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drop notice.

seeing from the title, i think sunyoung’s muse will be happier in a different place! i do really love her, don’t worry i’m still around on my other muse ( in case you didn’t know... is lee soohyun ) sorry to everyone who wrote her a starter, and wanted to plot with her i really appreciate you, so thank you for your interest in her! 

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fact trip

her best subjects in high school were p.e and math! 

loves video games, if she wasn’t homeless right now she’d have like... every console known to man. oh and a hella nice gaming pc. 

her favorite genre of manhwa/manga to read are romance, if you make fun of her she’ll throw a book at you and not miss. 

favorite sport: basketball, in high school she played basketball, volleyball and did track also. 

extremely flexible, like bendy as hell. she likes to freak people out by bending her hand back, and folding herself in half. 

actually wants more friends who are girls, because she’s always wanted an older sister and to be an older sister.

pays attention to western celebrities just as much as she does korean ones, so she’s pretty in the know. 

doesn’t like people in her business and will tell you to get out of it. 

fave overwatch heroes? sombra, mercy and genji.

mental math is no problem for her, but gets embarrassed when people are surprised that she can do that in her head.

motto: if you’re not dead, you’re doing it right and also, if you live for yourself, you won’t have any regrets. 

if she gives you food, she’ll punch your throat if you don’t eat it all. 

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do you believe in supernatural and the unexplained? why or why not?

yeah i do, i think there’s a force or something in this universe keeping balance. as for supernatural, as in ghosts and shit, i do believe in that sort of stuff. curses, all that. sometimes we can’t explain shit and that’s alright. 

so yeah i believe in it. 

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If you had to pick between being a lesser known idol and a famous actor, which would you pick?

I’d be a famous actor of course, so I can move to Hollywood and ditch every single shitty memory I have here in Korea. What benefits are their to being lesser known? Nothing, you’re a sad nugu with 4 fierce fans congrats. 

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would you help a stranger out if they mistook you for a boy and wanted you to randomly pose as your boyfriend?

i mean why not? girls should stick together, this wise unnie told me that. i’d definitely pretend to be their boyfriend, then beat the shit outta the other guy. i mean i look like a boy when i’m not wearing any lip tint, it confuses a lot of people. 

so i may as well put this look to good use right? good karma and all of that. 

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What would you NOT do for money?

Honestly... the only thing I wouldn’t do...? I don’t have sex for money, yeah I wouldn’t do that. Depending on how much, I’d consider it. It’s just.. sex -- I’m not even really interested in it, much less sell it. 

Anything else-- could be left up for discussion, as long as my health can remain intact and shit. 

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do you answer phone calls from unknown numbers?

duh, who wouldn’t? you’d have to be a real chicken not to haha. 

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would you ever get a tattoo? what would your first one look like?

hell yeah, i want a full back tattoo something extremely detailed too. not sure what, but i know i’d get one if i had the money to. so i can look like a gang member, and people will think twice before approaching me. hell i’d even get a sleeve, i’m not really scared of pain. i’m durable, i can take a punch pretty well so a needle would be no issue. 

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so, "lemme take you to hollywood" does jaewon make you feel everything that you'd otherwise 'feel' / 'achieve' in hollywood, enough to throw away your thoughts of making it in hollywood / dreams of making it 'big' or do you think you can't live without one or the other?

......i-- 

well you see i haven’t thought of that even being... a thing. before i even met jaewon i wanted to be a star in hollywood... because there people won’t look at me with those stupid.. pitying eyes. jaewon makes me feel like i’ve made it, but i really haven’t. 

i’ve been a loser for a loooong time, and i’m starving for a victory. i care a lot about jaewon, i do-- but.. if i can only have one i won’t be satisfied. that’s the sort of person i am, i want it all or nothing. if i had to choose, i’d choose.. hollywood-- it’s been my dream, and i’d pray that i’ll meet jaewon again at a different point or i meet someone better. 

but i don’t think i’ll meet someone that would actually like me. so, maybe i’ll be famous and alone. don’t ask me shit like this, i hate having to think, like the fuck. ugh.

