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i’m actually tearing up! i’m so glad you enjoyed it, and thank you so much for recommending it!

michelle's buddie fic recs: week 38!

some more fics!! it’s been an excellent reading week!

this is a mix of fics with all ratings, so some include NSFW content. please take a look at both the ratings and the fic tags before reading!

if you come across something you like in this list, remember to show some love to the author by leaving kudos and a comment!

all you're giving me is friction | hammersmiths/@henswilsons | 7.9k | T

Eddie is new, and married, and Buck won’t stop flirting. 5+1. excellent team vibes and such a fun twist!!

family feud: first responders | Princessfbi/@princessfbi | 3.2k| G

The FireFam go on Family Feud. hilarious lovely fic that was so nice to read in 911 family feud week <3

ice cream before dinner | cloudydaisies | 58.6k | T

gerrard messes with the team's schedules and eddie 'i just drove my son to flee the state' diaz is the only option to watch mara and jee-yun after school on tuesdays, which, shouldn't be a problem at all, right? this made me cry. eddie and jee and mara <3

i'm here (i'm yours for the taking) | farfromthstars/@doeeyeseddie | 19.1k | T

at the winter wedding of an old friend, buck and eddie pretend to be married to each other. the plan has no weaknesses, obviously, not even mistletoe or anyone’s secret feelings… using this as a blanket rec for this author because i've been slowly making my way through all their fics and every single one of them hits the spot <3 but this one in particular has a lovely lovely pretend relationship and it's so good!!

invisible string (tying you to me) | bookinit/@bookinit02 | 5.3k | T

buck, eddie, and the intimacy of a properly-tied shoe. buck's acts of service <3 i love fics of buddie doing Totally Normal Friend Things hehe

i've only known you to keep your word | thisissirius/@thisissirius | 4.4k | M

buck's lonely and eddie knows. i love fics that go no no this man's not gonna be lonely anymore and this is exactly that <3

no thing defines a man (like love) | timeshareindestin/@timeshareindestin | 12.3k | T

the buckley parents are visiting LA for jee's 4th birthday. which is fine, except they don't know two things: 1. buck has hearing aids again, and 2. he's engaged to eddie. hard of hearing buck series my beloved <3 i love eddie's interactions with the buckley parents and the maddie convo!!

a reservoir in your eyes. | dylaesthetics | 7k | M

the Buddie roommates fic where Buck’s apartment burns down, Christopher teaches him Gen-Z slang, and Buck finally snaps. the buck and chris slang bit never fails to cheer me up!

You Ran Outside and Caught the Moon | yoddream/@yoddream | 47.8k | M

Eddie wants to tell him that it only happened yesterday, but then he thinks about quarantine, and when Shannon died, and when she left for LA after he was discharged, and when he found out Chris was diagnosed with cerebral palsy, and when Shannon told him she was pregnant, and when he was ten and his dad yelled at him for crashing his new truck because his mom was in labor and nobody was around to take her to the hospital. He thinks about how he wanted to disappear every time, wished for something to kill him so that he didn’t have to face his fears, deal with reality. It hits him like his dad’s truck hit the tree. mind the tags for this one but it's such a fantastic character study and exactly the fic i needed this week <3

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 9-1-1 (TV) Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Eddie Diaz & Ravi Panikkar, Christopher Diaz & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) Characters: Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Ravi Panikkar, Evan "Buck" Buckley, Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Frank (9-1-1 TV), Ramon Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Henrietta "Hen" Wilson, Howie "Chimney" Han, Bobby Nash, Helena Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Karen Wilson, Tommy Kinard Additional Tags: Suicidal Thoughts, Suicide Attempt, Depression, Anxiety, Anxiety Attacks, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Panic Attacks, Heavy Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Angst with a Happy Ending, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Therapy, Nightmares, Helena Diaz Bashing (9-1-1 TV), POV Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Eddie Diaz Needs a Hug (9-1-1 TV), Eddie Diaz Has PTSD (9-1-1 TV), Eddie Diaz is a Cat Dad, Gay Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Good Friend Ravi Panikkar, TW I mention Tommy, Jealous Evan "Buck" Buckley, OOC Christopher Diaz, just a little bit Summary:

“Your safety is my priority right now. How long have you been thinking about this?” he repeats.

Eddie wants to tell him that it only happened yesterday, but then he thinks about quarantine, and when Shannon died, and when she left for LA after he was discharged, and when he found out Chris was diagnosed with cerebral palsy, and when Shannon told him she was pregnant, and when he was ten and his dad yelled at him for crashing his new truck because his mom was in labor and nobody was around to take her to the hospital. He thinks about how he wanted to disappear every time, wished for something to kill him so that he didn’t have to face his fears, deal with reality. It hits him like his dad’s truck hit the tree.

