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death-rebirth-senshi · 1 year

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I don't remember if I reblogged it but I saw a post that was like "the placebo affect isn't something people manifest within themselves with the power of their brains it's just bad self-reporting" that concept has been driving me crazy it seems so obviously true when you say it and mostly I've been thinking about how fucking difficult it is to keep track of your health and moods and energy etc. and what a bitch it is to have to self report these thing to a doctor.

#I'm glad I was insistent on getting blood work done the other day. I was fully prepared to dismiss this as mental #but it's comforting to know there IS something physical going on with me.#but there's also mental shit there.#(yeah there isn't a clear cut difference. I don't think I'm bipolar but I DO have a fairly severe vitamin D deficiency)#and like. Figuring out why may be a whole process. Idk. I meet with my doctor soon enough.#I walk enough and get enough sunlight. I think.#I shouldn't be this severely deficient.#my skin is much lighter than my dad's. Darker skin can be a factor too. Sunlight absorption #diet has been shit.#sigh.

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