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it's time for some honesty,

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#THROWBACK: Ari - Oppa You’re Mine for eunjiyas

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joohyukrk:

It was a nice afternoon for the winter season, a bright enough sun to warm cold skin, more accustomed to the protection of the roof over his head than the natural elements. The water that lapped at the edges of the Han River reminded him of how wet London always was, and how days like these weren’t often to come by. It was a soothing feeling, being surrounded by people going on their way, by the gentle warmth of the sun, and the feeling of at least four pairs of eyes directly on him, trying to blend in but only standing out in their suits and their dark, dark sunglasses.

Actually, this was the opposite of how he wanted to spend his day off.

For once, he’d wanted to explore Seoul, take a walk in the park, go shopping, visit a museum, literally anything than stay in the house, but he’d wanted to do it alone. Alone didn’t mean with four to six bodyguards in tow. He really shouldn’t have told his mother about his day off.

With an almost wistfully woeful sigh, he seats himself on a park bench to give himself and his bodyguards a break, crossing his legs and allowing himself to rest his upper body weight on it by way of elbows on his knees, back arched, face in hands. From there, he could count the seven—for fuck’s sake, why seven—bodyguards and he had that familiar overwhelming feeling of getting rid of them. So he turned to the nearest person nearby, the other person occupying the bench and spoke as if he had nothing to lose. “How are you at making great escapes?”

sunyoung doesn’t really feel bad for rich people, she doesn’t know how to. they had everything she wanted, pitied her and treated her like shit. why in the world should she be nice to them? oh right, they have money, most of them also had a flaw to exploit. whether it be more money, gambling, sex, rebellion-- something contrasted to the perfect lives they all pretended to lead. so what was this guy’s deal? he wanted freedom, and as a runaway herself she knew about making great escapes. especially if it was because she was running away cause she might’ve stole something. what could be so bad in this dude’s life that he wants to runaway? 

what a big baby too, can’t even get away from people he’s paying-- isn’t this guy like twenty something? “aren’t you a bit old for babysitters?” her eyes glanced over in the direction he was originally staring before talking to her, then looks back to the stranger. “well, i’ll brag, i can get you out...” one two-- seven? seriously was this kid a politician’s son? the fuck, “seven? dude..” she mumbles annoyed, arms crossed thinking a plan of action. sunyoung wasn’t... school smart, she did pretty average-- math.. ironically was her best subject aside from physical education. she wouldn’t tell anyone that.. they probably wouldn’t even believe her. 

she doesn’t want to put herself in an extremely dangerous situation for someone she doesn’t know. “i’m a great distraction, or we could just make a run for it.” 

/ escape plan

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how about it?

characters: sunyoung x parents x jay trigger warning: child abuse glaring detail: she’s in pretty bad shape. 

sunyoung walks around as if there isn’t anything amiss, her teachers start to ask questions only to silence themselves. she isn’t a particularly special student so no use getting involved in her life. to them sunyoung will just be a student who is a pretty decent athlete with shitty grades. it’s whatever if everyone abandons her, treats her badly, her life was her own. that was the best part about staying alive, was that you could change your reality. sunyoung rubbed at her nostrils with her knuckles, a strong sniff and a scowl at the girls whispering to each other. “say it, or i’ll--” it actually hurts to move, so she stops herself and just shoves her way through the group of girls. 

you slimy bitch-- didn’t we say to come straight home?  fucking around with that guy again right? slut. what did you say? bitch, do you want to die?  fight me? how can you hurt me when you’re on the floor like this? 

kick. stomp. she rolled over in defeat, and she didn’t bother to get up. eh.. not so tough. your father will be home soon, wipe that look off your face.. you might get worse. 

tch it doesn’t matter.. cause this won’t be forever. 

