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this was my last straw i need him now

details at josh's party, 4/22/23.

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daniel what the fuck

idk if anyone wanted to see the vid lmao

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Sam and doggos 🐶

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no bc at bham he told me he loved my rhinestones and now i see this

So no one here was gonna tell me this man extended his rhinestones to his forehead?

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📸😉

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i know i’m going to get some hate for this but i’m going to be honest. i hate bitches that don’t stand up for the national anthem. when you hear “children with their toys of war” get your ass UP and show some RESPECT

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did a tarot reading today. cards confirmed his death. asked if eddie is gonna be a vampire and if he’s Kas from the campaign, both cards gave me a very enthusiastic yes soooooo

UM HELLO WHY IS NOBODY TALKING ABOUT THIS??

ik the duffers confirmed eddie is dead but like IMAGINE

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i’m convulsing on the ground.

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white boys of the month 😋

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STOP. ENOUGH. IM DONE. FUCK

Danny feeding us first thing in the morning on this fine Wagner Wednesday

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me with JCHAO rules

The older I get the more I understand goons of villains in cartoons. Sometimes at work you really do have to just be like “you’re the boss, boss” and roll with the dumbass plan.

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i’m on the ground sobbing. why can’t i have him

This look right here bitch.

Something about that necklace makes me wanna pull it so I can pull him into a kiss.

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My favorite way to self sabotage is to think about all the ways I will never actually know him.

They way I’ll never see those sweet brown eyes sparkle in the sun. Or the way they’d light up when he talks about his favorite films. I’ll never know his favorite restaurant or his go-to order. I’ll never know his favorite tea, or how he likes his coffee. I’ll never know which mug is his favorite. The way his scent will never linger in my bathroom after a shower. I’ll never know where he’s ticklish, or see his nose scrunch up with laughter. I’ll never know his darkest secrets, or the things that make him tick. I’ll never get to be his safe place when he’s falling apart after holding it together for a bit too long. I’ll never know how he likes to sleep, or feel the warmth of his skin against mine. Perhaps the worst of it all is that I’ll never be his favorite pair of eyes to get lost in, or his favorite hand to hold. He’ll never wonder what my favorite book is, or my favorite color. He’ll never wonder which flowers are my favorite or which ice cream flavor I like best. I’ll never be the girl he can’t stop thinking about, though god knows I can’t stop thinking about him. It’s really quite sad, to get so caught up in a world that only exists within the confines of my mind. Because at the end of the day, we’re just two strangers. And that’s all we’ll ever be.

Todays sad girl shitpost brought to you by: the rainy weather, my woodwick candle, and the slow realization of how stupid it is for me to be so consumed by a man I do not know in the slightest and yet here he is, wrecking my life.

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that checks out

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Thank you for following me 🥺 I've followed you from my personal blog for a while, and I made this one to try to put some of my thoughts on paper and away from my bar prepping brain. I've already posted a Josh fic but Tumblr says I'm too new for it to show up anywhere 🙄

Thanks again for following! I love your blog 💕

Wait you’ve followed me for a while??? 🥹🥹 I’m gonna start crying. I try to follow everyone back especially Greta blogs. Feel free to message me if you wanna talk about fics and share ideas. I would absolutely love it deary!

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THIS!!!

people misunderstand what ‘gifted kid’ actually means but it’s ok it’s fine it’s cool it’s good

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~Happy June 2nd~