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Is anyone still here?

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Just a quick heads up. I’ll be on semi-hiatus until further notice. If you have a thread with me, I’ll reply as the muse strikes, but as it stands right now I am not accepting any new starters or memes. 

Sk.ype and dixcord available on request.

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Just a quick heads up. I’ll be on semi-hiatus until further notice. If you have a thread with me, I’ll reply as the muse strikes, but as it stands right now I am not accepting any new starters or memes. 

Sk.ype and dixcord available on request.

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ZOSIME

The kiss to her temple is replied to with a happy but wordless hum. She tips sideways to give his shoulder a gentle but solid nuzzle, leaning into him for a few steps before falling back to a more proper distance as they get approach the mess hall. Just before they reach the doorway, she stops them and stretches up on her toes to press a kiss to his lips, knowing they’ll likely part once back in the public eye for the sake of subtlety. “Ai hod yu in. Ai otaim don.” She’ll lay this in a whisper in his ear, before easing back, meeting his eye, and turning to head into the already dinner service that’s already begun.

          he doesn’t mind the added CLOSENESS, he would stop right there and just hold her if he could. but they have other things to do. he doesn’t, however, RESIST when she halts to DELIVER a caress to his lips. her words take him a little by surprise however. his eyes strain upon a few moments, lips slightly parted with words that do not come. and before he can figure out what to say to that she is already heading into the dining hall, as CASUALLY as if those words were something small and easy to say. roan swallows before silently following her inside. 

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kiingbuilt:

            Roan lets out a slow breath as he holds her close to himself, shifting so his back leans against a wall. Hand rubs up and down her back soothingly. His brows furrow at her words and he shakes his head. “ No. ” his voice his firm but soft “ You can’t do that, Zo. There wasn’t time and you know it. The messengers wouldn’t have even made it before Praimfaya. ” There is a small pause as his hand strokes through her hair. “ There is nothing you could have done, niron. ”                    

For a long moment, she's quiet after he speaks. Despite being her lover, and her friend, he's still her King and his words carry weight. And 'No'? 'No' is a heavy one. 'No' leaves no room for argument or back talk, and it's exactly what she needs to hear. In those few words, he lifts the guilt from her shoulders, leads her away from the spiral of pain she was putting herself through, having chosen herself and her duty over her family.

But he's right. Even if she had gone herself. Even if she had taken their fastest horse and ridden as hard as she could, she might have made it before the death wave, but they wouldn't have made it back to Polis. And what's worse, she wouldn't have been there to pull him out of the fountain and ultimately save his life. If she had sent a messenger, they wouldn't have made it, and if she had gone herself, everyone she cared about would be dead.

As much as she hated to swallow it, she already did the best she possibly could given the situation. Especially when there was no guarantee that if by some miracle she could've gotten her family there, that they would be chosen for the bunker. There was also no guarantee that they weren't already dead, caught in the black rain. Or sick from food poisoned by it. The odds are better that they were already dead or dying by time the conclave was called.

"Mochof, ai niron." She mumbles into his chest. Gratitude floods in. It doesn't replace the pain, but it does make it easier to accept the loss when she can see that she did have some kind of positive impact. That her King still lived to lead their people. That her friend still lived, and had comfort to give when she needed it. Needed him. She knew that she couldn't do this without him, and she could only hope that she offered the same. "Ai ste fiya ai stomba yu raun."

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@ every rper out there:  know your worth.  when people put you down remember they can’t take away your worth.  when people are mean to you remember that it’s because they lack knowing their own worth.  remember the next time you doubt yourself that you’re worth something to someone in the world.  Self-pride and self-worth is something that no one on this site can take away from you.  

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@anditsxsorrows​ | Plotted starter

"Ge jok of kom ai! Klir ai of!" It was a last ditch burst of energy as she was hauled in out of the rain. She had no idea how long they had been walking. Days, maybe. There was a sack over her head, and her hands had been bound behind her back. They had not stopped to eat or drink or rest since she woke up this way, having been clocked in the back of the head and bound before she woke.

It didn't mean she was complacent in her transport, attempting to head butt anyone who got too close to her. At least, until exhaustion and dehydration set in and sapped her will. Until she was brought inside, she was just trying to stay awake, really, half dragged by those that had brought her.. wherever 'here' is.

She grunts as she's shoved to her knees, swaying side to side almost snakelike, trying to feel anyone to either side of her she can throw her head into. With her guard predicting this and backing off, she grunts in frustration and goes silent and still as the ice that runs through her veins.

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#me attempting to date

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❝I didn't fall... the floor just needed a hug. ❞

accepting | @zosimekomazgeda

“That’s the problem, Zo. You’re too nice. Next time tell it that it’s not getting any love until it takes you out on a date.”

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👥

@haihefaroun asked:  👥 What is your favorite experience together as mun and muse? | Accepting

I think, for any of the muses I’ve ever had the answer is probably the same. I love to watch them fall in love. I’m a huge sap and I know in fandom RP it makes me shipping trash, but I’m a romantic at heart and it’s my favorite thing to RP. 