look there a million terrible things in the world, having parents that don’t particularly care about your life are one of those many things. when they get angry they throw things, they have strict rules they know you’ll break. that’s when they’re in the jolliest of moods, because they are gonna beat the shit out of you and have a justification for it. sun enters the girl’s bathroom, picking a stall and lifting up her uniform shirt. a small hiss at the sight of her bruised rib cage, it’s.. not that bad.. she didn’t break any. there was that right? slender fingers lightly dust across the purplish red skin, “...this is gonna take at least a few ice baths..” rolling her eyes, “fuck.” it drops from her mouth, and her back is against the stall door. sighing before turning to open it, walking back into the hallway to her classroom. 

she can’t really pay attention, worried that someone is gonna say something to her. it’s not like she’s never came to school all beat up before, it’s just.. this time she has a boy she likes. someone she doesn’t want to see her like this, thankfully they aren’t in the same homeroom. pink flesh rolls over the split of her lip as she gets up from her seat speed walking. 

cause he’s gonna try to talk to her, “hey sunyoung-ah..” there.. he goes, grabbing her shoulder she shrugs it off and continues to walk. she only acts this way when she gets beat down, so he quietly follows her. jay doesn’t want her going to do anything else she’ll regret. 

“jay leave me alone.” sun says doing her best to sound annoyed, “..are you gonna let me see you?” jay asks and she stops in her tracks, roughly shifting the backpack on her back. a few mere feet away from him, in front of the school.. it’s like a drama. slowly she turns around her eyes are already welling up with tears, “here. see, fucking happy?” jay doesn’t say anything stepping closer to her taking her face into his hand’s gently, sunyoung winces a bit. gentle or not. it still kinda hurts, and he smiles-- it’s the first pretty thing she’s seen all day. “say something.. stupid.” she sniffles tempted to push him away, “would you like to runaway with me?” he asks quietly as if he were sharing a secret, his voice was so soft it tickled her ears. dark brown hues stare deeply into his, and she nods. 

“tonight i’ll be your hollywood.” jay leans his forehead against hers, and the tears are just flowing from her eyes. tear drops rolling off her cheeks, she sees the skyline in his eyes. though temporarily fucked up, she felt more glamorous than the stars who graced the walk of fame. “i’ll sweep you away, like the starlet you are.” he whispers to her, and she wants to say yes, but... her parents would kill her. literally. 

“i don’t know.. jay.. i fucked up...” she starts averting her gaze blinking back a few more tears, “then just stay the night. better yet, don’t ever go back.” it’d be nice to live with him.. she’s been to his house a couple times. “..i’ll stay the night, besides they said they didn’t want to see me anyways.” moving his hands away from her face, for once he sees her expression completely soften. she’s not usually like this, him and sunyoung know that. bruised and smiling, “take me away hollywood.” she smiles at him and he’s in utter awe, he gently wraps his arms around her picking her up. sun holds in a hiss, because this pain was definitely worth every second, “whatever you say kid.” for the first time today she laughs, it bubbles up from her lips and echoes for everyone to roll their eyes. 

how over dramatic that unnie is.. 

she is over dramatic, because she was.. so happy she was in love.

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rkxamber:

amber would like to think she’s a careful person, especially when she almost always carries expensive equipment in her backpack. no, those weren’t her textbooks, although the paperback ones provided a nice cushion to the expensive thing. however, snow always becomes a hazard when it melts just enough to become ice. with the female being as distracted as she is on a regular basis, suppose she steps on one of those icy patches and her foot slips. suppose her arms flail when that happens, wide enough that she smacks a passerby right in the head when it happens. amber gasps and looks at the person with wide eyes, then places her hand on their arm to search around for the offended spot. “oh my god, i’m so sorry! are you alright?“

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you’ve gotta be joking, when she’s minding her own business that’s when the world came for her. like right now the universe was probably punishing her for a past sin, maybe even a future one. her eye twitched the moment someone’s hand hit the side of her face. the fuck, “do i look alright?” sunyoung definitely looked annoyed that’s for sure, “you hit the fuck out of me.” her eyes narrowed at the stranger, and her frown was in full force. this was definitely a chance for her to probably get something out of this irritating situation. then again she had a hankering to punch the stranger in the throat.

her head said: try to get food out of this person, yet her heart was screaming: throttle the girl in front of you. “unless that’s your way of initiating a fight, then i’m game.” lips almost twitching into a smirk, but she has to control herself. ( she couldn’t look completely insane. ) sunyoung rubs at her head then her cheek, at least it won’t leave a bruise or anything. more like it better not or this girl was definitely gonna get it. 

