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those with BPD, how did you know and how did you get diagnosed? currently pondering if its worth getting checked as i show a few symptoms and it is likely in girls with autism (me), but i'm having trouble differentiating autism symptoms from the bpd symptoms so if someone could reblog this with advice itd be great tyyyy

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i need to know if anyone else experiences an insane feeling of dysmorphia when they get their braces off

like i got mine off today and surely the girl in the mirror is NOT me

i want my braces back lowkey 💔

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everytime i think i'm having a good day its horrifically interrupted by remembering that Cordelia died

its been nearly a year since i watched that scene and i have NOT been able to finish Angel bc of it its actually not okay atp

and whats even worse is that she wont be in the reboot like AAAAAUGHH

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i DID in fact do this

my tiktok's @orlzyl if ye wanna see LMFAO

19th birthday idea (Hamilton themed):

the part in My Shot and/or Blow Us All Away, create a transition line right before "i'm only 19 but my mind is older" and record on your birthday

i will be doing this.

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as someone whos been a fnaf fan for a few years now, i've only ever completed one of the games, FNAF SL.

i've recently started playing FNAF SB on my xbox and let me ask ye this

WHICH ONE OF YE FUCKERS SAID IT WAS THE EASIEST GAME OF THE SERIES???

i can't go ONE SECOND without Chica on my ass like NO I DONT WANT CANDY FUCK OFF

and dont get me STARTED on Moon

"naughty boys get punished" sir you are talking to a twelve year old boy, the only one getting punished is you during jailtime holy FUCK

loved watching Jacksepticeye's gameplay, but absolutely hate playing it. only issue is i'm too stubborn to not finish it PLEASE wish me luck

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i always forget that i'm 19 in a few days and it's normal for me to date college students

like tell me why i'm nervous about dating a 20 year old constantly and then i remember theres litch less than two years between us

growing up is weird af

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lads my godmother got me tickets to see cruel intentions the musical in dublin

IM SO FUCKING BUZZING IVE BEEN OBSESSED W THIS MUSICAL AND MOVIE FOR YONKSSSS

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no for reall!!! im so excited!!

so buffy fans, how are we feeling about the revival??

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so buffy fans, how are we feeling about the revival??

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PREACH TAYLORRR

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does anyone else LOVE watching their opps downfall before they even know it's their downfall

like i know something you don't and i cannot WAIT 'til you find out

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nevermind i am putting that BACK where it was originally xox

men.

MEN.

MEN.

MEN.

FUCKING MEN.

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ugh i take this back men are beautiful i wanna marry him

men.

MEN.

MEN.

MEN.

FUCKING MEN.

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I love that Cordelia is a girls girl first.

Buffy needs a lift? No questions asked.

Evil lawyer gets beaten up by a guy? Cordelia appeals to her womanhood.

Harmony is a vampire? Cordelia wants to help and stay friends.

Darla shows up pregnant? Cordelia immediately defends her.

It doesn't always work out for Cordelia but she keeps that attitude.

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thinking about when Buffy comes back in s6 and something's not quite right with her and that look on Spike's face when he says "clawed her way out of her coffin that's how. done it myself" like. he is seeing her. she's herself but different, a little more like him. THEN when Spike comes back in s7 and something's obviously not right with him, and Buffy's face in the church when she realizes he got his soul back and he did it on purpose. to be more like her.

^ when your shadow counterpart returns from their identity-altering metaphysical journey looking more like you than they ever have before

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HE DOES RIGHT???

so i'm currently first time watching Angel, and i need to address one thing

IS NO ONE GONNA TALK ABOUT HOW HOT HE IS.

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hey past me so update she does NOT like ur ass !!! but u do have a hmmmm situation with a boy rn so YIPEE

was it casual when the first night we met, we clicked instantly, made out multiple times, and we kissed goodbye as if we were dating and from that night on, constantly texted. now on my shop run tomorrow i'm picking up pods for her

yet she shows little to no signs of reciprocating anything over text so i have to look out for signs at her party

is it casual gang