“Since I was in elementary school,” he admits breathlessly.

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considering this is an nct blog, i feel obligated to voice my stance regarding the news from sm today. to put it simply: i will always be on the victim's side. fuck taeil. i wish nothing but the worst for him and hope his victims are able to find peace

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oops new chapter just dropped https://archiveofourown.org/works/56153068/chapters/146480764#workskin

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Chapters: 4/? Fandom: 9-1-1 (TV) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Original Female Character(s), Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV) & Original Female Character(s), Eddie Diaz & Original Female Character(s), Eddie Diaz/Marisol (9-1-1 TV), Evan "Buck" Buckley/Original Female Character(s) (mentioned) Characters: Evan "Buck" Buckley, Original Female Character(s), Eddie Diaz, Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Bobby Nash, Athena Grant, Maddie Buckley, Howie "Chimney" Han, Henrietta "Hen" Wilson, Karen Wilson, Ravi Panikkar, Denny Wilson, Harry Grant (9-1-1 TV), May Grant (9-1-1 TV), Carla Price, Marisol (9-1-1 TV), Firehouse 118 Crew (9-1-1 TV), Children of Firehouse 118 Firefighters (9-1-1 TV), Ana Flores (9-1-1 TV) Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Alternate Universe, Evan "Buck" Buckley is a Dad, Implied/Referenced Drug Use, Implied/Referenced Death, Fluff, Angst, Fluff and Angst, Angst and Feels, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Fire, POV Alternating, inaccurate social work, i have no idea how that system works, Inaccurate therapy, i'm basing it off the one time i had family therapy with my parents, Anxiety, Panic Attacks, Anxious Thoughts, self-deprecating thoughts, Overuse of italics, warning i mention tommy, Earthquakes, Serious Injuries, Hospitals, Underage Drinking, Underage Drug Use, it's just weed but still, Homophobia, Implied/Referenced Homophobia Summary:

Eloise Marie Thompson was born on a sunny day in Hershey, Pennsylvania to eighteen-year-old Rebecca Thompson. She grew up with a single-parent, though that term was used loosely. Her mother was more interested in partying than raising her. It had only been the last three years that Rebecca decided to step it up, so naturally she had to die in a car accident on her way to work. It had taken the social worker a few days to get a copy of Eloise's birth certificate, and that was how she learned that she did, in fact, have a father.

Evan Charles Buckley.

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 9-1-1 (TV) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) Characters: Evan "Buck" Buckley, Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Maddie Buckley, Henrietta "Hen" Wilson, Karen Wilson, Howie "Chimney" Han, Bobby Nash, Athena Grant, Original Characters, Ravi Panikkar Additional Tags: a lot of these characters are only mentioned i'm sorry, rodeo, Rodeo Competitions, Getting Together, Friends to Lovers, Flirting, idek if any of this could be considered flirting, Angst, Light Angst, Bisexual Evan "Buck" Buckley, Demisexual Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), teen rating because i mention porn ONCE lmao like a literal mention Summary:

Right as Buck reached the curb, he heard a very familiar voice call out his name. He turned with a grin on his face and a greeting for Christopher on the tip of his tongue. His eyes glanced to Eddie and-

Oh.

  Oh.

 Buck may be malfunctioning.

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i wrote a little more of the fic i’ve been writing and absolutely hated it so i’m gonna scrap that part tonight and rewrite it so that i can finally post it lmao. i’ve been writing it for MONTHS

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hey i'm alive and still writing, i promise

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i just want everyone to know that i started this and proceeded to only write a page in my notebook but i have sn idea for a jeno fic so please stay tuned! i’m also almost done with my jaemin/life guard one

i need a fucking life omg i work in a dentist office and now i have an idea for a fic.

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i need a fucking life omg i work in a dentist office and now i have an idea for a fic.

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i’ve been seeing a lot of grey’s anatomy clips and now i’m picturing jeno as derek shepherd

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i promise i haven’t abandoned writing

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i will be going live in about half an hour (8:00 PM EST) to play stardew valley and talk about the fics that i’ve been writing, so if anyone wants to join just click the link on my blog in either my about info or on my masterlist that’s pinned

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i forgot to add the link so here it is lol

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hey y'all, i'm currently streaming fortnite on twitch, so if you wanna ask me questions about what i'm currently writing (i have quite a few stories that i've stared) or just wanna talk about kpop please feel free to join!

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