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#I saw this super cute video of this girl getting tickled and I was imagining myself
love-toxin · 2 years
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OH GOD...
I saw your porn star Steve drabble, and I...
The fruity four taking your virginity, but all of them are pornstars and they're all yandere for you.
CAN YOU IMAGINE????
HEH.....HEH.......HEHEH!!!!
(cws: fruity four, modern/pornstar au, f!angelface, only the slightest inkling of possessiveness, camming, mentions of anal/pegging/dark sexual fantasies/squirting/femdom/sex toys/masturbation/virginity loss)
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So. As we've established: Anal King Steve. But as for the others, they range with varying degrees of notoriety and popularity, but they're all pretty well-known nonetheless because they all associate with Steve, who is by far the most recognized.
Obviously, most of Steve's work is anal-based, although he didn't necessarily start out that way. He mostly just made use of a spicy twitter account to post his nudes and a couple videos, and before long he got contacted by an agency for some newbie scenes and ended up getting super popular. He mostly started out with just the generic stuff, but with peppering his self-directed movies with his preferred kink, his career really took off and he became very well-known in the anal category. Plenty of videos with titles like "(Insert porn actress) gets her ass stretched for the first time by King Steve", where the content is usually sweet and only on the cusp of being rough. But he's delved into the genre of painal plenty of times before, and while he's a gentle giant most of the time, he's deliriously sexy when he's being mean and holding down his chosen costar to pummel their poor ass into submitting to him.
Nancy's an acquired taste. Her femdom videos can either be sweet and very darling with all her cute clothes and girl-next-door appearance, or they can be brutal and she can exercise the full extent of her dommy mommy persona. But she's actually in one of the top earners for her category because of how big her singular donations can get--in a private camshow, she can earn up to thousands of dollars just by offering the pleasure of degrading whoever it is that's paid for her precious time. Pegging is one of her popular categories too, with both men and women happily submitting to Mistress as she turns their subby little brains into mush. Despite coming off as a top, she likes bottoming and being a little more relaxed and submissive too, she just usually keeps that for home sex so she can keep up her image online.
Robin's a very popular sub online, she has people flooding her comments with sweet, needy compliments and envy at the girls she does movies with. She cams a lot despite coming off as awkward and shy oftentimes, and it makes her some serious money especially when she does request streams, where she's completely at the mercy of her viewers. She's had to replace her donation-controlled vibrator several times now, since it's such a popular event on her livestreams that people will pool their donations on repeat just so Robin ends up cumming uncontrollably when it doesn't stop, terrorizing her poor, sensitive clit on the highest setting for all her viewers to enioy. She does a lot of squirting videos ever since she learned how to make herself do it, although she's also a fan of tribbing and facesitting too, especially when she's the one getting absolutely ruined by a pretty girl on top of her.
Eddie's pretty popular as a non-traditional pornstar. He started out doing more hardcore stuff, uncommon kinks and other stuff that tickles the fancy of those who like darker fantasies, and he stars less in actual productions and mostly relies on twitter and his OF. He does everything from knifeplay, handcuffs, and cnc to choking and heavy bondage, slasher cosplays and blood kinks and waxplay and hard domination--and then, here and there, he'll surprise his viewers with a very intimate and affectionate video with lots of kissing, hair stroking, and praise whispered into his partner's ear. He's got range. Lots of thirst traps and desperate people in his DMs, despite being so accessible he's got that aura of being some cool, unattainable man with a dick thick enough to break you. But he's such a senseless dork in real life, it's honestly such a shocking shift in personality for anyone that might only know him online.
And when the four of them individually announced their "group collaboration" with the other three, all four fanbases went wild. Four incredibly hot pornstars moving into one house together, with all the opportunity for collaborative videos one could ask for? It's a dream come true for any fan of theirs, save some of the obsessive weirdos and creeps. However, the fifth room in their new house poses a bit of a problem--it's a waste to leave it empty, but they don't have anything to really fill it, so Steve decides to post an ad for a roommate but avoids any association with his or the other's profession. Don't want some stalker or psycho moving in just to try and take advantage of any of them, so Steve just puts up the ad in a Hawkins-based forum and waits to get a response.
When you show up on their doorstep, though, fuck. He didn't think you'd be this cute in person, even though you had sent a picture to identify yourself along with some of your ID to sign for the lease. Being from out of town you'd been desperate to find a place to stay on your low budget, and you didn't mind living in a co-ed with multiple people, so you fit the main two standards. As for everything else, you seem eager to keep things clean and you offer to help out with whatever chores that need doing, as long as they're within your capability, so you're perfect in that sense. It's obviously a little awkward when Steve has to warn you about their careers, though, so you have time to back out before you sign the papers--he tries to make it as clear as possible that they're not working a prostitution ring or anything, and that they in no way expect you to participate, and that they have a schedule for filming and will run changes by you well in advance so you can avoid certain rooms or be out of the house to do something else. But you seem fine with it, and you aren't even really familiar with their accounts which is kind of a relief, so it really turns out well when you move in and start living amongst your very attractive roommates.
