wormsforeyes

[wormsforeyes]

This one took much longer than intended. Life is rather busy, and it's hard to pursue art when you're a stressed potato...it's rough out there..Anyways, thanks for reading <3

Also I wish the plush demon existed. We can all use a plush demon to hug I think.

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My heart feels so fucking sad right now. I completely as a joke flirted with my crush over text; he said something about feeling like he'd been shot and I said "through the heart? 💘" He said "oh! no"

I replied with like a gif and like we were able to conversate normally but inside my own body, since reading it my stomach has sank, my heart feels heavy and completely empty at the same time, my skin feels cold, my throat feels full, I'm just in pain. I feel like that was his way of saying he isn't into me and I feel like that was him confirming it.

Originally I was going to confess at some point but now I'm wondering if I should just forget this. I feel like he has given me my answer and I need to stop being blind to it. It just hurts so much because I've been so confused. By everything. Everything hurts. At the very least I wanted to be his friend. But sometimes I swear he doesn't want that either. It's not about me. It's not about me. He doesn't have to want me. It just hurts still. It hurts anyway. My heart.

I wish he could like me. I wish he could see me the way I see him. I wish I wasn't so weak and disgusting. I wish I weren't so pathetic. I wish I didn't like him. I wish I were monogamous and I only wanted my partner who already takes care of me. I wish I didn't feel sick when he walked in the room. I wish I were strong enough to take my own life so I could be done with this. I wish nobody would be sad if I left so I could just go.

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How are you supposed to just get up and go to school and go to work and come home and make dinner and fold the laundry and not want to kill yourself the whole fucking time.

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"Land Back / Protect Femmes"

Seen in London

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coping mechinisms are so weird bc what do you mean one of themnis tearing into ym skin with sharpened metal and the others is acting like a little kid (most times not even intentional)

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don’t you just hate it when 🚙

um. sorry wait a minute [grabs mic]

can the owner of the blue honda civic move their car please. it’s blocking my post.

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I'm sorry 😞

This is gonna sound selfish and weird but sometimes I want to die purely so people might have to deal with me being gone. A huge part of me thinks nobody would care, at least not the people I want to, but a small part thinks “maybe they would miss me. Maybe they would hurt. Maybe they would cry. Maybe they’d regret not fucking checking on me when they could have. Well fuck them. Fuck them.” I wish something bad would happen to me so they’d wish it never did.

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This type of thing!!!!!!! I'm like you have no idea what you're doing to me ....... Stop!!

Crush touched my face today /////// my eye was hurting (I still don't know why) and I'm a complainer, I kept bringing it up and he put his stuff down and walked over to my side of the desk and grabbed my face and looked into my eye and told me to move it around to look and see what was wrong ....... He couldnt find anything apparently but anyway. It was so demanding and medical lmao

He said I was ridiculous

It was. So hot

God he's cute I hate myself

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Was i high when I posted this? What the fuck

Sorry for spamliking I got lost in the sauce on your account 😔

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"You could get up early and do it before work" I could also wait for a magic beanstalk to start growing in my living room LMAO. Let's focus on things that happen in the real world

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Crush touched my face today /////// my eye was hurting (I still don't know why) and I'm a complainer, I kept bringing it up and he put his stuff down and walked over to my side of the desk and grabbed my face and looked into my eye and told me to move it around to look and see what was wrong ....... He couldnt find anything apparently but anyway. It was so demanding and medical lmao

He said I was ridiculous

It was. So hot

God he's cute I hate myself

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why is it whenever i relapse in my alcoholism its like "ohhhh youre letting us down ooohhhh punishment punishment punishment youre grounded or whateveeerrrr" and nobody fucking asks me if im okay. my problem isnt alcohol my problem is that im fucked in the head and alcohol numbs it. if i wasnt drinking rn id probably be fucking dead so be grateful asshole. god i just want somebody to fucking care about me

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My name is Moataz, a journalist from Gaza.

My story!

Imarried Huda on June 22nd. I was very happy with her. I photograph humanitarian issues for the world. The war started and we were exposed to a deadly attack that we miraculously survived.

