#//He fears it; no matter how many times he'll go back to pester Diluc | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

dutybcrne · 8 months

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Sometimes Kaeya loathes to look at Diluc, growing so sick to his gut at a mere glance. Some days Kaeya can hardly stand to look at him, to the point of avoiding him each and every way he can, subtleties and dignity be damned.

Because some days, all Kaeya can see is the very spitting image of Crepus in him.

#hc; kaeya #//Days like that; he gets especially jumpy #//Because the idea of seeing the spitting image of Crepus glaring at him the way Luc always seems to hurts more than he'll admit #//He fears it; no matter how many times he'll go back to pester Diluc #//But it's not always that the resemblance gets this daunting and uncanny #//It's always had to do with Kae's emotional state the mornings of or nights before #//Dreaming of Crepus; or being reminded strongly of him for whatever reason; maybe a Knight's stray comment #//Whatever it is; he figures out Real quick when he can take Luc's resemblance to him and when he just Cannot #//His heart already bore the brunt of Diluc's hatred that day and made peace with his resentment as he sees it now #//But if he has to see (someone like) Crepus treat him the same way; living and breathing; to his face?#//He'll break #//And in front of Diluc of all people; he CANNOT allow that #//Not again. Not ever

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