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Your destiny isn’t tied to the people who walked away.

Joel Osteen (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

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I'm so insecure and paranoid. How do I stop?

When looking in the mirror

Recite:

اللَّهُمَّ أَنْتَ حَسَّنْتَ خَلْقِي فَحَسِّنْ خُلُقِي

“O Allah, just as You have made my external features beautiful, make my character beautiful as well”.

Always remind yourself nobody’s perfect. You have qualities within yourself and people love you for that. I have been struggling with being confident and its hard, but with small steps you can change the way you look at yourself. In regards to being paranoid , you need to let things go with flow. Try,try agian and have patience. Don’t over think the situation. Pray to Allah.

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وَإِذَا غَشِيَهُم مَّوْجٌ كَالظُّلَلِ دَعَوُا اللَّهَ And when the waves (like canopies of clouds) loom over the ones over board, they call upon Allah.

سورة لقمان (via roadtofalah)

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New piece, hope you like it! xo Lang 

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My NEW book Memories is now available via Amazon, BN.com + The Book Depository and bookstores worldwide.

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And dear, If at any point you feel like you can’t realistically see a future with me, let me go. I may hurt, cry, and yell at you, but I promise I will get over it. What I wouldn’t be able to get over is if you led me on with promises you had no real intention on keeping.

Excerpt #68 (via her-minds-a-mess)

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There are times when you feel like youre presence isnt welcoming. But you still make the first move just cause you really miss that person presence. But then you realised you sounded more annoying than ever. More clingy. More desperate. More demanding than ever. I learnt to put it to a stop once a person showed their signs of losing interest in me. Because why? I am tired of trying and only getting myself upset over minor things. Hoping things would be back to normal again. But then it is all fairytales.

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You know, I think one of the worst feelings is finding out that you didn’t mean as much to someone as you thought you did, and you just feel stupid, and because you looked desperate, about caring too much.

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I love sleep. My life has the tendency to fall apart when I’m awake, you know?

Ernest Hemingway (via wordsnquotes)

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French cake decorating.  Feast your eyes

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As you get older, you really start to understand more about why people drink the night away, smoke their lungs black, or throw themselves off buildings.

(via boys-and-suicide)

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The persistent feeling of being unwanted, unneeded, unnoticed, and uncared for is something no one can live with.

Dan Earley (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

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I made a decision to try and tweet and facebook less now. I should tumblr it all out because I hate people looking at me as though I am queen complain. Well sorry I aint perfect. I do stuff that makes me happy. The only thing that could make me happy is when I can tumblr with no judgement. Its a tough world out there. It has always been.

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At my lowest point yet again. With so many things going on, I feel like I should just sleep away. Let it go astray. The thought of dying and giving up is always ever ready. But then it got me question to why am I always pleasing to people's task? If it aint making me happy, I should just endure abit more and leave. And never ever ever look back again. Its true what A said, im left with a few more weeks left and then celebrate. My limits has gone beyond. I am crying every week. But all people could give me was all their sympathy. I understand one thing that no one would understand better except yourself because youre walking in that shoe alone. If the shoe didnt fit perfectly, they surely dont understood well enough about the minor and major things going on through your head.

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“The sad thing is,” she said, “the moment you start to miss someone, you know they’re already gone.”

— Lang Leav (Photo by Hannah Starkey)