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i have to take the estrogen inserts every day for the week. Pushing them in dry hurts. Idk how else to do it though

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telling me im the most beautiful thing youve ever seen as i lay bloodied and battered at your feet

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abuse me. corrupt me. ruin me. don't stop no matter what. if i ever complain, just make it worse for me. i am yours.

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Oink oink

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honestly I don't want a bf who will make me feel loved i need an owner who will keep me depressed and who will see it as a learning opportunity for me when I'm genuinely getting worse. Does that make sense

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tried my first estrogen insert in my pussy today,,. i was told ot use a mirror so i spent a bit looking at my labia/vulva and just.. reminding myself this is what i am. Holes.

i usually don't do piv because of dysphoria but now im forced to because im on testosterone... ?¿ The very thing im using to escape womanhood is forcing me to look at my pussy twice a week and stuff it full of girl hormones. It genuinely hurts that i cant ignore that part of my body when i so desperately try to.

On one hand i want to stay in bed (i went and took a depression nap after) and mope because it genuinely feels bad. On another i feel reduced to my genitalia once again and i know that's what i deserve and it's making me wet.

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i always have the urge to legitimately rapebait but idk how i would go about that 🥹 or if my town is even big enough for that kinda thing,, sigh

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matched with a guy on tinder who's gonna sit on my face while he plays video games 🥹 modern love<3

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i haven't done my t shot in weeks.

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sent a video of myself licking a toilet seat to someone on here last night and now im scared they might share it,, at the same time the thought turns me on. Wtf🥹

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i'm a stupid pig and i should kill myself. Someone should rape me and leave me for dead.

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Use my tits every hour of every day. Squeeze them, pinch them, bite them, but most of all suck on them. Suck on my nipples, hard. Like you're feeding from me. Make me present for you and feed you with my tits while you jerk off. Suckle on me until it hurts, until I cry, then keep going and make me cum while you do it. Make it pleasurable. Confuse my silly cow brain.

Make me "feed" your friends in front you. Strip me in front of them, make me jiggle my tits and moo while they watch. Order me to be a good cow and do my job. Then watch as I place my boobs in their mouths one by one and massage my tits while they suckle. Watch me feed your friends again and again and again until you grow too hard and order me to present my pussy so you can fuck it while my tits sway back and forth. Then put them back in your friends' mouths while I'm still full of your cum.

Make me moo and don't let me cum until everyone is fed. Then when they leave, suckle from me and play with my pussy until I beg to cum. Then fuck me again. Unload in my pussy again. Breed me. One day the milk will come. That's what you said, the more we do this, the more we stimulate my tits and my milk will come. I will feed you my milk soon. But until then keep sucking. Please keep sucking. Moo.

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saw a guy last night who insisted on keeping his cock in my ass while we slept🥹 i woke up a few times to him pushing deeper into me and using his fingers to stretch me,, i felt like such an object and im sore now🥹

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i think people get confused on my blog. i dont really find any joy in being detransitioned like some other girls on here. For me it hurts. i get dysphoric for real when my tits are groped. The reason i keep doing it is cuz i know i deserve it.