#╰ * OUTOFCHARACTER : shado voice ⧽ who drivin' this bus. you better mess me up .

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HAPPY NEW YEAR 2024

2023 has been a whirlwind of unpredictable twists and turns, like a wild roller coaster ride. from the bad to the good. with continuous drama leading to old friends leaving and gaining new ones, my mental health declining, getting a new puppy while on vacation to even my mother heading to the hospital. I personally believe that these experiences have shaped me into a stronger and more resilient individual than I was in previous years. 2023 will be the year that will forever haunt me no matter what, but with the new year coming I want to say: thank you to those who stood by my side since day one. with that, I would like to make this post as a follow forever to the ones whom I call my best friends and those whom I admire deeply.

ＴＨＥ ＳＱＵＡＤ : @shokutsus , @nibelfist / @ayahimes, @nibelblade / @diaboelic , @sp1ed / @iirath , @hopeflower , @chaosfangs , @rosahope / @ishguardienne

your guys' friendship means a lot to me. thank you for being there when I was crying on call, our endless comedic chats, us being thirsty for fictional men and women, and I can't forget about us going through fandoms together. you guys put a smile on my face each day from the time I wake up to the time I go to bed. each of you guys complete my heart. I wouldn't be here without you guys. I will always cherish our friendships. here's to 2024, making our friendship stronger than it has been. i truly love you guys. ♡

ＡＤＭＩＲＡＴＩＯＮ ＳＱＵＡＤ: this goes to the people who I admire as a fellow rper. Coming across you guys on the dash is a true blessing, and may the new year be filled with nothing but positivity and love for you.

@onegil , @vulpesse , @drakeheir , @serpentsexile , @glacierites , @yinbug , @verumking , @chiheru , @goldenfists , @penddraig , @honoosenshi , @symphonight , @parieha , @magitekelite , @seachant , @deadn30n , @visionhcld , @mellodiies , @ungest , @rosaguard , @remissee , @gaeaheal , @nirvanafist , @mosewolf , @chaosrcge , @wutaithief , @warskies , @turkled , @sarastuss , @hexsreality , @pietys , @waraningyo , @chiwit , @thevesel , @annjiru , @divinehope & so many other's who I haven't mentioned! I hope every one of you guys has an amazing new year! ♡

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* says nothing. simply squats. *

                    SQUATS EVERYBODY

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zack :/

" RICKY, WHEN I CATCH YOU RICKY. "

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zack fart

ayaka kamisharto

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spell out your url using song titles!

f. flowers , miley.cyrus a. another life , motionless in white i. i'm just ken , ryan.gosling r. red flags, tom.cardy , montaigne e. ex-mortis , ice nine kills s. stabbing in the dark , ice nine kills k. keep riding me , ur pretty y. your number's up, ice nine kills

tagged by: @sarastuss tagging: @chiheru , @hopeflower , @ishguardienne , @ayahimes , @diaboelic , @glacierites , @shokutsus &. you!!

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人物分析 — CHARACTER AESTHETIC. BOLD & ITALICS … whatever applies.

STOLED FROM @shokutsus ( since I crept on your blog <3) TAGGING: you!

— SOUNDS. tinkling of piano keys / the click of a lock / an engine starting, stalling / sinful whispers / stifled sobbing / the rattle of death / alarm blaring / a siren call / spanish guitar strumming / loud laughter at midnight / banshee screeching / drunk hiccuping / the giggle of a child / rolling thunder / disdainful chuckling / bones creaking / carefree whistling / singing off key / flesh hitting concrete / white noise / a mirror cracking / laboured breathing / a groan of pain / waves lapping at the shore / the roar of a lion / pages turning / swords clashing / deep humming / birds chirping / dial tone / tongue popping / fingers tapping a surface / crystals breaking / music turned up to the limit / raindrops on a roof / angry yelling / yawning at noon / horns going off / ravens talking / bubblegum bursting / splashing water / teakettle squeal / militia drums / wolves howling / slow, sarcastic clapping / soprano notes / whispering pleas / gregorian chants / mournful cries

