xo-callitkarma

[xo-callitkarma]

what doesn't kill you makes you weird at intimacy

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Better to admit you walked through the wrong door than spend your life in the wrong room.

[xo-callitkarma]

[xo-callitkarma]

[xo-callitkarma]

healing happens in circles, not lines. you will return to old places with new eyes.

[xo-callitkarma]

“Some days I feel everything at once. Other days I feel nothing at all. I don’t know what’s worse: drowning beneath the waves or dying from the thirst.”

— The Idealist

[xo-callitkarma]

“No matter how careful you are, there’s going to be the sense you missed something, the collapsed feeling under your skin that you didn’t experience it all. There’s that fallen heart feeling that you rushed right through the moments where you should’ve been paying attention..”

— Chuck Palahniuk, Invisible Monsters

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“What do you say when you’re not enough to make someone stay? What do you do when you meet the love of your life and realize it’s all about timing? How do you accept that no matter how perfect you are for each other, circumstances get in the way? How do you compete with that kind of fate?”

— Katie Kacvinsky, First Comes Love

[xo-callitkarma]

love’s a crash course in how to hate yourself with someone else’s help

[xo-callitkarma]

Catch me if you can

Harder than letting go is the falling. When will the bottom of the earth rise up and claim my hollow shell? I am on the verge of shattering, what's left of me rattles with anticipation. They say we all survive the dark night of the soul. But what about the dark days of weightless wandering, waiting for the final collapse? Gravity meets my nothingness and becomes irrelevant. I fall, I fall, I fade away.

[xo-callitkarma]

The hollow ache consumes me

Letting me know that once again

I was victim to my own dreams

Hope eviscerated

Leaving me shredded

Empty and lost

With little drive to continue

Why keep trying

When trying only leads to torture

I learned that love is a mirage

For the broken like me

I will remain

Wandering the desert

Parched and hurting

With nothing to quench my thirst

[xo-callitkarma]

[xo-callitkarma]

I hope you get the future you dream about every night.

[xo-callitkarma]

Not everything is about you.

I was broken before I met you.

My posts- are my posts, for me.

I have my tumblr for me. Not you. Not him. Not anyone else.

There’s a damn reason not a single soul in my life has access to my fucking tumblr.

Do yourself a favour, and stop fucking looking.

This was never your fault, so get that through your damn head.