It's nice for a while. They're all kind to you, and you get to know each other pretty quick, but there's tension in the air. Nancy can tell you're inexperienced by the way you seem so flustered around the boys when they wander by in their underwear, and how you react to the simplest gestures of kindness or flirtation like it's the most flattered you've ever been. When Robin compliments your style and tells you how gorgeous you look before you leave the house, you look so shocked and utter a "really?" that's so sweet she makes it a point to compliment you way more often. But Eddie's the one that extracts the truth out of you, that you're a virgin, after a few drinks you two share following a late night out at the movies. He doesn't kiss you that night, but that's when he realizes he wants to.
A little while after that, after Eddie swears to shut his mouth but you feel comfortable enough to mention it in passing to the others, you decide to sate your curiosity and do a little research on your roommates and they're happy to give you a tour. They ease you in slow with Robin's account on phub, show you some of her teaser videos on twitter and her camsite, and they make it fun--they do it in the style of a movie night, getting snacks and cracking jokes as they screenshare Steve's phone to the tv as you pore over each of their portfolios. Gradually, you make your way down the list to their collaborations and the harder stuff, the mean and degrading clips that have your tummy buzzing as you sit between them on the sofa. They finally get to their group account, filled with all the stuff they've filmed in the house--some of it you've heard through the wall and touched yourself to--and you get to see them teasing each other in real life while they moan and sweat onscreen.
You get to watch Robin ride Nancy's face while she tugs on her hair, hips jumping and belly concaved as she gasps and whimpers out the sweetest dirty talk you've ever heard. They scroll over a link to phub titled "King Steve punishes Eddie the Banished with rough barebacking" with a thumbnail showing off Eddie's fucked-out face as Steve has his foot on the back of his head, eyeliner smudged and tearstreaked while his partner's cock is almost completely buried in his ass. Nancy insists on showing you a video they've filmed of her pegging Steve on his bare mattress, clearly taken just as they were moving in--that certainly hadn't stopped her from plowing him into it though, his arms wrapped tight around her as he clings to her chest and moans out pleas for her not to stop. And all the while she's teasing him, suggesting that maybe she should have the title of "anal king" after this.
You're so wet an hour into this showing that it's ridiculous. You're squirming so bad in your seat that you're practically begging one of them to touch you, no matter how quiet you are as Steve asks if you're cool and you nod a yes.
"Sorry, honey. Too much?" Eddie queries, stretching his arm out a little further from where it's draped over the couch, just barely touching your shoulders but not enough. He smiles to reassure you, about to suggest that maybe you all can switch from the porn to watching a movie instead--but then you blurt it all out, and the feelings that have been building up for months are suddenly all hanging out in the open.
"Would you take my virginity?"
They're struck silent, looking back at you with wide eyes that render you mute in seconds--you know that was such a mistake, it was too far, and you pray to god that Steve doesn't just throw you out. But you also fear the awkwardness of living out the rest of your lease with your roommate-turned-friends thinking you're a weirdo, and in some way it might be better if you just got kicked out.
Then they start exchanging looks. They start grinning. And when they finally deign to acknowledge you, the precious little virgin squished up between Eddie and Nancy on the couch they've fucked on a hundred times, you feel like you're the bunny facing the jaws of wolves upon wandering into their den. Steve reaches over Nancy's lap to rub your knee through your jeans, and his eyes flutter to a half-lidded expression of desire, before he speaks up in place of all his other romantic partners.
"We can do whatever you want, baby. Just no cameras this time--I want you all to us for this."
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loveyhoneydovey · 3 years
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Dating Sam and Joaquín headcanons
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Note: I was trying to write headcanons and I couldn't pick which one of them I wanted to write about, so I was like "why not both?" So here's the result, it's a mess and I wrote this at 3AM, I'm so sorry 💀
All my stories are written with a bisexual reader of colour in mind, but anyone else is more than welcome to read them
Sam Wilson x Joaquín Torres x fem!Reader
Warnings: slight mention of injuries, SMUT (lots of filth i'm sorry)
· listen omg, constant entertainment from all three of you, like one of you is always up to something
· ok so i think it started out with only sam and torres
· they had been dating for a while before they first met you, their new neighbour
· you know how torres was fanboying over sam?? yeah, that was nothing compared to how you felt when you first met them
· like maybe you were struggling with the boxes you were carrying during your move because they were so full
· sam and joaquín were on their way home from their morning jog when they saw you, and what kind of people would they be if they didn’t help their cute new neighbour
· when they first introduce themselves, you’re just grateful to see the people in your new building are nice. You also felt like they looked super familiar
· they could see the gears turning in your head when they’d first introduced themselves. Both theorizing about how long it would take you to realize
· and then after like 2 minutes, it hits you, and you feel so dumb
· you try to remain calm and collected since you didn’t want them to think you were crazy or feel like they couldn’t be comfortable in their own home
· they were super chill too, you noticed joaquín was the more talkative one, while sam was content with letting his boyfriend take charge of the convo
· by the end of it you ended up agreeing to hang out together, you promised them baked goods as a thank you for their help
· you’d totally stuttered a few times, and half the time you were staring at them with heart eyes (which joaquín was not used to but sam was jngercewdc have y’all not seen the way torres looks at him whenever they interact?)
