#AND I'M PISSED. :D i am correctly identifying and acting on this emotion of being PISSED OFF. :DDD so happy | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

confines · 8 months ago

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i did something incredible today. i was terse with my flakey cousin over the phone before fully understanding why i was angry with her. i acted on it BEFORE completely processing it. and i withheld information to put her at a disadvantage and benefit myself! i am so proud of myself, this never happens.

#she gave away all her scuppernongs to someone she barely likes then wanted 40% of mine that she wasn't even involved in picking #and showed up last minute so i gave her two quarts #then today i lied and said i had already processed them all into juice for jelly because i thought we were going there today. which i did #but i'm pretty sure the whole time this whole week she's known she was never going back #so she thought i would go do one last pick for the both of us on a day when i was already exhausted and then it'd be over #let me do her dirty work as a favour 'to me'#>:^) that's what she thought #because i am guileless patient sharing and kind #but i am also capable of withholding the truth for my own gain >:^))))#so now i've given away 2 quarts to her and probably 2qts to my grandmother #and now i can put up 5qts of juice for jelly #mwa ha mwaha mwahaha ha ha hahaahaaaa #she's also wanting more persimmons from me but in all honesty. grandma gave her a gallon of the ones from asia. & mine aren't shelf stable.#if she really wants some then she'll have to do the legwork to get them. i'm not making a home delivery #i don't know where she gets off thinking i'm gonna give her a sizeable portion of everything when i can't rely on her for anything #because it is crazy now that i think about it.#i'm doing all these favours for her and she's driving me crazy + doing me no favours + probably gonna let me down on my bday #AND I'M PISSED. :D i am correctly identifying and acting on this emotion of being PISSED OFF. :DDD so happy #adam yaps

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