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love me or hate me I’M STILL YOUR SISTER!👩‍👩‍👧💖

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Motivation for today!💕

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𝐹𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑜𝑝𝑖𝑎 𝐸𝑥𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑒

I would like to share my experience about this sudden event that change my perspective of being a fan. But first let’s go back to how I started to be a fan, when I first watch the Thailand series named U-Prince: The Handsome Cowboy I had a lot of fun while watching it that’s why I continued watching different Thailand series. A lot of Thailand actors and actresses catch my attention which encourage me to watch more. I’ve watch a lot of thai series and movies like U-Prince, Ugly Duckling, First love, Friend Zone, The Gifted, Theory of love, 2gether, Great Men Academy and a lot lot more, Crazy right? AHAHA you can try to watch it also if you like. I am a movie type person not series because at first I hate watching series because I’m lazy, but I don’t know what thai series did to me and I ended up like this. What can I do I like this kind of stuffs it makes all of my stress go away.

Fantopia is an event for the fans of different Thailand artist it happened on the twenty-first until twenty-second of November 2020. Sadly I didn’t get a chance to watch the fan events live in the past few years because I focus on my studies a lot that’s why I grab the opportunity that day. Every little things make me happy and strengthens me. Although I can’t watch them performing live in the stage I looked for another way to watch. I made a fan account at twitter dedicated for them then I’ve met a lot of new friends and they are Filipino and also some are International fans. It’s nice to be part of this kind of things because you get to interact with other race and also you can learn few things about their culture. But still I am not blessed to watch them lived I only get to watch them on clips.

While waiting for some clips there are kind thai fans that is sharing their moments in their tweets about the event and I felt so very thankful and blessed because of their kindness. Until I’ve watched a lot of clips and I discovered a lot of new words in their language. Being a fan at this young age is really hard I can’t afford to buy their merch, I can’t go to their country because of lack of money for travel and also I’m underage especially now that covid is still present in our country. Because of what’s happening right now I can only watch online and chill and wait for the others to share their moment with my loves. They’ve been a part of my boring 2020 even though this a worst year for me I’ve learned that no matter how difficult you are experiencing right now there is and there is still this someone who will make you happy and will make your day extra special. It’s such a great experience!

Attention: this is just based on my personal experience thank you! Lovelots! 💚

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When I feel so lonely I only listen to this and it makes me smile✨