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I wish in the many years that have passed since I first became a one direction fan I would have grown more eloquent but I really have no good way to verbalize how much this has genuinely fucked me up! I don’t have a lot to say other than that I am horribly sad and thinking back to the literal yeaaaaars of my life spent following them and all the good that came along with it (happiness! community! laughs! friends across the globe!) in the midst of quite literally the mentally hardest times of my life is making me feel so ill! even logging on here and seeing names I haven’t seen in years is filling me with the most crazy sense of nostalgia and sadness. anyways hi everyone I love you and I miss you and I’m so happy that we had what we had when we had it!!!

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logging on after almost a year hiatus to say this has me so fucked up. that’s all!

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hello to whoever is still on this site I am alive and a MOTHER now, which is why I’ve been and probs will continue to be off of here, I gave birth to this perfect little chunk on october 26th and it was wild. I will miss doing my lil phlogs but maybe one day I’ll pick back up 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼 I am much more active on twitter (mkikass) and instagram (mara.overby) if anyone wants to follow me there!! 🤍

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Illustration by Ikuko Itoh / 伊藤郁子

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Mohammed El-Kurd, from Rifqa; “Rifqa”

[Text ID: “I cried—not for the house / but for the memories I could have had inside it.”]

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Rainer Maria Rilke, "The Prodigal Son." The Selected Poetry of Rainer Maria Rilke (translated by Stephen Mitchell)

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第33話 「最後のセーラー戦士、ヴィーナス登場」

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Stray Kids(스트레이 키즈) "樂-STAR" TEASER IMAGES

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Vladimir Bobri, Illustration for Sleepy Book, by Charlotte Zolotow, 1958

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Vintage Scratch n Sniff Fruit Stickers

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Love Means Encouraging Self-Trust

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'leg by pablo,' 1965 by bert stern in leg - diana edkins + betsy jablow (1997)

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© Rabbicatto | do not edit and/or crop logo

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louise glück, from departure

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october 15-20, 2023 // these pics make it look like Vinny is my only friend lmaooo it’s just been a boring week off work!!! did manage to get my final hair and brow and nail appointments done, saw my OB NP and confirmed bebe is still cephalic, and maxed out at cheesecake factory for a belated birthday dinner for klaudia

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october 14, 2023 // y’all are lucky I did not post how swollen my feet and ankles were on this day bc it was…… obscene