✎ slip ups

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i wanna feel like spring baby,

characters: sunyoung x ( alias ) jay  glaring detail: a promise is made. 

“yah sun move it.” she gets shoved back, her hand reaching to grab at the girl who wanted to try her. only to feel herself being pulled back, stopping her, a roll of her eyes. “i’m gonna kick her ass sooner or later. might as well let me do it.” sunyoung mumbles annoyed then pushing off the hand that stopped her. “you really can’t be doing that, you’ll get kicked out foreal. then i’ll kick your ass.” sun smiles at jay who always came right when she was gonna fuck up, or fuck someone up. “yeah yeah.. whatever, you’d lose against me too.” sun teases him. they both laugh, and he pulls her into a hug, the young teenager relishing in his warmth. he was just the perfect height to make even her feel protected, he.. was.. perfect. “yeah you got me, i’d lose, so don’t make me have to embarrass myself. 

it doesn’t take too long for her to become embarrassed herself pulling away as she cleared her throat. he laughs because she does it every time, and sunyoung hates thinking cheesy thoughts but, it’s her favorite sound. no, that’s a lie. sunyoung always loved those stories where the girl meets the prince, and love triumphs over all. she hopes the story between her and jay ends up like that, a secret wish that she keeps close to heart. “anyways, are you ready to go?” she says averting his gaze, a hand in her jacket pocket, leaning back on her left leg. jay smiles softly at her, “yeah i brought my bike today, you can ride on the back of it.” they’d be.. closer, she doesn’t answer of course, a silent nod of her head suffices for him though. 

she’s embarrassed, and it’s cute. 

sun watches him unlock the chain around his bike, gesturing towards the back of it with his hand, “m’lady, your chariot awaits.” rolling her eyes out of habit, while adjusting her backpack, “thank you my prince.” she smiles before curtsying a small laugh, jay’s surprised but pleased she’s never like this. it’s cause she wants him to know that he is her prince, sunyoung’s always wanted to feel like this. seated on the extra space, this was definitely a new bike... did he.. buy it just for-- no probably not. he did have a little brother who hovered, “let’s fly, space cowboy.” she says excitedly jay looking over his shoulder with that beautiful smile of his. melting, she was melting, “remember you said you wanted to fly.” 

their school was up on a hill, so when the bike started to cycle towards the slope. a girlish squeal leaves her lips as she held onto the seat, “yah!” his laughs fill the spring air, and her heart was pounding erratically, as her long hair fluttered, wrapped up by the breeze. her hands go up fearlessly, as if she were trying to grab the sun and she’s laughing all the way down. he quickly glances back at her, and he’s in love for the moment, so is she. 

they were in love. 

when they reach the bottom his foot acts as a brake, “hey sunyoung.” her hand fixes her hair to the best of her ability, she looks over at him, “yeah?” jay just smiles again, “can you stay like this?” blinking a few times before slapping his back, “of course, duh. i wouldn’t change for the world.” she throws her head back with a laugh, “kim sunyoung will never die!” jay’s stare is unnerving his eyes are so focused as if she’d disappear in a matter of seconds. “you don’t change either, not for a moment okay?” her gaze bravely meeting his, and they stare the time passing between them. sunyoung is hesitating but she leans a bit to kiss his cheek, and it’s all he needs. 

“don’t make it weird.. okay.” she shyly tucks her hair behind her ears, then slaps his shoulder. “don’t smile like that either.” sun says annoyed, her cheeks tinged pink, “hmm nope. hit me all you want, i’m happy.” i’m happy too. even if she wouldn’t say it explicitly to him, she just couldn’t believe they were in love. 

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