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— reflections.

@ynhaera.

it’s strange how you can spend so much time with someone and still not really know them at all. but then again, yeonjae guesses that he’s something of a professional in this field — he tries so hard to know everyone slightly that he hardly knows anyone completely.

nonetheless, this doesn’t stop him from making a fool of himself pretending to be closer to everyone than he really is. he’s the man that no one wants to see in the store because he isn’t afraid to make small talk. no, he can stand around for hours just to make small talk if the other party is too polite to walk away, and while yeonjae knows that it’s irritating, he still won’t stop.

maybe he can’t stop.

that seems more likely, because when he sees kim haera walking on campus, the smarter half of him identifies her as the girl whom he sometimes studies with, and nothing more. not a close friend. no one he should go out of his way to interrupt. and yet all of a sudden, his hand is waving almost on its own accord, and he’s offering her a smile that stretches from ear to ear.

“haera!” he exclaims to get her attention in case he hadn’t gotten it already, “you look so much different without books in front of you. i almost didn’t recognize you.”

it’s his attempt at a joke, except... it’s not funny at all, and it’s far from the first time that he’s said these exact words to her.

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like this for a starter from yeonjae.

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i’m kind of... struggling to get situated but hjbdvjhds i promise i’m not ghosting!!! i’ll likely get started on activity tmrw <3

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i’m going to preface this by saying i am absolutely TERRIBLE at introductions, but hello! i’m chey (21, gmt-5, she/her) & i’m so excited to be joining w the wreck that is min yeonjae. you can find his file here, his wc here (still in progress but....) and his pinterest board here bc i’m a sucker for a good ‘ol muse pinterest board. there isn’t much on it rn but i’ll be updating it sporadically as i get to know him better. please like this if you want me to slide into ur dms and i’ll do that asap!! my discord is cheyenne#4940 if u wanna hmu there

PERSONALITY.

on the outside, he seems like that cool, calm & collected senior who has his shit together but he absolutely does not. at any given moment, he is one unfortunate circumstance away from simply screaming.

constantly testing the vibes and if the vibes are less than immaculate, he’ll lose his shit.

ofc this is only inside, though, because on the outside!!!! he is cool!!! calm!!! collected!!!

very kind. so nice. you could beat him up and he’d still be like “omg i’m so sorry, are you okay???”

introvert w extrovert tendencies; is completely comfortable alone & sometimes prefers to be alone, but he also likes to talk to/know everyone on some level and he can definitely be the life of the party if he’s in that kind of mood, yk?

overthinks literally everything bc he was bullied VERY bad from the ages of like. 12 to 19. acts confident now and he’s actually pretty popular, but he’s still unsure of himself from those years of feeling so unwanted and alone n stuff. his confidence is 100% an act of “fake it til you make it”.

main reason he’s so nice now is bc he knows how it feels to feel like you don’t have anyone you can turn to, ALWAYS wants to be that person if he can be!!! pls confide in him. help him feel important.

kind of notorious for leading ppl on though??? like his kindness is definitely a lil too much sometimes and it doesn’t help that he makes rly intense eye contact and listens to everyone like they’re the only person he ever wants to listen to. gives ppl the idea that he likes them and then he’s like..... sorry what? when did i do that?

HISTORY.

muggle-born & from a very poor family. parents own a TINY lil hole in the wall diner, constantly under the threat of going out of business bc money’s tight.

has a twin sister who he USED to be really close to --- when he found out he was a wizard (around age 12/13) and was sent off to a different school, she was kinda pissed about it bc he & his parents didn’t tell her why immediately, since it’s... obv a complicated subject. thought they favored him. was like “what’s so special about him???!!?!”

lowkey haven’t been close SINCE then, kinda stings.

endured a lot of bullying due to being muggle-born, was frequently made to feel like he didn’t belong in the wizarding world n he was actually gonna give up magic after high school but his Emotional Support Teacher(tm) changed his mind and he ended up at yeongji instead.

kind of a loser before college, but decided to kind of reinvent himself completely his freshman year, started acting like he was Cool and had his shit together. did he? absolutely not, but if you act like u do, ppl will believe it!!!!!

decided to pursue social work in magical communities bc he cares VERY deeply about other people, especially now that he’s experienced so much... ostracism... and bullying... knows there are way worse things in the world, jus wants to make things a little better and brighter for others.

TRIVIA.

member of the arithmathletes. 100% a nerd, that guy who aced everything in high school bc his brain was all he had going for him lmao. if anyone needs a tutor.... hit him up. he’s still trying to make extra money whenever he can bc... he’s poor... so. pls.

also one of the two baseball club captains, has been playing since freshman year.

haengju resident assistant!!!!  having issues? bring them to him. need help? he might be able to help. there’s a bug in ur room? he will get rid of it for u. takes his title too far tbh, will help w pretty much anything within reason bc he doesn’t know how to say no.

bc he wants others to feel welcome all the time, he... definitely... greets every single new student. third years and below have all had to deal w him at some point. 

this is getting kinda long so i’m jus gonna stop here LOL but if you have any questions about him ever.... pls ask.... i kinda like him or wtvr so let me gush <3

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