#'goddamnit zubin'

[sesamie]

i just can't stop thinking like. they were just friends hanging out doin stuff together. sometimes these people on radio stations would invite them on and they'd make jokes and tease each other and not take things seriously and say "ross is the best member of the band" and all these things like. 10 years ago, i was a tiny child and these people were living lives being friends with one another. 10 years from now the tiny children alive now will be much older and i wonder where we'll be by then.

right?? like. ‘it started actually as a t-shirt selling business’ like that has to be an inside joke they’d had for forever either that or it was just. something they said and everyone rolled with it cause they knew eachother well enough, either way ,cryyyy..and these days you see people in youtube comments like ‘man i really liked you guys. i won a signed cd and got to see a couple shows and it was a pretty good time. sad you guys broke up’ like what??? they dont get it?? they got to see real life tally hall shows when i was, what? four years old? imagine listening to morning becomes eclectic on KCRW in 2006 (the Actual year i was Born!!!!) and calling in like ‘hey i haven’t won anything in a while can i get uhhhh signed marvin’s marvelous mechanical museum 2005 version’ and they go ‘oh sure we’ve got plenty stop by the radio station to pick it up this afternoon’ . incredible. imagine watching the late late show back then and seeing this band come on, dressed up real nicely for some reason?? and then they start to play and ur like. well then . and then they keep going and you fall in love with them and log on to your 2008 computer and type in ‘tally hall’ and find yourself in the HITS forums a week later. imagine being a kid who heard a band was coming to play at your high school today, so you think hey why not lets go see it!! and its the best thing you’ve ever heard. 

also like, someone out there is an infant right now. they’ll be around four years old when we graduate high school . someone is the same age to me as i am to rob cantor??? the passage of time never fails to puzzle me