· you end up forming a relationship with them, which eventually morphs into something more
· none of you had ever had more than a partner before, so you were all figuring it out together
· torres would be so chaotic. So organized on the field, yet so clumsy at home
· sam is the one that has his shit together (not always but definitely most of the time)
· and when you start dating them, they quickly realize you’re even clumsier than joaquín, and sam’s like “oh no, there’s two of them now”
· ok let’s talk about the good stuff now
· so many freaking cuddles
· post-mission cuddles are a thing in this relationship
· just the three of you laying in bed, holding each other, tracing patterns on each other’s skin, enjoying each other’s presence
· both of them LOVE having their hair played with. only difference is sam has a bit of difficulty asking for it while joaquín will put his head on your lap and put your hand on his hair
· if they come home with minor injuries, you help them clean treat their wounds. The first time this happened, you only had avengers themed band aids (which torres LOVES), so from that point on you only buy those
· on lazy days, after some lazy morning sex, all three of you like to spend the day baking new recipes and eating them in bed
· joaquín getting whip cream on the corner of his lips and on his cheek
· sam making fun of him before you tell him he also has some on his nose
· sam putting whip cream on your face when you least expect it to get revenge
· tickle fights, they used to team up against you until an elbow was once accidentally thrown and someone got a black eye
· you and joaquín love taking cute pics of sam when he’s not looking. He noticed it eventually but never said anything because he thought it was adorable
· both you and joaquín coming home with stray animals and trying to convince sam to let you keep them
· and of course he’s gonna say yes, you two had perfected your puppy eye technique
· he’s that kind of person who says no to getting a pet, then ends up spoiling it more than you and joaquín combined
· you never need a blanket when you’re around them, especially around sam because they’re always so warm
· movie night dates always ended in the three of you doing anything but watching the movie
· both of them flying you with their wings at least once
· you calling them captain and lieutenant in public to tease them
· messing with them by acting like a fan who’s never met them
· like at one point you buy a poster of each one of them and go up to them and you’re like “i’m a big fan, may I get an autograph”, which makes them roll their eyes
· dude they’re also both so playful. Always cracking jokes and even competing to see who’ll come up with the best joke
· the three of you always know you have a home with the two others, and that you can always openly talk about your problems and insecurities without fearing each other’s reactions
· I think sam is the one that has a harder time asking for help. so you and joaquín are more attentive to his body language and any other signs that might reveal that he’s feeling down
· it breaks your heart because he was always taking care of you, joaquín and everyone else, and you needed him to know he was important too
· you decide one day that the three of you should go on vacation every once in a while, because you’d all been working so hard and deserved a little peace
· (also bc shitless sam and shirtless torres)
· imagine eventually they’d give you their dog tags as a way of proposing 🥺 i’m melting
· you had a little ceremony while on a tropical vacation with your closest friends and your pets and had the time of your lives
· you knew you technically couldn’t legally get married, but that didn’t matter. You wouldn’t have it any other way
NSFW headcanons
· now let’s get into the filthy stuff
· whenever you act up, you usually do it around joaquín, because you knew he’d have a harder time saying no or disciplining you
· and he knew you were using that to your advantage, he saw right through it
· yet most of the time it worked
· sam was more of a no nonsense type of person, so if you wanted to break the rules and act like a big girl, he was going to treat you like one
· sam is the ultimate brat tamer and you can’t convince me otherwise
· as a punishment, he loved making you ride his thigh (have y’all seen this man’s thighs? three course meal), but not letting you cum
· whenever you’d whine or pout, he’d remind you that you brought this on yourself
· while joaquín would try to get him to go easy on you, because he took pity on you and kinda has a soft spot for you
· until one day you made the mistake of pushing him too far
· maybe you’d felt like they weren’t giving enough attention, so you threatened to go get it somewhere else. Maybe you even brought up how you could go to that one friend who had a crush on you (you definitely weren’t going to, but you knew how to push their buttons)
· whether you were planning on following through with that threat of not didn’t matter
· you got the punishment of your life on that day
· he’d edged you for hours, to the point where you were crying and trembling and begging him to cum
· so he made you cum, non-stop
· “you wanted me to let you cum, didn’t you? Now take it like a good girl”
· even sam is SHOOK, now he almost took pity on you
· by the time they’re done with you you can barely remember your own name
· they took you to pound town 😌
· ALSO, you’re all switches, and sometimes you enjoy cuffing one of them or being the one giving out the orders
· I’ve said this before and I’ll say it again, torres has a praise kink and LOVES being called a good boy
· Sam has one as well, but it’s more discreet
· likes being told how good he’s making the two of you feel, how no one else can do it like him
· ok but aftercare with them would be so soft
· you’re all super attentive to each other’s needs and usually know if it’s time for a bubble bath and cuddles or if you want to be held and drift to sleep
· lazy morning sex!!! just the three of you taking your time, exploring each other without a rush and not worrying about the outside world
· if they’re on a mission together and have a bit of free time, expect lots of nudes and teasing
· or sometimes even videos, which you find not fair because they have each other and you’re all alone
· NFJDNVEF imagine you buy them one of those clone a willy kits as a joke 💀💀💀 but you end up actually using them
· you know how they gave you their dog tags? yeah it drives them crazy whenever they’re fucking you or you’re riding them and they see the tags bounce
· especially those times where you’d wake them up in the middle of the night because you had a wet dream and couldn’t wait till the next morning. Where the only light entering your room would be provided by the moon, sometimes shining on the tags they gave you
· … imagine sometimes two of you decide to team up against the third and compete to see who’ll give them more orgasms 👀the loser has to do whatever the winner wants
· Jdfvfds lord this is such a long mess i’m so sorry
· in conclusion, there would never be a dull moment with those two and they’d be the sweetest, gentlest partners
Tags: @bury-my-love-inthe-moondust
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fan-fantasies · 4 years
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Can i get a ship with exo, monsta x and ateez? I'm petite and chubby, I also have a of tattoo disney leg sleeve. Planning to get more in the future. I'm pretty awkward, but once I get comfy with people I'm super sarcastic. I sometimes play video games, but mostly read books/comics, i love anything that's artistic. Like music, drawing, and painting. I love it. Thank you love, have a good day/night. (Wherever you are)
Hey anon! Thank you for requesting! Can we like, be friends? Cause my love for Disney is great and I hope to get Disney tattoos at some point in my life... I really hope you like it, I’m sorry if its a little short. I’m so tired, I haven’t been sleeping well but all I wanna do is write. I hope you enjoy! <3 Breezy
Kai
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I always have at least one gut feeling any time I’m writing these and this is one of them. I just think for some reason it would be really cute and kinda wholesome. 
