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Dream

Dean x reader

Word count:347

Warnings: spn stuff vague mention of suicide

“Good morning honey” he says

Honey? When did this happen I think. And then it hits me. We were hunting a djinn. None of this is real.

“Are you okay?” He asks

“Um yeah I’m fine”

I try to remind myself that this isn’t my Dean. My Dean is - never mind focus Y/N. Ok all I have to do is kill myself right? Should be simple enough.

“Y/N?” Dean says

“I’m so sorry.” I whispered

“What why?”

“ Maybe in another life this would work, ya know. We could be happy in another life.” I say

“What the hell are you talking about” he shouts

“ I know! That you’re a monster you’re not him you can’t be him.”

“Alright” the djinn says dropping the act “ That give you all of the more reason to stay here, you know how bad it is in that world.

“If I stay I die anyway, I would rather go out on my own terms.” I say

I pray to whatever god listening that he doesn’t see me reach for my knife. I start to think, maybe it wouldn’t be so bad here. No Y/N! You gotta get home

I take the knife out of my boot and stab myself in the stomach.

“Bye bitch.”

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It’s cold, and dark when I wake up

“Awe shit” I say as it hits me

I’m alone. No more Dean. No more perfect life. No more happy. I decide my next stop pretty quickly.

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“ Uh hey Dean I know it’s been awhile since I’ve came by but ya know now is better than never right? But um I just wanted to tell you how much I miss you and I wish you were her with me.”

I lay the roses in front of the makeshift tombstone I made for my boyfriend almost two years ago. His brother right next to him.

I walk back to my car with my gun in hand. I never planned it to end like this but fuck it right? I’m a hunter what did I expect?

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So me and Kyle haven’t been on this account for awhile and I wanna get back into writing so if you have any requests at all feel free to send them in :)

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Mistakes

Dean x reader

Warnings:cheating, yelling

Word count:289

“People still ask about you.” I say

“Why?” He responded

“ Because there was a time when I couldn’t stop talking about you, you used to be everything that I wanted and I was so happy that I could finally call you mine and you took that away! You did!”

“ why did you say used to? “

“Because Dean I thought you were it for me. God I’m so stupid for thinking that the Dean Winchester would ever settle down” I say

“ I was gonna be it but then you went crazy .”

“I’m crazy? You’re the one who went and fucked some other girl when you had one waiting at home! Not me, and you need to remember that”

He just stares after that. Like he didn’t really hear what I said. I’m beginning to think that maybe she wasn’t the mistake I was.

“It was a mistake you know that.”

“So what Dean! You still did it you can't change that you brought her home!” I yelled

“You weren't there.”

“That doesn't make it any better because you were never there and I didn't go fuck some dude.”

“Maybe you should have!”

“Maybe i will!”

All that follows is silence and heavy breathing. It wasn't supposed to end like this we were gonna get married and have children.

So i leave. Try to forget those damn green eyes. Then fail. We all know i can't forget him he used to be everything i wanted, hell he still is. The one thing i've learned is that if he really loved me he'd change.

I went back a year later.

“Hows life dean?”

“It's fine” he says

“Someone special?”

“Always………..you”

Part 2?

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Flower Shop (Andy Biersack Imagine)

   It was a normal day. I was working my usual shift at the flower shop. There were guys rushing for flowers, for the usual dates they were late to.  Saddened family members around the store, looking for flowers for other family member who have passed, and a young boy with his mother that just payed for a rose to give to his girlfriend. 

    A tall guy, probably around six foot, walked... more like paced into the shop. He slapped a twenty onto the counter, “How do I passive-aggressively say ‘fuck you’ in flower?” 

   I chuckled, “You are so lucky I’m on my shift because no one else knows that.” I listed everything in my head before saying how to. “So you’re going to need a bouquet of geraniums, for stupidity,” I grabbed a few and put it on the desk, where a paper sat for around the bouquet.

   “Then some foxglove for insincerity, meadowsweet, for uselessness, uhm..." I trailed off. "Oh right! Yellow carnations. for disappointment and orange lilies for hatred!" I wrapped them up and handed the bouquet to him.

    "Do you have a sticky note or some shit so I can write fuck you on it and put it on the bouquet?" He asked. "Yeah here." I handed him a pen and sticky note and rung him up. "Here's your receipt and-" "Keep the change and I don't need the receipt." He interrupted. 

   "Holy shit! Thank you. You are so amazing for fucks sake I could kiss you!" He got excited grabbed my face, cautious. "Can I?" I nodded, delicately .  He leaned in and kissed me passionately. He pulled away, "Do you have another stick-" "Yeah." I pulled of another one from the small stack. 

