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imwritesometimes · 1 year

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ok I take it back. I take it all back. I wish I could write rn. I wish I could get a cohesive idea and form even a simple plot. I wish I could conjure up an entire scene even. Where'd that bitch go? I'm so bored and have nothing to do but confront the depresh spiral all night ✌️🥴

#I got a really sweet comment today on a fic I loved writing so much #and I won't lie I didn't write it that long ago but. lmao my memory problems are *so* bad when I'm im the depresh spiral that #I couldn't remember much abt it honestly and since the comment was so sweeet and it's one I poster #that *I* loved but got 🤷‍♀️ meh 🤷‍♀️ engagement #I wanted to go back and like skim it. and like. not to be full of myself but. it's a good fic. it's a *really* good fic.#and I wish I could have that rn. I am unable to do much of anything cause of my leg #my depresh spiral is *bad* like *severe*#I just wish I could fall back on the fun distraction of fic writing #but whenever I *try* nothing comes to me #I have a note doc full of snippets but I can't flesh any of them out no matter how much I wish I could #and rn literally all I wish I could do was open a new word doc and feel inspired and have fun and write #I hate this. I hate having goddamn depression so bad. I hate that it's never going to go away. I hate that I'm not clacking away having fun #erin explains it all

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