad

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okay to rb.

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I just had so much to say, but you don't want to hear it anyway so I will sit and keep my mouth shut. You won't hear from me for months or years or I don't even care how long cause I don't want to think about you anymore.