#( going to bed now ; just been having an emo sappy night don't mind me o+< goodnight <333 ) | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

solarisgod · 2 months

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Been having a night where I'm just. Feeling so much more hopeful about our future, which is such a very rare thing, but because of recent personal events and my cluster, I've definitely been a lot more happier than I was for almost four months straight, especially last month that was brimmed with negativity and anxiety for me while the beginning of March was extremely hard. But a lot of good things are happening to us and esp. me, and I just have this really good feeling everything will indeed be all okay in the end. I really do hope for those who's been struggling lately or for a long time that they will soon be able to have signs that everything will be okay while they can find that hope about their own futures. It takes so much time and patience and strength to endure it all and work with it, but the pain won't be like this forever, I promise.

#[ I can't even remember most of what happened since November but few horrible events but ]#[ I just know I was at the lowest physically and mentally so painfully consistently and last month made me worst ]#[ but I've been finally free since mid March and I'm just. So happy and grateful to see our life has been more peaceful and pleasant ]#[ like truly one way or another things will get better and again I truly really do hope for those who needs this ]#[ that one day they will be able to find serenity at least a bit at a time and ]#[ even eventually feel as their life isn't something to endure but to live through it ]#[ it can and will get better especially if one at least tries to be a better person than yesterday's version ]#( going to bed now ; just been having an emo sappy night don't mind me o+< goodnight <333 )

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