I feel like both of you would have like cute moments together, like the two of you would be spending a day reader together and that would just be really cute. I can imagine you’re sitting on the couch reading your favorite book while waiting for Kai to come home. You would hear the door open and see him walk into the house, looking sleepy and worn out. You went to close your book ready to make him something to eat so he can rest but he would shake his head. He would tell you to stay where you are, he would disappear for a few minutes and come back freshly showered and dressed in his comfortable clothes. His own book in his hand. He would flop next to you on the couch, pull you close, and then join you in reading a book. It would be a nice silence though, comforting. I think if you were playing video games instead of reading, I think he would join you in playing. Especially if he had a long day I think he would like relaxing with you. 
I think he would like your sarcastic ways, I think he would find it cute that you can be that way with anyone. Whether it be when you’re with him and the other members of EXO, or if for some reason you’re with him while he’s with the members of Super M. I think he would just love seeing you get sarcastic with them, especially if they deserved it or if they weren’t expecting it. I feel like if you met all his friends for the first time, they would see you and think you were just a shy, sweet girl, then boom a sarcastic remark. It would throw them all off guard and just make Kai really proud. It would be kinda funny, especially if everyone was thrown off guard, though I have a feeling not all of them would be but the ones that were would be speechless. Kai would just put his arm around your waist and pull you close to him, maybe putting a gentle kiss on your head. 
Monsta X
Minhyuk
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I won’t lie, I love this man, he’s not my bias but he’s a pretty close second. I’m pretty sure he would love you for literally everything. He will like to watch you with hearts in his eyes, this man would just be so happy to have you. 
I think he would really love your artistic side, he would absolutely want you to draw him as often as possible or would be down to be your model. It would be kinda silly honestly, I can’t express it enough. Every time he sees you drawing he would be at your side begging you to draw him. If he catches you drawing another member, oh man, get ready for pouty Minhyuk. He would look over your shoulder, hoping to see that you were sketching him while he wasn’t looking but when he saw that you were doing quick sketches of Shownu. He would instantly get clingy, he would wrap his arms around you and put his head on your shoulder. He nuzzles his face into your neck, where this wasn’t uncommon you knew why he was acting this way. He would pout about it for a few minutes before he would finally tell you why he was pouty. 
I also feel like he would sing to you whenever he gets the chance, doesn’t matter what you’re doing. Cooking dinner? He’s singing for you. You’re taking a shower and he’s getting ready to leave for a rehearsal? He’s singing to you. You’re having trouble sleeping? He will happily sing you to sleep. It would be the sweetest thing. 
I can actually picture one thing. I imagine that you’re spending the night at their dorm. You would be having a hard time sleeping. Minhyuk would be by your side, holding you close cuddling with you in his bed. He would be singing softly, his voice soothing you and sleeping. He would see you asleep in his arms but he would continue to hum, just encase you could still hear you. He would just be looking at your peaceful face, he wouldn’t notice one of the members coming in to tell both of you that dinner was ready. Though when they see the two of you, they would leave quietly, not wanting to disturb. 
Ateez
Yeosang
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You two would be the sass couple. Hear me out, your sarcasm, his savageness. Tag team sass. Like it would be insane. 
Imagine spending the day with him, finally getting time alone where the others aren’t screaming or being insane. Though that had only lasted a few hours until Wooyoung returns with Yunho, you honestly expected Wooyoung would tease his best friend. So the second he saw the two of you on the couch, cuddling and watching a movie, he would start teasing him. Yeosang would try to pay no mind to his loud-mouthed friend. You would make a comment along the lines of “did you hear something?” Which would, I will bet, make Yeosang giggle a bit and play along. Wooyoung would be in utter shock that you were just as sassy as his best friend. Yunho would honestly be dying of laughter. You would snuggle closer to Yeosang and just kinda brush off the two. 