We became homeless, without food or drink. My wife was crying. I set up my tent for the first time after displacement on November 1st. We sought refuge with all the relief organizations, but no one helped me. We are now awaiting the birth of our first child after a long wait. Huda is pregnant... I tried to search for safety by any means, for me, my wife Huda, and our eagerly awaiting son, Malek! 😭

We were surprised by the new displacement and the terrifying sight of the bombing. We lost everything we owned for the second time, we took refuge in Rafah, I tried in every way to provide healthy food for my wife and our expectant child, but we were surprised for the third time by a major attack that made us leave without any food or shelter, Huda is eight months pregnant and we were displaced for the fifth time, this time is the worst, Huda and I stayed for five days sleeping on the burning sand of the sea. We did not taste food for five days, 💔

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we were forced to sell sweets to save and pay the price of the tent. The date of birth of our first child, Malek, came, while we were preparing our tent to receive him, the place next door was bombed. Huda saw the remains, she lost consciousness, Dr. Ghassan requested an emergency delivery, Malek, our first child, died, I cried bitterly, and she entered a state of blood poisoning. All I want from you is to help me to save my family and Huda and restore my hope in life, from now on you, my family, I want to reach my goal, any donation. Help me save my family, if you can't please I just want to cry💔🥹🙏

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Donate here!

Media reports I have prepared

https://www.newarab.com/features/gazas-christians-hold-faith-easter-returns-under-siege

https://www.newarab.com/analysis/why-sinwars-death-wont-change-israels-war-strategy-gaza

https://www.newarab.com/analysis/does-israel-have-regional-strategy-beyond-endless-war

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‼️‼️Urgent and very important ‼️‼️

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Hello my friends, I am Alaa from Gaza, I am in dire need of your help. Godundme has deleted my campaign, so I am in dire need of your help and support again for my new campaign to provide the minimum needs for my daughter.

Please do not ignore and donate and support. My daughter is an orphan and needs your help.

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Hello 🙋

My name is Ahmed, I’m 20 years old, and I’m from Gaza City. I used to dream of a peaceful life, completing my education, and getting a job, but the war has turned that dream into something impossible 💔😭. We lived through this massacre in every painful detail, and we are still in pain 😔. We were so happy when the ceasefire was announced, and we returned to our homes in the north of Gaza after being displaced for a year and a half in a tent in the south of the Strip. After we fixed a small room in our destroyed house to live in and start over, unfortunately, the war returned, stronger than before 💔. Now, we have no shelter and no source of income. We have exhausted all our savings during the war. I know that I started my campaign very late, but that’s because there is no other way to help my family 🙏. I am fully confident and hopeful that someone here will help us as much as they can and save my family in these difficult circumstances 😔.

I know that the feeling of starting from scratch is painful and frustrating, but I hope to receive any amount for my family 🥺🙏.

https://chuffed.org/project/helpahmedfamily

Even a small donation would have a great impact on us 🥺. May God bless you, my friend 🥰❤️.

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Please Help my family 🙏

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I am Shams from Gaza, 17 years old, a girl from a family of 7. I was in my first year of high school before the war. I loved my family, my school, my friends, and life itself. But the war came and took everything I loved away.

The days have passed filled with loss and hunger. We no longer go to school—education has stopped, my school and home were bombed, and now my sister, her four daughters, and I all live in a single room.

We are struggling just to find a bite to eat, to have a roof that protects us from rain, rocket shrapnel, and the smell of gunpowder. Time passed, and I was supposed to take my final exams this year, but the war took away our right to education in every way.

We are facing the worst living conditions—insanely high prices for food, cleaning supplies, and medicine. We are displaced after losing our home. My father was injured while trying to find food; he suffers from a herniated disc in his back.

We are truly in need of help. Life here is almost impossible, and the conditions are extremely harsh. Please help me secure shelter, food, medical care, and at least a livable situation. A little from you can make a big difference.

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Yes I think that'll be the plan!!!! Yes exactly that's my mindset rn I'm like wth man!!! >:0 yes I think I'm gonna see if my artist can do a two-headed snake ☺️ I've had a concept for a while now that I wanted to get done of a two headed serpent so I'm hoping it will work there! Originally I wanted it on my thigh but it never felt 100% so maybe this'll be better!!

got a tattoo and the pain was GUD 👌🏼✨