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ficoandleo · 6 months ago

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What, being willing to ask up front makes me bad at finding things out? 💔 Are u saying it's basic enough that I could figure it out myself? U want me to guess?

Ur relationship with ur fam is pretty bad. Like as bad as Kamurai's with his daddy(might be a Frostheim thing? Maybe ur ambition when u touched that mannequin was abt ur fam?) But ur kinda stuck with them even tho they don't like u right? Expectations or whatever. Could be abt getting away from them--it got u here right? And now ur stuck with the Institute unless u get the crown or whatever--or it's back to ur lil shrine with u💔

But I don't think it's that. Ppl who flirt like u do r all always abt escapism and stuff u don't have to think hard abt. And when you're a shame to your family you just want someone to say once that you did a good job and they appreciate you. Ur a lazyass who does all the work in his House. U left Frostheim around when someone else who could do more than u to help showed up

Ur totes a tryhard lol

But it isn't about that right? It's not about doing a good job. It's about not being Haku Kusanagi. It's about being literally anyone else, or no one at all, for a second. It's about proving people wrong without anyone saying 'wow, that's more than I expected from you.' Or maybe it's about not having that expectation at all. You don't wanna be thanked for what you do. You don't wanna be thanked or relied on so people don't start thinking different about you and don't resent you when you're a disappointment again. But you can always put on another mask and be someone else or no one else, right? No expectations, you could be the best or the worst and nothing will have to change.

Maybe you just don't wanna be you. That way you can come and go as you please, no matter how anyone feels about you or what they want from you. I bet it was something like that. "I wish I didn't have to be me all the time. I wish I could be someone else." Is that anything?

Fuck Marry Kill the (canon) vagastrom ghouls?

Kurosagi, Mido, Haizono. In the order presented.

#posting: leo #glorifiedstreetmagician #((TO EXPLAIN LEO'S SOURCES: transfers are public record. the haku and tohma campus chat happens behind vagastrom and we know he's nosy))#((he's a vice captain so he hears from the teachers and advisors that haku's reliable and works hard. the hears the same from hotarubi gen #((students. but haku proclaims his own laziness and not to expect anything from him despite taking on so much work. that's hearsay too ofc #((hearing about his family is easy enough--people talk and people leave reviews online. read up on the shrine and the family online))#((i imagine people would talk about Haku and the expectations ahead of him and possibly any confrontations overheard at his shrine.#((cross reference that with the laziness and he can at least figure out he probably doesn't get along with them for it.))#((which is to say that he didn't just pull meta out his ass for the sake of being able to say it! i did try and consider what he might know #((and what he might not have access to as far as info goes like the closeness haku has to faculty and such. but i figure gen students will #((talk as will faculty. not to mention he has his stigma and he can hear things even if he isn't involved if he's close enough.))#((so maybe no one said 'you need a better work ethic try and be more like haku' but they praise him openly some other way in earshot of leo #((i'm also kind of assuming your stigma usually relates to your wish in some way a la luca getting a shield for protecting his loved ones))#((and i also assume haku can shapeshift what with the tanuki imagery and all. so 'let me be someone else' would match that))#((leo doesn't know what his stigma is and that didn't factor into his answer. he would assume that's a possible stigma to get for that wish #((but there are other options like being able to change people's opinions or memories relating to him or something like that))#((ACTUALLY NOW THAT I THINK ABOUT IT Leo would know Haku does the stigma test for Darkwick since he'd recognize his voice #((thanks go his sharp hearing. but i'm not going back and factoring that in somewhere lmao))#((also idk ehat your headcanon for his stigma is so it could be totally unrelated. and of course his analysis and his guess on the wish #((could be wrong! that's just how he sees it based on the evidence he's gathered haha))

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