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Way Back Home | jjk | Part One

pairing: jungkook x reader

au(s): exes to lovers, single mom reader

rating: 18+

genre/warnings: parents au, single parent, co-parenting, chaebol, ceo jungkook, assistant reader, jeon twins, one of the babies has a weak heart, jungkook is a little bit of a dick, tears, crying, twins becasue they're so adorable they need their own warning, mentions of seizure and surgery

word count: 7.6k

authors note: got a random wind to write, so here's a little treat! two times in one week woooow.

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“Thank you so much for taking care of the kids” You told Miyeon. You recently moved back to Seoul a few weeks ago because you got hired for a big assisting job.

You reconnected with Miyeon a year after you moved away when she was on vacation in Jeju with her boyfriend. She ran into you at one of the markets during one of your days off from the bakery your mom opened up while you finished school.

It wasn’t SNU, but it was better than not graduating at all.

She was surprised to see you walking around with two little babies in a stroller that looked way too familiar for her liking.

Of course, you told her what happened and why you disappeared out of nowhere. She wanted to punch the living daylights out of Jungkook but you told her it's not his fault.

He doesn't know.

She luckily kept your secret, but she’s always encouraged you to come back and try to make things right with Jungkook.

You knew she was right, but you were scared.

And that fear led you to be away for 6 years now.

Living in Jeju was relaxing and your kids grew up in a warm environment. But you'd admit, you miss the city life. You miss your life back in Seoul.

Which is what led you here, your aunt was able to get you an interview with this man named Kim Seokjin. She’s an interior designer and so happened to convince him to give you a chance.

You were able to land an interview which was luckily held over call.

At first you didn't think you got the job, much to your disdain. But then a few weeks ago, you got a call from him asking you to start in a week.

Of course, it was a hassle to move around from the island to the mainland, especially with two little kids. But you managed. Your mom helped you find a nice two bedroom apartment for a decent price.

You saved up lots of money from working at the bakery and a waitressing job, so you were able to rent it out for the first few months.

But that can only last for so long, you need this job.

“Don’t worry, Y/N-ah. They’re in good hands” Miyeon told you.

You looked at your two kids who were drawing on the kitchen table while you told Miyeon what she had to do to take care of them. They are starting first grade in a few weeks.

Your daughter Jiyeon is a force to be reckoned with. You and Jungkook were relatively quiet and introverted people but it seems like she didn't take that after you. She’s friendly and loud and loves to talk to people.

Her twin brother, Jayeon, on the other hand, Jayeon, he’s much quieter. It’s probably because of when they were younger. Jiyeon was the one who was able to play with the kids more often while Jayeon stayed behind.

Of course, she hung around him as much as she could. They were practically inseparable. But they had their moments when they’d be apart.

When you were giving birth to the two of them. You struggled a lot. Jiyeon came out first and you can tell she was eager to be in the world. But Jayeon had a harder time.

He was born with a heart defect.

He struggled to breathe easily, and often got tired. He used to faint a lot when he was younger. You even had to get him surgery once when he was three years old because he suddenly collapsed while he was at daycare. It was a close call, the doctor told you. If you didn't bring him in, it would’ve definitely been more critical.

Ever since then, he was limited to doing certain things. At least until he can get another surgery to perfect it.

But it costs a lot. And you don't have enough money to pay for it.

Which breaks your heart every day when you see him sitting alone while the other kids are out playing.

You keep him company and try to do things with him as much as you can. But he gets bored easily unless he’s doing things with his sister or something on his own.

If anything, he’s the one keeping you company. He tries to stay with you as much as he can when you're around.

After almost losing him that one time, you never felt more fear in your life. You never thought you'd fear the loss of your child.

You walked over to your kids and bent down to look at them. They both gave you identical bunny smiles, something that reminds you so much of their father.

“You two will be good for Auntie Miyeon, okay?” They both nodded their heads before you pointed to both of your cheeks.

They both leaned in and gave you kisses at the same time.

“Bye, my babies”

“Bye Eomma!” They say at the same time.

You got up and walked back over to Miyeon. You gave her a quick hug. “Good luck on your first day” She whispered.

You nodded your head before walking out of her house.

You hailed a taxi and told the driver your destination. Seokjin told you to meet him at the new company building that they recently built.

His boss apparently just bought it, that's why you had to wait a week to start.

It’s still under some renovations but some of their workers and the CEO are already back at work.

You don't know who your boss is, but your aunt told you that it's a well known company. Seokjin told you he wanted you to meet the person you’ll be assisting before you sign the contract.