I also can imagine the two of you playing games together, I think it would be really cute. It would be like a cute competition. Like I can imagine cute things like you need to distract him so you kiss his cheek flustering him causing him to lose. Or like he would tickle your sides in homes to distract you long enough. I feel like if any of the members walked into the room seeing this they would leave because of cuteness overload. Oh my goodness, it would be so freaking cute. Like, change my mind! Or I can picture Yeosang playing games and holding you into him. You would be sitting between his legs, his arms wrapped around your waist and his chin would be on your shoulder. All I can say is relationship goals. 
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icyhobi · 7 years
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Take It Like A Puppy (M)
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Summary: You and Hoseok have been best friends since you were young. Your friendship with him, was struck as odd since you were a cat hybrid, while he was a dog hybrid. But that didn’t matter, that is until you both start attending university. What happens when one of you unexpectedly goes into heat?
Pairing: Jhope x Reader
Genre: Smut (M), hybrid!au, Cat hybrid reader, Dog hybrid Jhope
Word Count : 5.5k
A/N: This story contains graphic descriptions of sex, cum play, bondage, oral, etc. Heavy dom/sub undertones. Lmao this is just a sinful read. I’m a sucker for hybrid aus, so i had to make one ;) Anywho, this is a mature read! You have been warned!
You’ve known Hoseok since you were nine years old. At the time, you were just a quiet little kitten, who didn’t have many friends. Hoseok, was an annoying hyperactive puppy, who everybody adored in your class. He didn’t really bother you that much, until you became desk partners. That’s when he thought it was okay to pop your ‘personal space bubble’ and sniff you, every second he got.
“Why do you keep trying to smell me!” the nine-year-old you shouted. This was the third time you caught him in the act, ever since you became seat mates a week ago.
“I’m part canine! That’s what we always do!” Hoseok explained, with a smile on his face. He didn’t really know you that much, only that you were always super quiet. But he wanted to change that, he wanted a feline as a friend for once.
“Well can you stop? Its kinda weird,” you replied uncomfortably.
Including you, there were only two other cat hybrids in your class, the rest were a split between bunny, dog, and fox hybrids. Thus, you were extremely uncomfortable with this puppy trying to get up all in your space. Besides, you were quite afraid of dog hybrids since they could become aggressive easily.
“No, you’re weird,” the puppy joked.
You finally turn to glare at him, then let a hiss seethe through your teeth.
This causes the puppy to whimper in defense, not meaning to offend you. “I didn’t mean it in a bad way!”
“Then why else would you say it?” you snapped back at him, even though you felt a small tug of guilt when he whimpered.
“Because I wanted to be friends with you… so I tried to make you laugh” he pouted.
Your eyes widen at his response. He really wanted to be friends with you? No one really wanted to even get to know you.
“Why would you wanna be friends with me?” you asked softly.
Hoseok instantly smiles and says “Because you don’t really talk to anyone that much. And you look really nice, so I wanna be friends.”
“You do?”
“Yea!”
You couldn’t help but let out a smile, happy that you made a new friend.
“Okay, lets be friends then.”
Ever since then, you two had become best friends. Hoseok stuck close to you at all times, always talking about the littlest of things, while you would listen silently with a smile. He was the one who would do most of the talking, but you didn’t mind. There were a couple of instances however, where you two would fight over your species.
Cat and Dog hybrids tended to not get along very well, but you guys worked. Your friendship struck many others as odd, but you both didn’t care what they thought. And that’s why you two decided to become roommates, at the University’s hybrid residence.
You didn’t change much in personality since you were little however, you did open up a bit more to strangers. Hoseok on the other hand, was still loud and annoying, but also started to become more of a flirter, along with his group of friends. You had heard rumors from people on campus about how good he was in bed, to which you would mentally cringe at. You’ve been best friends since you were so young, and hearing that kind of stuff, always wanted to make you gag.
To be fair though, you weren’t immune to his good looks. No matter how hard you would try to ignore that fact, it was inevitable. Even last week when he came out of the shower, you were practically blushing when you realized he had no shirt on. His toned and lean muscles made your cheeks burn, to which Hoseok acted oblivious too. The nerve that man had.
Today however, you were completely alone at your apartment. It was Friday night, and Hoseok decided to have a ‘bro’ night with a couple of his good friends. You actually knew both of the guys he was hanging out with. They were in that very class you became friends with Hoseok all those years ago, and now attended the same university as you. One of them was named Kim Taehyung, who was a dog hybrid, just like Hoseok. The other was a bunny hybrid named Jeon Jungkook, who honestly acted more like a dog, rather than a bunny. That’s probably why he got along with both Taehyung and Hoseok well.
You didn’t mind that he left you alone, since you were rather independent. But you couldn’t help but feel a bit bored in your shared apartment. You couldn’t even watch some tv to kill time, since Hoseok broke it by accident while cleaning. Somehow, he made your flat-screen tip over and fall on its face. It didn’t bother you too much, since he promised to buy a new one.
Still, it was just so damn quiet…
But then you remembered; you could just watch a movie on Hoseok’s laptop. He already had many movies downloaded on it, so you could just pick through his selection. He gave you the password to access his laptop prior, since he felt bad about breaking the tv, so it couldn’t hurt.
