#(fun fact we were watching catching fire and i still haven't been able to rewatch that movie yet even tho it was my favorite 🫠)

[jittyjames]

woahhhh it's been exactly a year since i had my really bad mental breakdown that i've never really fully recovered from and life has been different ever since. a whole year. it's so fucking weird. like i can't believe i'm still here. fucked up, but here. that breakdown literally gave me a whole personality change tbh. i'm sure some of you remember it but JESUS. i don't know how to feel today. grateful i guess that things are as well as they are, but grieving the parts of me that died during all of it?? idk.