Of course that's understandable, you wouldn't want to work with someone who’s an asshole. But at the same time, you need the money.

Oh whatever, what’s the worst that can happen?

You stepped out of the taxi after paying the driver. Here you are, standing in front of the large company building. Since it’s recently bought, there isn't any company name on it yet.

You just hope this will work out.

You walked into the building, nervously fidgeting with your hands. There were people bustling around everywhere, even if it's just the lobby. You walk up the lady sitting behind the reception desk and she kindly smiled at you.

“Hi, how can I help you?” She asked. You nervously clear your throat.

“Uh, I’m here to see Kim Seokjin?” You replied.

“Oh you must be the new hire! I’m Soo-ah, I’ll be the one training you if the boss ends up liking you.” She told you honestly. The way she spoke about the boss, you can tell she was intimidated by him.

“Is he that bad?” You ask.

She shrugs. “Sometimes, he can be nice but he’s uptight. Apparently he wasn't like that before, but something changed him.”

You bit your lip. You looked around the lobby to see a bunch of people wearing white lab coats. This reminds you of when you used to visit Jungkook. There were people running around with lab coats and suits, trying to finish their new product.

Jungkook said that it was like that all the time. You wonder how much stress they undergo.

“Oh Y/N, you're here!” You heard from behind you. Turning around, you feel yourself gape at the sight of the man in front of you. Of course you saw him over video call but seeing him in person is another thing.

“Hello to you too, Soo-ah” Seokjin said to the girl behind the desk. She blushed and looked away. You raise your brow at the interesting exchange but shrug it off.

It’s none of your business.

“Ready to go?” He asks. You take a deep breath and nod your head.

“Great, he has a meeting in half an hour so that's perfect enough time to introduce the two of you.”

He starts walking to the elevator as you struggle to keep up with his long strides. You turn your head to Soo-ah, who in return gives you a thumbs up in encouragement.

You gulp, anxiety completely taking over your body. You have to do well, for Jayeon and Jiyeon.

As you enter the elevator, you glance around at the spacious metal box with a window behind you looking at the view of the city. You missed Seoul with all your heart.

It’s been 6 years since you’ve been home. All the memories suddenly make you nostalgic. You can’t wait to make more memories with your kids.

“When did you come to Seoul?” You heard Seokjin ask. You turn towards him with a timid smile.

“Two weeks ago, I grew up here but it seems like I forgot everything. It just looks different in some places.” You told him honestly. Of course there are still some similarities, but the added buildings and different styles caught you off guard when you came back.

“I get what you mean, I was the same when I came back from the States.” He told you. You nodded your head.

“How long were you there?” You asked him, you were almost on the floor where the CEO’s office is located. This conversation is helping you calm your nerves a bit.

“Ah, 4 years. I was there with the CEO for a little over two years before he came back here to take over the company.”

Opening your mouth in an “O” in understanding, you saw that the elevator stopped at the 73rd floor. The second highest floor.

You gulp before following Seokjin out. You guys walk down the large hall and see a woman standing in front of the door.

“Mr. Kim” She kindly says with a bow. She gives you a smile before bowing to you. You return it before looking at the large mahogany doors.

“Y/N, this is my assistant Yun-seo. You’ll see her a lot, along with Soo-ah.” He told you.

You gave her a bow again, trying to be respectful. Suddenly the elevator rang, announcing someone else coming up to the floor.

You turn around only to be surprised to see Taehyung walking towards you with papers in his hands.

He didn't look up yet. You felt your breath catch in your throat. He was wearing a dress shirt and black slacks while he was reading over the words on the pages.

“Oh, Taehyung-ah” Seokjin said. The man snapped his head up and you notice his eyes widen at the sight of you.

Taehyung often visited you in Jeju. The kids loved him and even tried to sneak away to come with him back to Seoul once. You can imagine their reaction when you told them you’re moving here.

Taehyung even helped you move in and took care of the kids while you got settled.

But that was two weeks ago. He’s been busy with work so you haven't been able to see him lately. He still talks with you and the kids everyday.

You knew his job was more demanding since apparently a lot of people got transferred to the new Headquarters.

You now realize that this place is the headquarters he works at.

He walked up to the two of you and gave you a worried look. You tilt your head in question, not knowing why he was staring at you like that.

“This is Y/N, Sir’s new assistant.”

“Mr. Kim, he’s ready for you” Yun-seo interrupted. He nodded his head before knocking at the door. You faintly heard someone saying “Come in” but it was too muffled to hear the voice behind it.

