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musical-chick-13 · 11 months

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I see all of these posts about "I write so that I can reread my stuff because it's catered to me!" And I respect the absolute hell out of that, but the only reason I write anything is because I have Ideas(tm) in my brain and if I don't get them OUT of my brain, I will lose my mind. Once they are, in fact, out of my brain, I almost NEVER look at them again.

#you've seen what happens when an idea stays in my brain too long you get the entire past few months where I never shut up about the same fic #I wonder if this 'not rereading my own stuff' thing is related to the Omnipresent Self-Hatred. probably.#to be fair I never really re-listen to stuff I sing either. because I know I'll pick it apart until I'm sad about it.#maybe there's some of that too #ANYWAY. god fucking willing the Mediocre First Draft will FINALLY be done by Thursday. no promises. but we'll try.

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