You head over to his room, and spot the laptop at his study desk. You bring it out with you in the living room, then plop down on the couch to get comfortable. You open it and quickly type in the password, only to be greeted by a sight that almost made you drop it.
On the screen was a woman, who you supposed was a bunny hybrid. She was completely naked, with her huge breasts bouncing around everywhere as she rode a carrot like dildo.
What the fuck?!? you mentally screamed. Since when was Hoseok into bunny porn?
But as the video continued playing, you almost wanted to piss your pants when she literally grabbed a carrot, and started to eat it while over exaggerating her moans.
“Oh my god, I can’t believe he gets off to this,” you laughed, smiling to yourself.
Yea, you’d definitely question him about this when you saw him again.
“So how’s your kitten?” Jungkook teased, while the three of them were walking out of the bar.
“Are you talking about Y/N?” Taehyung curiously asked.
“Fuck yea, who else?” the bunny smirked.
“You guys…” Hoseok sighed while scratching his soft floppy ears. “Why do you always think I’m fucking Y/N?”
All four of you were in the same classes since elementary school. However, you weren’t that close with them, besides Hoseok. So they always saw you with him, and assumed you two had a thing going on since you were kids.
“Uhh maybe because you’ve been friends since forever, and you guys are also roommates,” Jungkook said cheekily.
“Not that we’re judging you, cause damn, I’d let her ride me any day. And that’s a lot coming from me, cause I can’t stand cats.” Taehyung said while closing his eyes in imagination.
“Ditto on that, except I’ll have her lay on the bed and pound into her non-stop,” Jungkook snickers.
“What the fuck guys, I still can’t believe I’m friends with you,” Hoseok says, while he shook his head laughing. He then continued, “Y/N is practically like a sister to me.” But even as he said that, it was obvious he was lying.
“Oh please, stop with the bullshit Hobi. We know if you got the chance, you’d totally fuck her.”
“Yea imagine if she was on her heat, just begging you.” the bunny added. “When is your heat anyway?”
Hoseok exhaled a deep breath before he said, “It’s coming up real soon.”
“Are you gonna take your pill suppressants?” Taehyung questioned, with his blonde ears flopping in curiosity.
There was a small smirk playing on his face, before he suggestively replied;
“Nope.”
“Hey Hobi,” you greeted him softly, as he had just returned home to your apartment.
Hoseok’s ears instantly shot up in happiness to your voice. He hastily took of his sneakers before running towards you, from your spot on the couch.
Oh great, better grace for impact… you sighed in your head, just before he tackled you. Your back was now flat against the couch, as he was on his knees, having his upper torso embrace you in a hug. He has no shame as he snuggles his face in the crook of your neck, inhaling your scent.
The feeling tickles you, so you start trying to stifle your laughter. “Hobi get off! It tickles!”
Instead of listening to you, he just rubs his face against your neck harder. “But you always smell so good!”
“You’re invading my personal space,” you said, trying to sound annoyed.
“Yea well, I’m part dog so I think I have an excuse.”
You grunt in irritation, but let him have his way of cuddling you. Dog hybrids were always so touchy-feely as it was in their DNA, so you just let him be. However, you still wanted to tease him a little because of that video on his laptop you saw.
“Hobi…” you purred.
He could feel his throat stricken up, from the seductive tone you were using. He still has his face nudged in your neck when he stammers, “Yeah?”
“So…” you say, while lightly scratching the dark furry ears that were atop of his head. “Since when did you have a thing for bunnies?”
“What do you mean?” he says while furrowing his eyebrows.
“Well, I kinda saw this cute bunny girl on your laptop. And she was having the time of her life riding a big juicy carrot.” you teased, trying your best not to laugh.
Hoseok’s face instantly heats up, as he continues to hide his face from you. “Jungkook sent that to me!” he spoke with an embarrassed voice.
“Aww, you don’t have to be shy about it. I won’t judge.”
He stays silent, so you pester him further, “I mean, I don’t blame you. Jungkook’s also a bunny hybrid, and he’s pretty hot.”
His hold on you tightens, as you said that. You thought Jungkook was attractive? What about him? He was good looking to! Why didn’t you say anything like that about him?
“What do you mean by that?” he said with a low voice.
There’s a faint smirk on your face, because you knew you managed to get under his skin. “I don’t know, maybe that I’d let him rut against me…” you taunted.
What the hell is she talking about?!? Why would she let him, when I’m around!?
Hoseok was having an internal battle with his head with your lewd words. What had gotten into you? But before he could even stop himself, he blurted out, “Would you let me?”
What!?!? Did he just ask if I’d let him fuck me? Where the hell did that come from?!
You just wanted to tease Hoseok a little, but you never intended it to turn out this way. You started to feel yourself blush at his question, and couldn’t stand being in this position any longer.
“I d-didn’t mean…” you trail of quietly. What had you actually even meant?
You were too flustered at this point, so you attempted to push him off of you. The only problem was, he didn’t comply and just held on tighter.
“Hoseok can you get off of me?” you say, trying your best to sound aggressive.
“No.”
“E-excuse me?”
“Why don’t you answer my question first?” he said with a dark voice.