“Ready?” He asks. You nod and he opens the door. You were about to joint him when you felt someone grab your wrist.

“Tae?” You ask him. He looks at you worriedly before looking at the door.

“Y/N-ah, this ain't a good idea.” He told you. Raising your brow, you wonder why he’s saying this.

“Tae, I need this job. You know this.”

He sighed and let go of you. He walked in first before you took a deep breath and followed him.

You were walking closely behind Taehyung that you couldn't see the person who’s gonna be your new boss. Until he moved away from you and you felt your heart drop in your stomach when the familiar looking doe eyes made contact with you for the first time in 6 years.

You felt your breath get caught in your throat. This is what Taehyung was trying to warn you about.

You look at your brother with a panicked look but he wasn’t looking at you. Taehyung works for Jungkook. How the hell did you not know this?

“Jungkook-ah, this is the assistant I was telling you about.” Seokjin said with a smile. Jungkook stared at you with no expression, causing tingles to go up your spine.

You’ve imagined what he would say to you. You expected yelling, crying, something. But no, he looked at you like he didn't know you. You don't know what was worse.

You bow out of respect. Knowing he’s still your boss, despite your past together.

“My name is Kim Y/N, I’ll be sure to do a good job.”

—

Seokjin left the room, while you and Taehyung were the only two people left with Jungkook.

It was silent, you can feel the tense atmosphere.

“What are you here for?” Jungkook’s deep voice suddenly said. You thought he was talking to you but his gaze was locked on your brother.

Taehyubg cleared his throat before placing down a file onto his desk.

“It’s the work you asked for last night.” Jungkook nodded his head. He turned to you and his expression went back to the same stone cold look.

You see two pairs of his doe eyes everyday full of warmth and love. But looking at those eyes that hold nothing but disdain…

It made your heart break.

But you know you deserve it.

“You can leave.” He said. You snapped your head at him wondering if you heard correctly. “But–”

“Did I stutter? I said leave, I don't want to work with you.”

You felt your heart drop in your chest.

“Jungkook-ah” Taehyung said. The two best friends looked at each other, having an unspoken conversation while you stood there shaking.

If he really doesn't let you work, what the hell are you going to do? This job was pure luck to find. It'll be difficult to find another job.

You have bills to pay, children to take care of…

“You agreed to get to know her.”

“I already know her, that's why I don't want it work with her.”

You let out a deep sigh. “Jungkook–” You started.

“It’s Mr. Jeon to you.” He interrupted. You knew he was angry. After leaving him like that, out of nowhere, you would be too.

“Mr. Jeon, please I need this job…” You pleaded. He scoffed before running a hand through his hair.

He was still so handsome after all these years. He grew up, looks more mature. He now has a lip ring and tattoos on his hand. You wonder if he got the sleeve he’s always wanted.

You mentally cursed yourself for thinking like this.

“That’s not my problem.” He said, icily. You looked at Taehyung with tears in your eyes.

He shook his head before looking down. There’s not much he can do, what Jungkook says, goes. Even if they're best friends.

“What can she possibly do for me? She can easily leave without a word and what will we do?” He accuses. You know what he was talking about. After you broke up with him, you disappeared from him. Completely leaving the life you had behind to raise your children and to ensure Jungkook gets to achieve his goals.

You took a breath and kneeled down onto the floor. You bent down and placed your hands on the ground and bent your head.

“Please just give me a chance.” You pleaded. You felt a tear run down your face and quickly wiped it with your sleeve.

Taehyung and Jungkook looked at each other alarmed before your brother bent down to help you stand up. You stumbled a bit on your feet but you held your head high. “Y/N-ah, don't do this. It’s not worth it.” He told you.

Jungkook still hasn't said anything, you bent your head down and took a breath. You knew Taehyung was right, Jungkook wouldn't waver.

You bow one more time. “I’m sorry I couldn't meet your expectations.” You said before turning around to leave.

This was all too familiar, you leaving an office with bad news.

“Wait.” You heard, just as you’re about to leave. You turn around, not looking him in the eyes. If you do, you’ll start crying.

“One week. If you can keep up and do what needs to be done in one week, you can keep the job.” Jungkook said. Your eyes light up in excitement before you bow again.

“Thank you, thank you so much!” You told him. He rolled his eyes before looking down at his watch.

“Now leave, I have to go to a meeting. Be here tomorrow at 7:00.” He told you.

You nodded your head before making your way out, Taehyung looked at his best friend with a small smile.

“What?” Jungkook asked.