Experiencing the way they fall in love is a bit like doing it again myself, and I really, really enjoy that feeling. 

That or maybe victory in battle. Especially when there’s an element of chance like dice. It’s very satisfying to work for hours on a detailed combat scene only to come out of it victorious.

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🎬 What is on the mun’s Netflix “continue watching” list?

@kiingbuilt​ | Munday questions | Accepting

Oh lord, this might be embarrassing. Let’s go find out.

MerlinBojack HorsemanThe 100 (duh)The Cleveland ShowPirates of the Caribbean: Curse of the Black PearlSupernaturalSuperbadShamelessRaising HopeJessica JonesWeird Wonders of the WorldBill Nye Saves the WorldIZombieMortal Kombat

and a few movies I finished but it says that because I didn’t watch the credits all the way it says I’m not done.

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@icebuilt Asked: 👣 Describe a time the mun took a lesson from the muse in a real life situation. | Accepting

Well, Zo hasn’t really been around long enough to learn anything from her yet. I’m sure it’ll come, though.

However, there was a time where being so in tune and practiced with a muse’s reactions and mannerisms got me through a tough situation. He was this very smooth, very charming, unshakably cool vampire. And he knew it.

 Anyway. 

Before I got married, my husband’s first serious corporate job out of college let him get his own place - which would become our future home - and he was moving in around thanksgiving, so my plan was to go down and help him get settled in. Stay between (American) thanksgiving, through christmas, until just after my birthday in January. 

However, despite me having a return ticket, the border agent decided I couldn’t be trusted to return to Canada and turned me away at the border. There was like, a whole thing in the customs office where there was a lot of anxious waiting and signing papers and getting fingerprinted and all that. And it was kind of putting myself in that character’s head - what he’d do, how he’d react - that got me through it until I could get out to the pay phones to call my parents to come back and get me.

Does that count?

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MUNDAY QUESTIONS Muse answers the questions about the mun

☕️ How does the mun like his or her tea/coffee/hot chocolate?

✈️ What is the mun’s dream vacation?

⚠️ What is one thing the muse wishes the mun could have warned him/her about?

👋 What was the mun’s first impression of the muse?

📝 How did the mun react when he or she realized they wanted to write the muse?

👥 What is your favorite experience together as mun and muse?

💭 What does the mun typically dream about?

⏰ What is the mun’s ideal evening spent alone?

🎬 What is on the mun’s Netflix “continue watching” list?

💙 What photos does the mun typically share on Facebook?

📱 Does the mun take their phone with them to the bathroom?

📖 What is the mun’s favorite fanfiction about the muse?

👩‍👩‍👧‍👧 What is the mun’s relationship like with his or her family?

👶 Does the mun want kids?

👀 Would you classify the mun as an extrovert, introvert or ambivert?

👣 Describe a time the mun took a lesson from the muse in a real life situation.

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kiingbuilt:

         Roan glances down to the side at her, catching the smile on her face. She is giggling like trainee, but he can’t say that he finds any REPROACH in it. Lips turn up a micro-fracture, AMUSEMENT written across his features. He enjoys seeing her like this, enjoys FEELING so light and open himself. He leans down as they walk and delivers a small kiss to her temple. 

          He enjoys the COMFORTABLE silence as they walk through the hall. After such an intimacy as that, it seems words are not needed. Not right now at least. It has been years since he has felt CONTENT like this. He can only hope she does too, that he has been able to make her feel as good as she has him. He will do everything he can to ensure she can understand how much this means to him, how much she means to him.  

The kiss to her temple is replied to with a happy but wordless hum. She tips sideways to give his shoulder a gentle but solid nuzzle, leaning into him for a few steps before falling back to a more proper distance as they get approach the mess hall. Just before they reach the doorway, she stops them and stretches up on her toes to press a kiss to his lips, knowing they'll likely part once back in the public eye for the sake of subtlety. "Ai hod yu in. Ai otaim don." She'll lay this in a whisper in his ear, before easing back, meeting his eye, and turning to head into the already dinner service that's already begun.

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"Ouch! That hurt, jerk!"

"Well it's not supposed to tickle. Hold still."

The heated blade is brought back to his skin to seal the cut, the cloth soaked with cool water pressed in immediately after to soothe it.

"There. That should take care of that."

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@trueheda​

Ride or die since ‘06. Saw him live in Boston in ‘10 (Front row). I love him so fucking much, you have no idea. Seriously. I had to make him my OOC FC. He’s just so precious.

Oh, oh god. He played Kimi Ni Negai Wo (my favorite song of all fucking time) at Boston and I was literally openly sobbing/ugly crying. He had this beautiful speech about how music unites everyone and goes beyond language and race. The keyboardist was quietly playing the chords in the background while he spoke. And by time he started singing, I was just.. destroyed. Like, people around me were concerned about my wellbeing DESTROYED. ME. Like, the crowd was dead silent for the song and when it slowed down at the end I had to HOLD MY BREATH as not to fill the entire venue with disgusting wet sniffling/sobs. Best night of my life. I only wish I could’ve got to meet him.

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