What the hell was his problem? It almost sounded as if he was getting mad, but you didn’t even do anything wrong!
“Get off, now.” you demanded. But in reality, you were scared your voice would waver because of how fast your heart was beating.
“Then why don’t you be a good little kitten, and tell me why you’d choose him over me? You don’t think I’m a good enough mate?” he growled back at you.
W-what… did he really just growl at me?!? You’ve never seen Hoseok become so aggressive before, especially with you. So you stayed still, not knowing what to say.
Your silence makes him inpatient, so instead of snuggling, he sticks his tongue out and starts licking the side of your neck.
You’re in compete shock over his actions; he tended to ignore space issues, but he’s never done this before. And when he starts to harshly suck on your skin, you let out a quiet moan.
This drives his hormones insane, so he quickly stands up to trap you. His arms are on either side of your head as he hovers above you. He chooses to lick and suck on your jawline now, and when you try to withhold another moan, he grinds his crotch against you.
What was he doing? How had things turned out like this? But, why were you even letting him continue? You two were best friends and if you let this go on even further, it could damage your friendship.
You close your eyes tightly, as you regretfully stammer “H-hoseok, stop.”
This instantly makes the dog boy freeze, and he pushes up on his arms to look at you. Your eyes were closed shut, as your cheeks were flushed a bright red. You were biting your lip harshly as your fluffy black ears were pulled back a little, indicating you were stressed.
What had he done? Scared that if he stared at you any longer, he wouldn’t be able to control himself from you. So, he choked out a guilty “sorry” before he got up and dashed to his room, slamming the door.
You stay still on the couch. Why did you edge him on so much, and try to make him jealous? What had come over both of you?
But what mortified you the most; was that you didn’t want him to stop.
It had been two days since that incident had occurred. It was now Sunday, and were starting to become extremely worried. Your usually hyperactive dog friend had locked himself in his room, not even coming out once.
He would practically starve himself in there, if you didn’t do anything soon. But you didn’t even know how to approach him. You would be to embarrassed to face him again, since you were having wet dreams about him after the events of Friday took place.
But you did feel a bit bad though, since it was partially your fault he was locked up in there. If you just didn’t go to far with your teasing, none of that would have ever happened. So deciding you should relieve the tension, you tip-toe your way to his door. You knock on it gently, before voicing out to him.
“Hoseok, are you okay?” you ask worryingly.
You hear some shuffling from a squeaking from his bed springs, before he speaks. “Yea I’m fine.”
His voice sounded dry and hoarse, almost as if he was in pain. This just made you more concerned, so you speak out again. “Are you s-sure? Can you come out please?”
“I’m sure. I just don’t feel like coming out.” he wavers.
“Okay, can I come in them?” you ask with your hand on the doorknob.
“N-no!” you heard him choke out.
Surprised, you question him, “Why?”
“Because I don’t want you to come in!”
Is he mad at me? No! I want my happy and annoying Hobi!
Distressed, you exclaim through the door, “Hoseok please! I’m sorry about what happened on Friday, lets just talk this out.” He doesn’t reply, so you slowly twist the handle.
“I said don’t fucking come in!”
“Like hell I won’t!” you shout, then swing open his door quickly, then closing it behind you. You turn around to face him, and then instantly turn back facing the wall covering your face.
Hoseok was sitting on his bed, completely naked. His back was against the headboard of the bed, as a collar was attached to his neck. There was a long metal chain hooked to his collar, that was securely locked on the headboard. This allowed only for him to move just a little, before the chain would hold him back by his neck.
But then it all made sense as to why he was acting so weird. Why he got so horny and possessive all of a sudden; it was because he was in heat.
Your face is bright red, but you manage to stutter, “Hoseok, are you in your heat?”
He groans at the sound of your voice, “Yea…”
“Do you have your pills?”
“I lost them.”
What? How could he be so careless? Every hybrid needs to be prepared for their heat early in advance, to keep them and others safe. But he is just sitting there, without a partner to help him, or pills to suppress his hormones. Which was practically like torturing yourself.
“What the hell Hoseok! Do you need me to get Seulgi to help you?”
“No.”
“But doesn’t she usually help you in your heats? If you want, I can get Yoona instead then.”
“I don’t want any of them.”
“Well out of the countless people I know you’ve slept with…” you seethed, then continued, “pick one and I’ll call them to help you.”
“Y/N…”
“Yea?”
“Turn around,” he spoke with a low voice.
“W-what? Why?” you stuttered in confusion.
“Cause I only want you to help me.”
WHAT!?! NO NO NOO! That is not happening, you screamed to yourself mentally. You know that hybrids will tend to say bizarre things, just so they could get someone to fuck them during their heats. And you knew that was the case for Hoseok as well, but you felt a big urge to listen to his request.
“Stop speaking nonsense,” you wavered.
You heard him growl before he spoke, “Y/N stop being a fucking a pussy and get your fine ass over here.”
You took a deep breath, trying not to get too frustrated with him. You put your hand on the doorknob getting ready to leave. “I’ll call someone to he-”
“No!” he choked out in desperation. “Please Y/N, you don’t know how b-bad it hurts! Please just help me!”