“Nothing.” Taehyung replied before walking out to catch up with you.

You were waiting at the door of the elevator when Taehyung walked up beside you. You turn towards him with a scowl.

“Why the fuck didn’t you tell me?” You angrily whispered. Worried Jungkook would hear you.

He rolled his eyes before stepping into the elevator that just opened the doors. You followed him inside as you both descended to the lobby.

“You’ve barely talked about him in 6 years, I don’t think you’d appreciate it if I told you that I’m working with your baby daddy” He said. You punched his chest a few times.

“Shut up! Someone can hear you!”

He chuckled before locking your head in one of his arms. He tightened his arm around your neck, causing you to struggle to get free.

“There’s nobody here and the security cameras only see pictures, there’s no sound” He told you. Your annoying ass brother let out a groan when you elbowed him in the stomach to set you free.

The elevator opened the doors to the ground level and you hurried out before your twin could do something else to you.

Unfortunately for you, he quickly caught up. He wrapped his arm around your shoulder.

“So what are you gonna do now?”

“I’m gonna pick up Jay and Yeonie, I promised them ice cream when I get back.” You told him with a smile.

“I’ll come with you, it’s my lunch break anyways” He said, letting you go. You squint your eyes at him.

“You're just trying to take my children again.”

He shrugged with a smile. You two were walking towards the exit when you heard someone call out Taehyung’s name.

Turning around you see Jimin and Soo-ah waving him over to her desk. Taehyung gestured to you to follow him, much to your chagrin but since he has a car and offered to come with you, you didn't seem to have a choice.

“Jimin-ah!” He said. Said man looked at you in surprise when you appeared in his line of vision.

“Y/N?”

You gave him a tense smile. “Hi” You softly waved. He let out a laugh before bringing you into his arms for a hug.

“It's been so long!” He said excitedly. “It’s so good to see you”

He was close with Jungkook, you’re surprised that he’s like this. “It’s good to see you too, Chim” You replied before breaking away.

“You guys all know each other?” Soo-ah asked surprised. Jimin nodded his head.

“Yeah! We all went to college together!”

She nodded her head and clapped excitedly. “Looks like we’ll all get along great!” You liked her enthusiasm but at the same time, it’s been so long. You don't know if things are the same anymore.

“So where are you two headed?” Jimin asked. You were hesitant to answer but Taehyung beat you to it.

“Ice cream, wanna join?” He asked. You looked at him surprised.

He looked at Soo-ah and Jimin expectantly but you felt nervous. You didn't want Jungkook to find out about the twins yet. It’s not like you didn’t trust Jimin but…

You just know it's something that you have to be the one to tell him about.

“Awe, I can't. I have to sort out some calls before I go on break.” Soo-ah replied with a pout.

“Sure, I’ll come.” Jimin said. “We’ll bring you back some, don't worry”

She nodded her head before waving you guys off. The three of you walked towards the parking garage outside of the building.

You felt nervous. “Don’t worry. He knows about the twins” Taehyung said from beside you. You look at him with wide eyes.

“He’s the one who drove me to the airport when Jayeon went into emergency surgery. I didn't have a car then so I had to ask him.” You nodded your head in understanding.

“I didn't tell Jungkook, if that's what you're wondering. Taehyung-ah told me what happened and why you left. I don't blame you for making that decision. I would've done the same if I were you.” Jimin said. You gave him a watery smile before leaning in for a side hug as you guys walked towards Taehyung’s Palisade.

“Thank you, Jimin-ah” You said to him. He squeezed your side before opening the door for you.

You were always close to Jimin when you were still with Jungkook. He was the one friend you were always down to hang out with.

You feel bad because you had to leave him too.

You guys held a light conversation as you spoke about Jeju and they spoke about the last few years here in Seoul. It made you a little sad because you weren't here to experience it but you wouldn't have changed your decision for anything else.

Although your heart aches from time to time, you’re happy.

Taehyung parked right in front of your apartment building. The three of you walked out of the car and entered the building to go to your floor.

Once you’ve reached, you quickly tapped in the code and made your way inside.

But what you see, shocks you. Miyeon was wearing a dinosaur onesie and your kids were running around the room, trying not to be caught by her.

Even Jayeon was playing, much to your surprise.

“Mommy!” He said. He was about to walk to you but suddenly he stumbled after a step and fell onto the floor, holding his chest.

“Jayeon-ah” You say, hurriedly making your way to him.

He was breathing hard. You held him close to your chest as Jiyeon came over.

