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[vio1315]

Man, idk how to express my thoughts lately

Thinking that maybe I just dislike art, but rather love artistry?

Not entirely sure but it's like

When I watch people discussing the sort of cinematography in a scene, or how the composition is indicating this or that

or hear people talk about consistent symbolism and all this

It's like

A thrill. It makes me want to make things.

But if I watch the actual scene or go through the media myself

I just do not care?

It is often that I torrent emotions and the like from others, so not sure if it's connected to that, but I'm not really sure why else it'd be that I can go through hundreds of pieces of art in various mediums and just

not care at all

And the things I do care about are generally considered mid at best from the majority of people

The thing that got me into kagepro was Mekakucity Actors which most people dislike

And it is kind of jank in a lot of places

Yet that was something I was passionate for. Yet I end up avoiding My Hero all this time, which must be something with polish?? Didn't really care for the modern Trigun.

The Rakugo anime? Yeah, hooked on that. Its target audience of 12 whole people. (It was a lot better done than MCA don't get me wrong)

One of my favorite pieces of media in general is Marble Hornets. A found footage yt series made on 0 budget and among people who mostly had limited acting experience at best

Favorite movie in recent times? Luca. Split like 50/50 on how people respond to that.

All the books I like are from like the 50's idk

Sable (the game) did something to me

Yet that was just a step above a walking sim depending on who you ask, and a bit buggy

Like

obviously I like some mainstream stuff too

mostly games

But there's a definite pattern. Just not sure what it means or how these two pieces of information fit together.

Like why is watching reviews so much more artistically motivating compared to actually engaging in media directly?

Heck my whole art inspo folder just about is full of things I don't care about anymore. I can't really find art I like anymore mostly, and even less so that I want to emulate

What exactly am I looking for with art that I struggle to find, but do find in analysis?

Not super sure