#But yah I'm ugly and proms today and I spent an hour and a fucking half past midnight trying to get my hair brushed and dry
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#When you cry because you're ugly but you've literally always been ugly#✌️✌️✌️#Listen I KNOW this is a lame as post but I need to express this SOMEWHERE because anyone irl will get mad or weird abt it#And I got kicked out of fucking therapy so#Here#Here is what I have#But yah I'm ugly and proms today and I spent an hour and a fucking half past midnight trying to get my hair brushed and dry#Only to find out my dye job is patchy and spotty and ugly as all hell#But I can't tell anyone that because mum helped me!#So she'll get upset and angry and cry and be all 'i did my best' when I KNOW she did and I'm grateful#Not her fault my hair sucks and I'm too ugly to pull off patchy hair#God I just. I'm gonna be in a room with a bunch of ppl I either don't know that well or don't like#And I have it on good authority at least some of em think I'm a bitch#I just. I don't wanna go. But it was eight five stupid fucking dollars that couldve gone to something USEFUL like shoes that don't break#But my friends organised the prom so I gotta fuckin go to the stupid bland expensive party#And they wanna all go get ready at this (really nice honestly) girls house that I've never been to and everybody knew the plan before me#But also all of my friends have been so busy and all hanging out with each other without me that I don't even wanna go!#Like I don't even have the appeal of 'hang out with friends and laugh about how bad it is' OR '#'get ready in the comfort of my own home because I'm insecure as all hell and the thought of putting makeup on in front of evryone makes me#Want to vomit my guys out'#Specially since there's this one friend we have that. He's fine. Kinda. Idk he makes me uncomfy sometimes because he's so fucking judgy#Didn't even fully realise till this year what a judgy bitch he is but hey always fun to learn new things about the people you care about!#He always gives me weird side eyes when I wear makeup#I already feel insecure enough mate I'm just trying to look presentable enough that at the 'party but full of stupid cameras'#I won't be getting made fun of the week afterwards because they post allllll the photos online#Kill me#Kill me kill me kill me#God I wanna throw up#But instead I will go to bed
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