“Jay Jay, copy my breathing” Her little voice says. She starts taking deep breaths as she made eye contact with her brother. The two were doing the same breathing patterns before he calmed down.

“Are you alright, bug?” You asked him. He nodded his head before leaning back on your chest. You hugged him close.

Miyeon nervously came up to you. “I’m sorry, we weren't playing for long–I didn't think”

You shook your head and softly hushed her. “It’s okay, it happens sometimes. It’s not your fault.”

She nodded her head before looking up to see Taehyung and Jimin standing there. “Woah what the fuck?”

“Auntie, that's a bad word!” Jiyeon scolded, Miyeon covered her mouth with her hand and mumbled a sorry.

She sat down beside you and leaned in. “What is Jimin doing here?” She whispered.

“Uncle Tae!” The twins said. Your brother laughed before picking the two kids up in his arms.

“I heard you guys want ice cream?” He asked. They cheered out before Jiyeon turned to you.

“Eomma, can I get rainbow sprinkles on mine?” You laugh at her cuteness before nodding.

“You can have all the rainbow sprinkles you want, but you have to promise to eat your veggies later.” You lightly scolded her. She frowned before nodding.

Jayeon looked up and saw Jimin standing behind Taehyung.

“Who are you?” He asked. Taehyung set down the kids and they both walked up towards Jimin.

He bent down to be at the same height as them. “I’m your Uncle Jimin, I’m friends with your mom and your uncle.” He replied. They looked at him with wide eyes, exactly like their fathers.

Jiyeon looked like you, but had Jungkook’s eyes. But Jayeon, he was a splitting image of Jungkook. You guys had the best of both worlds.

“And guess what?” He whispered. They leaned in when he urged them to come closer.

“I’m the one who’s gonna buy you ice cream, with extra toppings!” He bribed. They both smiled and hugged him excitedly.

“You don’t have to do that, I can pay” You told him. He shook his head before looking back at the kids. “Nah it’s cool, it’s my first gift to them.”

He smiled at you before you let out a breath. “Come on, let’s get you both changed.” You urged the kids. You watched as they both quickly moved to their room. “No running” You said and they laughed out an apology. After what just happened to Jayeon, you didn’t want him to feel worse.

“Nice outfit” Taehyung teased Miyeon. She rolled her eyes before unzipping it to reveal her other clothes beneath.

“Do you want to come?” You ask her with a small smile. She looked back at the two before locking eyes with you.

“Fineeee”

The twins came back out, wearing matching jackets but different colours and the same pants. They’ve been wanting to dress themselves but it appears they still choose to wear the same things.

“Remember when we did that?” Taehyung asked. You rolled your eyes at him before punching him in the gut.

“You copied me on purpose!” You said to him. He laughed before shrugging his shoulders.

Your kids walked up to you and grabbed each one of your hands. “Let’s go!” Jayeon said.

“Be patient, Jay Jay” Jiyeon scolded again, making Jayeon pout. She’s just like you. The adults laughed at them before you all piled out of the apartment.

The ice cream store was only a block away from your apartment. There was also a hotteok stand right in front of it and you know it’ll make a good combination.

Once you guys arrived, the twins wasted no time and immediately started to order from the old man behind the counter. You can see the fondness in his eyes as the two adorable kids talked to him.

“Are you ready for tomorrow?” Taehyung asked. You nervously glanced at him before taking a breath.

Miyeon and Jimin look at you with a worried expression. “What’s happening tomorrow?”

“I’m gonna start working for Jungkook.” You replied. Miyeon looked at you with wide eyes. Jimin looked at Taehyung, knowing this cannot be good.

“He’s giving me a week to see if I’m reliable enough to be his assistant, and if I am, then he’ll hire me.”

“Oh that’s bullshit, he’s been needing an assistant for weeks ever since his old one retired. He’s been a mess and Jin-hyung’s assistant can’t do it all for the two of them.” Jimin says. You shrug before making your way to an empty table so you can sit down with your kids.

“He wasn’t going to hire me at first, but he changed his mind. He’s probably doing this for spite before he actually lets me go. Not like I would blame him of course”

Taehyung and Jimin look at each other. That’s what they’re worried about. Jungkook was a mess after you left him and they know how much resentment he holds for you. There are things you don’t know about him, things that happened after you left.

They just hope he’s wrong.

“He can’t be that bad” Miyeon tried being optimistic.

Jimin shook his head. “He’s not the same guy we knew back then. Just…Try your best. And if he decides he doesn’t want you around, we’ll help you find another job.”