   He quickly wrote on it. "Once again thank you so much.I nodded, "You're welcome" He handed me the note and left in a rush. I readed the note right before another customer came up to the counter. 

                 'ANDY BIERSACK  CALL ME 213-XXX-XXXX'

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Eat

Halsey x reader

Warnings: eating disorder

Word count; 356

A/N: sorry I’ve been gone I just had no motivation to write anything. And sorry to the anon that requested I did it as fast as I could~Alyssa

It had been a month since you had ate anything but water and little pieces of cheese every once in awhile.

You knew it wasn’t healthy but you just weren’t thin enough. You never would be.

Your girlfriend Ashley better known as Halsey would be mad at you but what difference would it make you would be thin.

Speaking of Ashley the only way you’re even doing this right now is because she’s been on tour. She told you she wouldn’t be back for at least three months which in your mind would be enough time to get it under control.

*Ashleys pov*

I couldn’t wait to see her. It felt like it had been years since I’ve seen my girlfriend Y/N when in reality it had only been over a month.

I just hope she’s doing okay she seemed kinda off when I left.

*third person pov*

You heard a car door slam outside but didn’t really think anything off it. Then you heard the lock click.

Then the door open and then your girlfriends voice saying. “I’m home did ya miss me!”.

You felt your heart stop. Everything got cold and white spots appeared. She was too early.

“Babe are you asleep?” She yelled

“No I’m in the living room!”

Maybe she wouldn’t notice the weight you’ve lost, or the lack of food in the fridge.

She walks in the room and the first thing she says is

“What happened to you?!”

“ nothing what do you mean I’m fine.” You say

“You look like you haven’t ate anything since I’ve left!”

At that you looked down.

“Babe if you really haven’t ate anything this entire time we need to get you to the hospital so they can help you.” She says sitting next to you

“ I don’t need help I’ve got it under control”

“No Babe you don’t, you look like hell.” She says

With that you break down

“It’s okay, it’s okay I’ve got you you’re gonna get better I promise”. She says

She holds you while you cry.

Maybe you were good enough

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Would u be willing to do an imagine w Halsey where you have an eating disorder and she comes back from tour and you've lost a fair amount of weight? That'd be awesome xx

  Alyssa will write this. I don't know when it’ll be done or anything but we’ll/she’ll try to have it finished as soon as possible. Sorry for the long wait already though.

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Who should I write about? Requests are always open!!!

-Lee

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Imagine halsey looking to you when shes done performing

“you did great babe!”

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So since school is starting in a little over a week now I don't know how much I'll be able to write or if I'll be able to write at all. So if you dont see any stories from either of us school will be your answer.

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I'm not insane

Dean x reader

Warnings: you’re a serial killer? Violence, blood

Word count:1,183

Summary: you’re a serial killer that meets Dean Winchester. Will he be able to help you?

A/N:  I don’t know how I feel about this. It’s my longest fic so far.

Author:Alyssa

*Your pov*

  Ever since the beginning I knew I was a little messed up. I mean my parents hunted monsters for crying out loud. Of course I never did I was much more interested in the humans to actually care.

  The first time I killed someone I was 15 years old. It was my neighbor who threw one too many parties.  When his mother found his body she screamed so loud she woke me up. Maybe I should kill her next  I remember thinking.

  No one ever thought it was me I mean who would? When the police came I brought on the tears.

*Flashback*

“No I don’t know anyone that would do this!” I cried

 “Okay ma’am we understand we’re very sorry for upsetting you.”

*End of flashback*

Then they left. They never came to talk to me again because of how ‘ upset’ I was.

My next kill was a year later.

My prom date who cheated the night of prom. I slit his throat in the school bathroom.

 My mom started asking questions when I didn’t even cry when we ‘found’ out.

“What’s wrong Y/N why aren’t you crying he was your boyfriend?” She asked

“Who said I didn’t cry I went straight up to my room.”

I then turned on the tears once again.

“Oh I’m so sorry baby I didn’t mean to make you cry.”

    When I was 18 my mom asked if I wanted to come on a hunt. I said yes

You wanna know who else was on that hunt?

The one and only Dean Winchester

*Dean’s pov*

When I saw her I knew something was wrong with this girl. I mean with the way she just stared at me when she saw me. It wasn’t the good kind either it was more like she wanted to fight me.

“Hey Mrs. Y/L/N.” I say

“ Who’s that.” I said pointing to the girl.

 “This is my daughter Y/N.”

 “Hey” the girl said

I just waved back. This was the girl I was supposed to take with me after this hunt was over which it was!