— VISUALS. filled notebooks / dogeared books / clean shaves / empty stares / sleeping at a desk / the witching hour / driving all night / restless tides / broken windows / coffee any time / freshly baked goods / bonfires / lounging felines / circles under your eyes / bedhead / tangling in the sheets / leather jackets / paint stains / music sheets / too many tabs to find the music / weary brows / card games / messy ponytails / strained smiles / unsent texts / heart on your sleeve / slow dancing in the rain / star gazing / torn jeans / piles of clothes / filled bookshelves / hurricanes / chapped lips / cliff diving / the lights in venice / stolen kisses / poet shirts / half melted candles / empty coffee mugs / hot tea / unlaced boots / shameless flirting / too young to be so old / laced fingers / eyes in the trees / bloody knuckles / french letters / neon lights / ivy covered balconies

— SCENTS. burnt leaves / turkish coffee / spiced rum / moss / vanilla beans / freshly cut grass / decay / sea salt / strawberries and cream / cinnamon / honey / copper / pineapple / wet dog / pine needles / wood shavings / rainsoaked bark / something sharp, indefinable / Russian tea / dandelions / squeezed limes / Italian wine / freshly laundered clothes / coming rain / hardtack and gruel / roasting flesh / something cloying in the chest / ichor / lillies in spring / pollen / damp clothes / meatpies / greasy coins / curdled milk / leather / bone marrow / wet cement / ricecakes / open paint cans / cocoa leaves / tar / apples / sandlewood cologne / orchids / molded onions / cheap perfume / mistletoe / rubber on fire / grave dirt / old books / new books / melting plastic / roses / poison oak / seacucumbers / peppermint handcream

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KNOWING YOUR PARTNER!

Name: Shado

Pronouns: She/Her

Preference of communication: I don't mind tumblr DM's but I do prefer discord

Name of muse: Zack Fair ( this blog ), Doria ( @sirenconch )

Experience/how long (months/years?): since 2006 !

Best experience: meeting all sorts of people, and forming an amazing bond. I do miss very old rp partners I used to have ( one's on sites like: aniroleplay, roleplayer, etc ), but I cherish the ones I have at this very moment!

RP pet peeves/dealbreakers: THOSE WHO SHIP UNDERAGE CHARACTERS. even to this day I still remember a tseng rper who had their muse have a crush on kid aerith. that was something I wish I could forget but I can't for the life of me.

Muse preference (fluff, angst or smut?): I'm game for all three! but I do lean towards fluff.

Plots or memes: plots for sure! though I'm sure the meme one refers to crack threads? which I don't do anymore.

Long or short replies: both! shorter ones I can dish out faster, while longer ones I can take my time on writing.

Best time to write: during the late night, sooo around midnight to 2 in the morning.

Are you like your muse: I've been told I was by close friends, lmao. maybe some mannerisms and sayings bahaha. I'm like a girl ver. of zack >B)

stoled it from the dash. and tagging anyone who wants to do this! :)

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SIR SQUAT A LOT. that’s your new nickname 🫡

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Send to 10 other bloggers you think are wonderful. Keep this going to make someone smile. ☆♥

listen, I know you sent this last night but I was watching TGA. replying now saying I love you bish. I ain't never gonna stop loving you bish <3

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(( hi hii i just wanted to let you know that i adore your writing style &. the way you potray zack , even though we have not interacted yet is lovely to see you on my dash . i hope you have a lovely new year ! ))

             2023 is almost over! @withsorrowandregret

for starters, thank you for taking the time out of your day to send me this! my heart is filled with joy upon reading this that you actually like my writing style. I know I came back after a long hiatus from my other zack blog ( which is now deleted ), and simply figuring out what kind of writing I wanted to do took a bit. but, receiving validations like yourself makes my entire day! my heart soars that you adore my portrayal of zack. he is my baby boy who I always pour my heart and soul into writing. even my close friends know how much I love him lol. thank you again ! even though we haven't written yet like you said, I'm coming after you once I'm done other things and gotten to that inbox regarding aerith >B)