You nod your head before looking at your kids who were sitting in the booth and eating their ice cream. They were in their own little world. You’re happy they get along well. They were almost just like you and Taehyung.

Suddenly, Taehyung and Jimin’s phones pinged. They both look at it with a forlorn expression before looking at each other. Your brother let out a long sigh.

“Hey, we gotta go. Jungkook is looking for us.” He said. You nod your head before waving them goodbye. The twins quickly hugged their uncles goodbye before they left.

Now it was you, the twins and Miyeon.

“Are you going to be okay?” She asked. You let out a sad sigh and glanced at the kids again.

“I have to be…For them.”

—

The last week has been…Stressful.

You were almost late on your first day because the daycare you were going to drop off the kids at didn’t have all your paperwork done. So you had to do that, and Jayeon was being a little clingy because he still wasn’t feeling the best.

You only made it because Taehyung picked you up at the daycare so you were able to make it with 10 minutes to spare.

And within those 10 minutes, Soo-ah tried to explain to you everything you had to get done within your first day. How things work around here, what Jungkook expects and what you need to do when it comes to his schedules and meetings. But before she could explain to your role during meetings, Jungkook arrived and Soo-ah nervously went back to the first floor after getting a glare from Jungkook.

You mentally prepared yourself for the hard week but you never would’ve guessed how it would’ve been.

At first you let it slide. Jungkook was an annoying prick who knit picks on everything you did.

“This should be like this”

“You shouldn’t do that”

“Do better”

Blah blah blah.

You could let that go because at the end of the day, you were learning. But what completely irked you was when this man would throw in snide remarks or unnecessarily snap at you for the smallest things. And it’s infuriating because he’s nicer to everyone else BUT you.

Yeah you get it, you left him in the dark and hurt him. You understand that completely. But you would’ve thought he would be professional about it.

You forget how petty he can be.

Which led you to this, your final day before he makes his decision whether to keep you as his assistant or not.

You were currently at a meeting with Jungkook on your left. You were jotting down notes and different aspects from the presentation that you found important.

It was your job to make sure Jungkook ensures the right decision to know whether or not to go with a new product.

When you were in college, you majored in marketing. You have general knowledge about the wraps of product selling. And you can clearly see what’s missing from this presentation.

The lack of public interest and planning can definitely make the stocks go lower if they don’t make changes. So you of course, wrote down everything that needs improvement.

After the meeting concluded, you were about to go up to Jungkook to let him know your thoughts but he just walked past you.

You gaped at the air before turning around and catching up with him. “Sir!”

Jungkook ignored you as you made your way to his office. How he got there so fast? You have no idea.

He let out a sigh and sat down on his chair. “Mr. Jeon, I had some thoughts about the recent presentation–”

Jungkook let out a scoff before looking at you. “Your job is to assist, not put your two senses in my business.” He clipped. You bit back your tongue and stared at him.

“Yes, I know but I just wanted to—”

“Go get me coffee” He dismissed. You huffed out a breath before turning around and making your way out of the room.

This man won’t listen. You’ve been trying all week, not allowing your shared past to get in the way of your work and you can admit, you’re doing well.

But he’s being difficult.

You went to the staff room and quickly made your way to the coffee machine to prepare Jungkook’s coffee.

You still remember the way he took it, even if he won’t admit it. The first day, he got mad because it tasted exactly as you used to prepare it. And he told you, he only took his coffee with no sugar.

Black.

But he hates black coffee, unless it's an americano. It gives him headaches, so he at least puts one teaspoon of sugar and some creamer to cool it down.

But he loved the way you made it the most. It was the perfect blend of sweet and strong.

He pretended he didn’t like it. That's why you always left two cups on his desk every morning, and he of course drank the one you used to make him.

“Look, it's her. CEO Jeon’s assistant” You heard one of the girls whispering behind you.

You’ve seen her a couple of times, she always had a hard glare in her eyes every single time you made eye contact. Why? You have no idea.

“Like come on, he’s probably sleeping with her that’s how she got this job. What’s the likelihood of someone like her getting a job like this?” She says to her friend. You scoff before turning around.

“What?” She said with a smirk.

“Are you done?” You replied.

“What are you talking about?” She feigned ignorance. You poked your cheek with your tongue before looking at her.

Walking up to her, you stared at her right in the eyes. “Sweetheart, you can talk as much shit as you want. But I see the way you look at him, you wish he even passed you a glance. If anyone here is desperate to get in his pants, it would be you, not me.” You told her. She sneered at you before standing up as well.

