#// and the burden is so heavy like I'm calcifer trying to keep alive but theres nothing but twigs and ash drowning out the actual flames | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

m0e-ru · 1 year

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desperately nailing boards on my doors and windows carpal tunnel in my wrists back pain from sitting like a shrimp bags under my eyes hair I haven't combed out in days leaving informative pamphlets outside and hiding behind glass with a pot as a helmet and a rusty wrench in my hands shaking weeping terrified crying

#kommento #// remasters are going to drop and I'm going to be a hater about it #// it is 2023. i am so so tired #// am I not popular enough to make a dent in the collective unconscious to have people think straight and not mindlessly follow a fanon #// that has been the bane of my existence for almost three years #// thank you to the sopping wet pathetic mess of a gas station attendant for taking the fall and being the controversial blorbo to teach me #// things about the internet. I will love you and only four people can understand #// I have not died but I am like an angry ghost haunting a whole town you can feel my malicious intent or you do not #// wish I had another active fixation on the side so this could balance out this is the millionth time I'm talking about it #// sometimes I also wish I could hole up and be a pixiv artist who's niche is what makes them popular but their identity is still vague #// I am worth a thousand a million a billion fans all the potential love a person can have for blorbo is stored in me #// and the burden is so heavy like I'm calcifer trying to keep alive but theres nothing but twigs and ash drowning out the actual flames #// anyway hi. this is your manager. they are so tired. and busy. for the whole month. or until they get their life together. they love you

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