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— Nipuna Mehta (via @nipsyyy)

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Because maybe if I sharpen my teeth enough and my armour is tough enough and I'm bigger and stronger and lonelier you wouldn't dare hurt me ever again

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i. The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath, Sylvia Plath / ii. As Consciousness Is Harnessed to Flesh: Journals and Notebooks 1964-1980, Susan Sontag / iii. Suddenly, It's December, Margaux Paul / iv. Waiting for This Story to End Before I Begin Another, Jan Heller Levi / v. The Picture of Dorian Gray, Oscar Wilde / vi. The Letters of Gustave Flaubert: 1830-1857, Gustave Flaubert / vii. unknown / viii. @inanotherunivrse / ix. @violentcherries / x. Heaven, Mieko Kawakami (thank u @aworsening for attaching the sources)

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“you’re my best friend, now i’ve got no one to tell i’ve lost my best friend.”

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How do I tell them that I don't feel my chest warm up at their affectionate gestures? That it does not tug on my heartstrings? That I don't feel anything about it at all? I don't have the heart to confess.

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I just want you to feel something

No, I don't want you to heal

'Cause for me, it was real

At least, for me, it was real pain

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I rarely desire. I violently try to feel nothing—to become entirely apathetic. What good does yearning do? The second I want something a little badly, the universe will not give it to me.

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A Cage Of My Own Design (And I Am Holding The Key)

heather havrilesky/@/dwynnnnn on tiktok/making the bed - olivia rodrigo/jenny slate/the perks of being a wallflower (2012)

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Unknown / Fyodor Dostoevsky / Quote by Clarice Lispector, Image from @feral-t33th / The Wrath and The Dawn by Renee Ahdieh / Play on Words by Jia Sung / Speeches for Doctor Frankenstein by Margaret Attwood / I love you like a rotten dog by Maddie637 / It Hurts and I'm lonely by Nichole Rae Klein / I get so jealous of euthanized dogs by June Gehringer / Text: Unknown, Image: Source / Post by @tullipsink

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Sylvia Plath

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“Loving you was like going to war, I never came back the same.”

— Warsan Shire

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Yeah now we've entered the back pain stage