You didn’t back down and you two stared at each other. “What? Have nothing to say now?” You asked in a mocking tone.

She suddenly grabbed her cup and threw the contents inside of it all over your shirt. You let out a gasp and looked at her in surprise. She smiled and raised her arms up in surrender.

“Oops?”

“Oh you little bitch” You said, about to prance at her.

Suddenly someone grabbed your arm and held you in place. Your back hit a strong surface behind you. Your nose caught a whiff of the familiar scnet of the man you’ve loved for so many years.

Jungkook.

“That’s enough” He said, glaring at the two girls in front of you. You didn’t dare look at him as he let go of your hand.

“Ms. Kim, I would like to see you in my office.”

You internally sighed before turning around. The girl who threw coffee at you smirked in your direction before you walked out of the room, rolling your eyes.

You knocked on Jungkook’s office door, nervously waiting for him to let you in. Once your heard his voice you saw him sitting on the edge of his desk, white sleeves rolled up and a stern look on his face.

You silently walked towards him, keeping a good distance away.

“You can’t stop causing trouble, huh? Can’t even get a simple cup of coffee without causing a problem.” He angrily said. It wasn’t your fault. That girl was being a bitch.

“I wasn’t–”

“I don’t care. She’s one of my best workers, and your superior. You have to respect her.”

You scoff at him. “Like I would respect a rude ass bitch who was talking shit while I was in the room. What was I supposed to do?” You said. You were fuming. Your blood was already boiling from that encounter and Jungkook keeps adding fuel to the flame.

“Leave it alone, you’ve always been so rash and never think things through!”

You knew there was hidden meaning behind his words. You knew you were rash and hard headed. Your daughter got that from you. But you’ve always known to stick up for yourself.

“Jungkook, I’m not like that.”

“That’s the problem, isn’t it?” He asked. He let out a sigh and looked you in the eye.

“I can’t hire you.” He said. You looked at him in alarm. You immediately regretted what you just did. You should’ve kept your cool, you’re not even hired and you just ruined your chance with your anger.

“I can’t let anyone who’s as irresponsible as you to work at my company.” He said.

“It wasn’t my fault!” You tried telling him. “You’re just doing this because you’re angry with me! Do you see my shirt? Why would I purposely cause a problem?”

You walk up to him and grab his hand. “Jungkook please, I need this job.”

He scoffed and brushed your hand off. He stood up to make his way around to his desk chair.

“Thank you for your time, I will get security to escort you out—”

“Jungkook please.”

“It’s Mr. Jeon to you.”

That’s it, all your hard work is done. You look down at your feet, defeated.

“I’m sorry.” You mean it. You’ve meant it for lots of things and hopefully he can understand that. Sneaking a glance at him, he was facing towards the window, not even sparing you a glance.

You were about to leave when suddenly Jungkook’s office doors burst open. You and Jungkook look up surprised to see Taehyung out of breath. “Tae? What are you doing here?”

Taehyung ignored his friend before looking at you. “Where's your phone? I’ve been trying to call you.” He said. You look at him in confusion before grabbing your phone out of your pants pocket.

Shit you left it on silent.

You look down at the screen to see

21 missed calls from Taehyung.

9 Missed calls from Mom

30 Missed calls from Miyeon

5 Missed calls from the twins daycare

You look at your brother in alarm. “What happened?” You ask him. Immediately questioning your brother. You were too caught up in what was going on that you weren’t able to answer your phone. What if something happened to your kids?

You’d never forgive yourself.

Jungkook looked at the two of you confused. You guys aren’t even paying attention to him anymore.

Taehyung looked at your worried expression with tears in his eyes. “It’s Jayeon…He had a seizure.” He said.

And that’s when you felt like your heart would’ve stopped.

—

You and Taehyung were currently in Jungkook’s car. You were scrambling everywhere once you heard the news, trying to get all your stuff so you can get to your son. Taehyung lent his car to Soo-ah since she was on lunch break, so you knew you needed to take the bus.

But the bus would take too long. You were about to hail a taxi but it’s peak rush hour right now, everyone is on their way home. You were literally considering whether you can run to the hospital from here.

But Jungkook offered to drive you guys to the hospital. You would’ve refused but Taehyung immediately accepted. You couldn’t fight him on it right now, you just needed to see your kids. Jungkook doesn’t even know what’s going on, he heard the word seizure and acted.

You were nervously twitching in your seat. Taehyung and Jungkook were in the front while you were on the phone with Miyeon. You, Taehyung and Miyeon are the kids' emergency contacts. Luckily she was able to make it there so they wouldn’t be alone.

