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pathologising · 3 years

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its so cringe actually when you can rationally look outside yourself and be like "this is an overreaction and you know it, you aren't about to be abandoned" and yet you literally just cannot stop losing it like...girl I just said power off......

#help help help my traits of another pd vs my full on bpd FIGHT!!!!!#my therapist n i talk abt this so much she's like you are so so so so observant and aware of everything but its like the irrational side #is still killer and I'm like. WELL !!!!#that and also life is just one big video game I'm here to WIN !!!! but like also good god I can't take it anymore you know? the dichotomy of #cringe you understand it? I'm going ape shit in here I fucking <3 its like. the anticipation of abandonment like I've already checked out ?#and its irrational but I just assume everyone is just as detached from everyone as I am so dropping someone on a whim is something I expect #that others are so ready to do because I just assume everyone feels the exact way I do because I'm brain damaged like #I have to have lead poisoning its so funny anyway I'm going insane?

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