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i am so heartbroken and angry this is the worst thing ever

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my mommy

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like this can’t be real God please

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im just trynna keep from throwing up

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my twin 💔

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my left arm is significantly weaker than my right and i really hate that soooo bad 😭

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cuz if i never have you, i can never lose you

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don’t act like you too good to feel good about me

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i just don’t understand anything anymore. i just hate how it all makes me feel so broken, so unworthy, so unsure of myself. like am i truly kind and smart and beautiful and warm and loving and happy and caring and welcoming and open like i once believed, is this pushing me to grow or is this setting me up to die

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but i love love, so much. i just don’t understand how it’s never me

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being a Leo and having a birthday is hard ☹️

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how can somebody ask a opinion based question then become oppositional to your answer, i am confused……….

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then it’s like ion even wanna be crying that’s the most irritating part but i can’t help it, im upset and im irritated

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nobody there for me 100% ever, nobody takes the time out to learn me, be patient with me, understand me, just let me be and i do that for everyone else like why am i not deserving of having that love and care back i know im strong but i still need it too

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then ion have nobody it’s always me, having to show compassion to myself, uplift myself, re-love myself, forgive myself like im tired