You should’ve stayed home today. Jayeon was telling you last night that he wasn’t feeling the best and you considered staying home. But your mom told you to finish your last day and get him checked by the doctor when you got home.

You should’ve listened to your gut.

Now here you are, pulling up to the emergency room with the two tall men trailing behind you.

You walk up the reception in a frenzied state. “Where is my son?” You ask worriedly. Jungkook looked at you, surprised at the word that came out of your mouth.

She looks at you in surprise. “What’s the name?”

“Jeon Jayeon” You said. You didn’t glance at Jungkook, knowing if you did, you’d break down right now.

“Y/N?” You heard someone call out. You look up to see Miyeon walking with Jiyeon in her arms. Your daughter turns at the sound of your name and her face immediately scrunches up.

“Eomma” She said, brokenly. You walk over to her and grab her in your arms.

“Shhh shhh baby, I’m here.” You told her, trying to keep your own tears at bay. Miyeon nods her head at Taehyung before she nervously glances at the sight of the man that haunted your dreams.

“Come, his room is this way” She says, leading you down the hall.

The boys trailed after you as you hurriedly made your way to his room.

Miyeon slid open the door to reveal your son, laying in the bed, pale and sickly looking. You felt your heart break at the sight of him all alone. You never felt more disappointed in yourself. Your kids needed you and you weren’t there.

You sat down on the chair beside his bed with Jiyeon on your lap. Taehyung stood beside you, staring at his nephew with tears in his eyes.

“Jungkook, you can come in.” Miyeon said. You look up to see Jungkook frozen at the door. He was looking at the kids with wide eyes.

You looked away, not wanting to get into this right now.

“Eomma, I’m tired…” Jiyeon said. You nodded your head and placed her on the couch on the side of the room.

“Take a nap, I’ll be here when you wake up.”

You tapped her body a little before she started to slowly doze off. Jungkook was still standing in place. Not knowing what to do.

Suddenly, he got startled at the sound of the door opening again. It was the doctor that was taking care of Jayeon.

“Mrs. Jeon.” He said.

“Is my son okay?” You ask, standing up. You didn’t bother correcting him. It’s a common mistake since your kids have a different last name than you do.

You just didn’t want to see what Jungkook thought.

The doctor let out a sigh. “I wish I could say that, but he’ll need his surgery as soon as possible or I’m afraid it can become more complicated, even fatal.” You look down at your son with tears in your eyes.

“I don’t—I don’t have enough money—”

“I know and we can–”

“How much is it?” Jungkook interrupted.

The doctor looked at him in bewilderment. “Around ₩54,520,620”

“Do it, I’ll pay for it.” He said. You and Taehyung make eye contact before you shake your head.

“Jungkook, I–”

“I said do it, that’s final.” The doctor looked at you to be sure and you just sighed out. He nodded his head before walking out. Taehyung and Miyeon looked at each other nervously.

“We’ll go check and see if there is any paperwork we have to fill out.” He said, grabbing Miyeon’s arm and rushing out, leaving the two of you alone.

You let out a sigh and sat back down on the chair beside your son's bed. Jungkook slowly walked up and looked at the boy laying down before turning his head towards the girl on the other corner.

“Y/N” He said, voice thick with emotion.

"Please tell me this isn't what I think it is" He asks you with tears in his eyes. you look down at the sight of your son with an oxygen mask on his face while your daughter is sleeping on the couch near the wall.

You look into his eyes, broken and sad. You've dreamt of this day for years, wondering how he would react. But here you are, hoping he would have met the twins under different circumstances.

"Yes...They're your children."

He let out a breath before sitting down on the chair beside you. “What–How–”

“I’m sorry.” You told him. He looked at you, tears running down his face.

“I can’t believe you.” He said angrily. You felt your breath hitch in your throat. He looked at you with so much anger that it made tears run down your own face.

“Jungkook please, I’m–”

Jungkook has always wondered what the hell urged you to leave him. He’s done everything he could in the last 6 years to forget about you. But the second you came back into his life, he never felt more relieved to see your face but at the same time, he's never felt so angry. Now looking at the sight of his two kids, sitting in the same room as him and he never knew?

He can never forgive you for this. He stood up from the chair, needing to get out of there and breathe. His children are right there, as much as he wants to yell at you right now. It’s not the time. He can’t break down, not in front of them.

He needed to leave.

“Sorry isn’t gonna fix this, not this time–” He said before walking out.

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