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Jeremy Knox 10/10 character because the way he was portrayed to be this happy go lucky down to earth normal guy and then we get his pov and he’s like hi I am Gay I have Mommy Issues my brother killed himself while I was being arrested for doing Cocaine and having Gay Sex, I sleep with men who Hate Me to have some semblance of control, Sometimes I will have a panic attack Cigarette and I Don’t Sleep :)

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I'm not even gonna say anything

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“misplaced forever partners” is such a gentle phrase for something so violent

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Kevin saying, “my father comes to all my games. That is enough.” — I’m ill, I need the healthiest father-son relationship in those next books or I’ll be unwell ….

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What I love about The Sunshine Court and Jean Moreau specifically is we go into it with these snippets of these characters and we think we know what this story is going to be. Another classic "the grumpy one is soft for the sunshine one" and while that's certainly not untrue, it's not entirely true. Because here's the thing. Jean Moreau is soft. Not just for Jeremy.

Jean doesn't know Cody, but he sees them looking uncomfortable and makes sure they're safe. He calls Josiah to make sure Zane is safe after Colleen's death.He worries about Lyle after hearing about his breakdown. Cat is the first person he asks about anything personal. He lets Tanner follow him around and teaches the freshman extra drills because they look at him like he is the sun. He loves his sister. He braids Laila's hair and kisses Cat's temple.

Jean is soft even though he was never allowed to be. But now he is.

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waiter! a bullet in the head for me please

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RENEE

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THIS SCENE KAJSJSJSJSNE

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(Bacon avocado) I didn’t want someone better I wanted you to be better

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So full circle how Neil meets Andrew by being hit with his racket and then in the last game against the ravens Andrew protects Neil with his racket

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Neil: My criminal record?

Neil: The only crime I’ve committed was killing it on the Exy court.

Neil: Well no, actually. I have killed a man. 

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Andreil

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Brought you another drawing of beautiful Andrew and Neil!)))

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imagine pro-player/celebrity jeremy knox doing that one interview with puppies. he would lose his fucking mind he’s not answering ONE question he’s too busy playing with the dogs. he would name every one of them. in the end jean has to come and get him because he’s not leaving the studio

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Thinking about the Jeandrew parallels, because both Jean and Andrew are number 3, both Jean and Andrew have been raped, both Jean and Andrew stayed alive only because of a promise that they had made, and both Jean and Andrew finally found a reason to live, not just survive, but truly live in their partner.