*Your pov*

This was the man that was going to take me home?  

Why am I trusting him though? I’ve never met this man in my life and for some reason I feel like I’m drawn to him.

“Y/N this is Dean. Dean this is Y/N.” Mom said

“You’re going to be living with him remember Y/N?”

“Yeah mom. But why do I have to go again?” I said

“I just thought that maybe you two could get along. Be friends maybe something more. I mean he’s only two years older than you so.” She trailed off.

 “Okay then can I go home for a little while before I go with him?”

“Of course sweetie whatever would help you.” My mom said.

I knew what I was going to do next. I had to let out some emotions to be able to go with this guy I just met.

 Time to get onto me third kill maybe even a fourth or fifth or sixth. I think you get it.

 I walked into town and saw a young man with his wife or girlfriend I asked them for help on directions to a bathroom. They walked me there so I pulled them in the bathroom and slit their throats. Maybe that would be my trademark. Yeah that’s my trademark.

 I then ran out and back home I had to get this blood off my hands. When I got to the house no one was home yet which I have to thank someone for. I ran to my bathroom and started scrubbing my hands.

I heard Dean running up the stairs. I didn’t think he was going to come in ya’know to respect my privacy but what does he do? Bust right when there’s blood still on my hands.

“Why is there blood on your hands Y/N?”

 “Because there is.” I said

 “Did you do something?”

 “No why would you think that.”

 “There’s been two murders in town and two from a few years back don’t tell me they weren’t you something’s been off about you this entire time now was it you?!”

“And if it was?” I whispered

“Then you’re definitely coming with me right now.”

 “What you’re not gonna throw me in jail or something?” I said

“No I mean I’ve killed more people than you did.” He says like it’s nothing

“Really.”

“ Why would I lie now go say goodbye to your mother because you’re most likely never going to see her again.” He says

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 We both walk down stairs to say goodbye to my mother.

“Mom. We’re about to leave.”

 “Okay bye sweetheart.” She said about to cry

 “You call me if you ever need anything Y/N I won’t hesitate to come.”

“Thanks Mom.” I said

~~at the bunker~~~~

“This is my brother Sam.” Dean said

“And this is the Bunker where you will live and stay you don’t go out.”

“Why not?” I whined

“You kill people remember or did that slip your mind?”

“Okay okay I see where you’re coming from.” I said

 “Let me show you your room you can pretty much do whatever you want with it.”

  “Do you want me to do anything cook? Clean?” I asked

“No you just go to sleep it’s pretty late.”

“Are you sure I’m allowed to stay here?” I asked

“Yes I actually wanted you here. I wanted to help you from the start because I thought it was just the monster thing and how to hunt but now I see that you need more help.”

“I don’t think you can help me.” I said

 “I have a friend who’s an angel he can fix whatever Imbalance in your brain.”

 “Well okay when can this happen?” I said

“Well I mean tonight if you want it to.”

 “Yes please I don’t want to be like this anymore.” I said

“Ok. Cas! We need to down here.”

 “Hello.” Cas said.

“What do you need?”

“Can you heal her brain?” Dean said

 What do you mean Dean.”cas said

“She’s killed people and I wanted to know if you could fix that.”

“Yes I think I can.” Cas said

 “Well then do it!”

