#( .OOC. ) 'ℭ𝔞𝔲𝔰𝔢 𝔫𝔬𝔟𝔬𝔡𝔶 𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔰𝔲𝔯𝔳𝔦𝔳𝔢𝔰 .⊱

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hiii i've been meaning to make this post for awhile now but just kinda.. forgot lol BUT! with the new year, i wanna make sure i'm mutuals with people who are still interested in interacting. so if you want to stay mutuals, like this post! otherwise, i'm probably gonna softblock, just so my space is only with people who i'm certain want to interact with me and me them.

i'm gonna queue this post until friday, and then friday evening is when im gonna be going through my mutuals. i just wanna make sure no one misses this post just in case!

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i might take a step back from rping or at the very least, being as active as i was on the dash. i was feeling weird about my place here in general but then i found out someone ripped off my oc right after i softblocked them. im not saying i own the rights to death/life at all. i love other characters with the same general concept LKJDF but there's coincidences with this specific person/oc that are making me go 'hm.🧍‍♂️' ya feel? this isnt the first time a character of mine has been stolen right out from under me on tumblr and the last time it happened i just left, because people dont really take things like this all that seriously. so i'm kinda at that point where i'm like.. 'ok .. if people can get what they want from them now, what's the point of me sticking around?' plus i really dont like the idea of my stuff.. being used by another person or even being used as inspo..

like ofc im uncomfortable and hurt by it. but there's nothing i can really do so Oh Well. this will probably be the only thing i really mention of it just to get it off my chest a bit. i'm gonna be honest and say i still really dont know where i stand with this blog anymore, that's why im taking a step back from it for the time being.

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hiiii!! new years is tomorrow, so i wanted to send off the last day of 2022 with something nice before i roll up my sleeves and tackle my drafts. i'll be honest, the start of this blog was a little rough! at the time i was wondering if making a new blog here was the right choice. but after weeding out the people i knew i didnt want to be interacting with, i found a solid group of mutuals who i can trust and adore seeing on the dash!! i'm literally so bad with sappy, mushy stuff.. LKDHJF i get embarrassed BUT i am really happy to have met the majority of you! even if we haven't talked much or gotten the chance to write yet (totally my fault on my end, i'm trying to make a heavy dent in all my asks/drafts before i tackle new stuff), i still see you!

I think a new years goal for myself and for this blog is to be more active in my mutual's stuff. sometimes i totally space on it, but i do want you guys to feel seen when it comes to your oc or your canon muse. unless me liking and commenting on the majority of your stuff annoys you, which you can totally tell me btw, i wont get offended! I also wanna apologize for not talking a whole lot in DMs. i know i dont have to apologize, but i still want to! because i know i could be making that extra effort to get to know people better. i just really dont have a whole lot to say KDJFK which is funny because i never shut up on the dash. BUT IN ALL, thank you guys for sticking around and having fun with me!! i hope 2023 treats you all well and im wishing everyone the best!! muah muah xoxo

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i hate to do this, but i think this is going to be my "official" hiatus post until i feel better/figure out what i wanna do about the situation (here if you wanna know what's going on). i'm gonna work on things here quietly if i get the motivation to and fill my queue, but other than that i think im gonna focus elsewhere for the time being. i keep finding out they're taking more of my ideas/inspo from ayalon so it just feels really crummy.

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ayalon noises

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reid's the type to go "whoa! thanks mister 🥴" right after getting cream pied

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i was debating if i should make a post or not because i don't wanna be overdramatic or something, but my activity might be even more slow!! idk what's going on with my health, but i'll still randomly get those sun spots in my eyes and around the edges of my vision starts to get dark, and i'll be hit with some really bad dizziness and nausea. this has always kind of been an issue growing up but this year it's gotten more frequent. like an everyday thing KJDKF and being around bright lights ( like my laptop or phone for example ) make it worse.

i'll do what i can here in the meantime but i think im gonna need frequent breaks from being online until i figure out what's going on. i'm gonna try to get in with my doctor soon but she's usually booked for weeks in advance.

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a very rare inbox call for one of these 4! you dont gotta specify which one you want but if youre a multi-muse pwease tell me who to send it for..

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you ask ayalon how many kids he wants and he goes "ten" and you go "haha wow ayalon that's a lot!" but then he finishes with "million. ten million."

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all my characters are in slutty, slutty moods

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ayalon makes an apology video about destroying all your mens' holes. he's definitely going to do it again. but he's sorry he fucks and trucks so hard :(

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in the mood to edge someone till they're begging and crying for him to finally let them finish.

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which of your ocs would have a piss bottle stored in their room

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who’s gonna let him ride them?

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if we're talking about some hot takes i fucking hate it when people go on long ass rants about how shipping m/f somehow makes you a minority and saying you're going to het ship characters to "get back at gay people". like wtf are you ON

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me trying to tell you why it's so important that ayalon bleeds red and no other color because red is one of the many symbols of life AND death. to bleed red means youre alive, to bleed red also means you're dying. if ayalon had any other color blood he'd be a fraud. a scam. red is one of the universal similarities every living thing has, you see. ofc there's things that DONT bleed red and their importance isnt any less or greater than everything else, but the majority of what he rules over bl