#(besides don't lie nobody wants to hear my insanely convoluted plot concept rambles for the nth time in a row)
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it's incredible that people still talk to me when I never reach out
#emilbee talking#it mainly comes down to being terminally boring and doing an impressive amount of nothing all day#I still do writing but even that has slowed drastically from before#(besides don't lie nobody wants to hear my insanely convoluted plot concept rambles for the nth time in a row)#meanwhile the only other things I do are play games I have hundreds/thousands of hours in (civ v and tboi)#and rewatch old shows and movies that I've seen a million times before#outside of a few scattered episodes of dr who I don't think I've watched literally anything new this year#and I don't go to events or concerts or make food or play any instruments or do any craft or really go outside or even sleep much#just kind of sit in bed and do a constant loop of old stuff while drinking away my anxiety over being completely broke#(which is now going to be replaced with anxiety over job(s) and still not having enough money)#hm. I started this with “lol I'm boring” but I think the terminal boringness is born out of terminal depression and isolation#good job em#oh I have caught up with and am now watching severance. hooray. I have checked out one (1) new thing since moving. dope
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