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sometimes i wish

we never started this

because after a certain point

there is no going back

i have watched

every single thing we built

burn to the ground

and i can’t blame anyone but myself

because i held the torch

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everything was boxed up and mixed matched.

memories of growing and sprouting from the cracks.

all thrown out on the front lawn;

judging eyes,

and sticky fingers,

going through years of life.

how can one say that it’s pointless?

when everything,

meant the world to her?

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there was a lot of grief in the way i spoke to you i wish the butterflies would have flown out of my mouth to save me yet the piercing knives cut throat and went for the kill i have never known how much damage i have done to myself until i have seen the damage done to you actively searching for a way to make my way feel the roses around without the petals catching on fire an inner flame ready to destroy my mind and my heart constantly calling me a liar

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Nothing less than a heart condition One right and one left The void felt The void taken upon first met Stars aligned Under the stars was the first time They felt alive Timing Never their friend Nothing less than a heart condition Nothing less than the bleeding of true faiths hand Faith and destiny Destiny; Standing so far and wide State lines interrupt the few beautiful few souls that are met to intertwine The void grows darker as these passing flying moments speed by Like a leech One soul will fill this void with the next burning of eyes Wrong So wrong But the head will hardly speak The void must be filled But their bones will never feel weak Until three thousand disappears to zero They can fill this dark hole with a million and one But they will never feel alive again Until they have each other to call their own

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As I sit I see the stars Whiz by And I wonder Where will they land? And whom will remember The tears that streak across the sky?

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My favorite moments are when we lay our heads on feathers Hopeful wishes And starlight dreams Escape our mind And run its course over and over through our veins It’s when I’m alone with you In this dark blanket of night That my smile lines are genuine Stripped and exposed While tears of laughter mixed with old mascara Run down my face The beauty of these moments Are never shown Because it doesn’t matter Except for the two of us And I will hold to cherish us Protect us And seal us Away from the judgement of the world Because the ugly world Doesn’t not deserve the type of bliss That our hearts feel For the only ones that should only see this love Is our own two eyes And never ever to be broadcasted Because in the end They don’t matter But we do

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The raindrops on her window Let her know That he was crying too She never knew How a break would feel Until she felt it on her skin And ripped from her hands Starting through the windows Drop in drop She moved forward

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Seeing myself with everyone But the road of faith leading me down another road Faith If that's what you even want to call it Shoulders bumping Small talk But it's never a lack of communication For we are all there Presence A million different experiences Brought together But all feeling the same thing A beautiful sight Set to flames Yet still sublime as the smoke enters the sky Forever free

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