 He puts two fingers on my forehead and then everything goes black.

~~~~~~~~~

When I wake up I feel better than I have in years.

“Dean!?” I call out

 “Oh good you’re awake.”

 “How long was I out?” I said

“About three hours. So how do you feel?”

 “Good really good .” I said

 “Well since you’re fixed do you think you would maybe wanna go on a date with me?” He said scratching the back of his neck.

“I would love too.”

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I can't help it

Dean Winchester x reader

Warnings:angst?

Word count:355

A/N: shitty ending I know

 One year. That’s how long you had been separated from Dean.

He had told you to leave and that he didn’t love you anymore.  Not that he ever told you he did.

 You’d kept on hunting hoping that you never ran into him.  It would hurt too much.

One day Bobby called you to say you needed to get to his house quick. Of course you got there in under and hour when you were two away.

 “Bobby?” You scream.

 “(Y/N)?” you hear someone whisper, someone you knew too well.

“No.”

“ (Y/N).” Dean says

“No!” “This isn’t supposed to happen I’m never supposed to see you again!” You scream.

“Babe.”

“Don’t call me that!” You scream

“Why did you have Bobby call me huh? Just so you could hurt me more?”

“No.” Dean said “I just wanted to tell you that I’m sorry.”

“Why are you saying sorry you can’t control how you feel Dean.” You say

 “That’s the thing, (Y/N) I didn’t mean any of that I just…. I knew I was about to die so I had to make you leave, you didn’t need to see that.”

 “so you thought doing that was any better?” “For months Dean I sat around thinking that nobody cared about me enough to stay, that I was worthless and I deserved all the shit I put myself through!” You screamed at him.

“Yes damnit! It was better!”

 “How?” You screamed

 “You didn’t have to watch me die for one, that would have been worse than a break up (Y/N)!”

 “It wasn’t just a ‘break up’ Dean, you looked me in the eyes and told me you never loved me how you feel if I did that to you?”

“You’re right I see where you’re coming from (Y/N/N).” Dean said

“Did you miss me?” You said crying

“All the damn time.” He said also crying

 That’s all it took for that dam to break lose and you to go running towards him.

“Don’t ever leave me again.” You said

 “Never.”

~Alyssa  

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Please don't hurt me

Dean Winchester x reader

Warnings: talk of past abusive relationship. Nothing from Dean I promise.

Word count:280

Author: Alyssa

A/N: sorry for the wait I just didn’t have any inspiration. Hope you enjoy!

*Third person pov*

 You and Dean had just gotten back from a hunt that had shaken you up pretty bad.

 The demon had started talking about your past before you could kill him so everything was out in the open now.

You were dreading getting back to the motel you didn’t want to hear him yell.

He’s been silent the whole ride back to the motel you just hoped that he would be gentle with you.

~~~At the motel~~~~~

As soon as you were in the door he started yelling.

 “What the hell was he talking about Y/N! Who hurt you?”

 “Nothing Dean just drop it.” You said

 “No I’m not gonna drop it because whoever that demon meant clearly fucked my girlfriend up so much that just talking about it scares her!”

“His name was Gabe.” You whispered out.

 “what did he do to you baby?”

 “What didn’t he do.” you said.

 It seemed like everyday he was drunk and hitting me.” You said

“ Babe why didn’t you say anything before.” Dean says.

 Dean raised his hand

“Please don’t hurt me!” You said

“ Baby girl I’d never hit you I’d die before I hit you.”

“I’m sorry.” You said

“No. You have nothing to be sorry for. Is this dickbag still alive?”

“Yea. Why?” You asked

 “So if I ever see him he won’t be.” He said with a slight smile.

“I love you.”

“ I love you too baby girl.’

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Who said I was playing

Dean Winchester x reader

Warnings: spn violence

Word count:457

You were on a hunt. I mean that was your job or so you could call it.

 It was a hunt for vampires, nothing to hard.

 Until there was more than you thought there was.

 You and they boys fought as hard as you could until the vamp threw you against a brick wall. You couldn’t see or hear anything.

 “(Y/N)!” Dean screamed

 “Dean she’ll be fine for now we need to focus on these vamps!” Sam screamed at him

Oh boy was he wrong.

 You were not fine. One vampire that had managed to get away came and grabbed you.

He somehow took you without anyone knowing. He drove you to an abandoned house somewhere and tied you to a chair.

“Hey bitch! Wake up!” He screamed at you.

“I’ve been up asshole.” You seethed at him.

 “You’re gonna tell me where you and the Winchester live.”

“Yeah right.” You scoffed

“Okay I guess I’ll have to get it out of you the hard way.” He says picking up a knife

 It’s been a few hours and it seems like he’s cut you everywhere. You’ve been working at the ropes the whole time you’ve been there and they’re close to snapping.

When they finally snap you keep your hands behind until he’s distracted again. You see your gun at the other side of the room.

 As soon as he went to choose his new weapon of choice  you make a break for it.

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*Dean’s pov*

I knew she wouldn’t be fine but Sam insisted that we get all of the vampires. Which we didn’t even get because one took (Y/N).

“Sam do you have any idea where they could have went?” I ask

“There’s an abandoned house a few miles forward and I don’t think he could have gotten very far that fast.”

“Okay then we’ll start there.” I say

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*Third person pov*

He didn’t hear you when you went for your gun but he definitely heard when you cocked the gun back.

“Well look at you all fancy with your gun.” “Didn’t anybody tell you not to play with guns?” He said

“Who said I was playing?”  you said right as you shot him in the head. You knew it wouldn’t kill him but it would keep him down.

 You found your knife and cut his head off in one swipe.

“ (Y/N)!” You hear someone scream

 “Dean?”

 He runs down the stairs and sees you kind of cut up but otherwise okay.

 “Took ya long enough.” You sassed at him

 “It’s not my fault my girlfriend’s such a badass that she doesn’t need me to save her.” Dean said

“Damn straight!”

~Alyssa