Him being restrained and begging, literally made you feel as if you were on fire. You’re positive you’ve most likely soaked through your panties just to his voice.
“Please! I beg of you, just jerk me off at least! I have my leash on, so I can’t even try anything on you…” he pleaded with fake emotion. He knew being aggressive wasn’t working with you, so he had to change up his act. And by the way he saw you pause at the door, trying to rub your thighs together, he knew it was working.
Understanding how painful it could be, you figured it would do no harm if you just jerked him off. After that, you would leave and get someone else to help him.
Complying, you turned around to face the sexy sight of him again. You slowly walked forward, and chose to sit on the edge of his bed, right beside him. “I’m only jerking you off once, then I’ll get someone else.”
Hoseok smirks, and then replied with “Alright.”
You try to calm your nerves as you look over his irresistible body. He was toned in all the right places, and the small dark trail of hair below his belly button, lead you to the mouth watering sight of his hot red dick.
Okay Y/N you got this! you thought, trying to encourage yourself.
You bite your lip as you tentatively reach out, and put a finger at the tip of his cock. That alone makes him moan out, a sound that was so heavenly to your fluffy ears. You decide to tease him more by slowly rubbing your finger in slow circles, where the slit was.
He’s letting out whimpers, and it was one of the biggest turn on’s you’ve ever heard. There was already a bit of precum leaking through his slit, that you were tempted to lick.
You look up to see that Hoseok was gripping the bedsheets with a deathly grip, while his eyes were closed in pleasure by your motions. So that’s when you decided to surprise him.
With a smirk, you leant down till your face was right beside his painfully hard dick, then gave small kitten licks up along his length; from the base to his tip. You’re happy when he scrunches in pleasure from the feeling of your tongue.
“Y/N…” he panted. He opens his eyes to see your pretty face hovering over his cock. “C-can you please suck me off?” he asked, with hopefulness laced in his voice.
This causes you to let out a cheshire grin, as you were feeling a bit devious today. There was a big stereotype that cat hybrids were kind of assholes, since they looked so independent and always could be so conniving. You however, thought that maybe you could use that to your advantage today. Coming up with a plan, you winked at him.
“Okay Hobi, I’ll suck your dick. But you have to be a good little doggy, and keep your hands to yourself. Okay?”
Ohh she’s good… he thought silently. He would let you play your games for now, but he knew he would get his way soon enough.
“Alright, kitten.”
And with that said, you leaned down and slowly started to sink your mouth down on his dick. When your nose hits the soft patch of black hair on his pelvis, you raise your hands to play with his balls. He lets out a loud deep moan when you hollow your cheeks, sucking on his dick like a popsicle.
“Ahh fuck Y/N, you’re so good with your mouth,” he praised in pleasure.
His compliments only fuel your hunger for him, so you let go with of his cock with a ‘pop’ noise, then start kissing each side of it. You add your tongue into the mix, and since you were part cat, it was a bit rougher than normal tongues, intensifying the pleasure.
“Ahh fuck!” Hoseok grunted. At that moment he decided, getting head from cat hybrids were the best; more specially, by you. He has the biggest urge to grab and touch you, but he doesn’t wanna break your rules.
“Baby I need more,” he whimpered. He couldn’t handle being submissive, especially during his heat. He needed to be in control, no teasing, just straight to the good stuff.
Hearing him call you ‘baby’ almost makes you lose your composure, since you secretly loved being called that. Glancing upwards to his flushed expression, you decide to play nice and give him what he wanted.
He cries out when you momentarily stand up, and leave his dick hanging. But all protests die down when he sees you close your eyes to calm your nerves, then slowly reach under your skirt to pull your panties off.
He licks his lips when he see’s the evident sticky stain on your underwear, and instantly wants to have a taste of you. You then reach under your shirt to unbuckle your bra, and manage pull it off without taking your top off. You still wore your skirt and shirt, just with no undergarments.
Hoseok’s mouth was watering at the sight of your already hardened nipples from underneath your shirt. And with his heightened senses, the scent of you was driving him insane, tempting him to just ravish you.
“Alright Hobi, only since you’re such a good little doggy.” You then climb up onto the bed and stand on your knees, straddling his hips. You use your long fluffy black tail, to steady his cock right in front of your entrance. Your soaked, so when you sink down onto him, it slides in with ease.
You wait for a couple of seconds, adjusting to his size, before you slowly start to rock your hips against his.
“Nghh, you feel so good Hobi,” you moan out, as you ride him.
“Baby you’re the one who feels amazing,” he groans. “Your small little pussy is so tight and wet for me, and I didn’t even have to touch you.”
Your cheeks are on fire, since you know its true. Just the sight of him like this, and his voice had you soaked.
You go to grab his hands that were gripping the bedsheets, and guide them under your shirt to your breasts.
“Aghh Hoseok!” you cry out, when he grips them harshly and toys with your erect nipples.
“Mmm, such a good little kitty,” he says seductively, then removes one hand from your shirt and goes to smack your ass.
“Nahh!” you mewled out, as he slapped your ass another time. After that, he slowly rubbed the sore flesh in soothing circles.
While he still was rubbing your butt, you decide to wrap your arms around his broad shoulders as he thrusts up into you, to help you out.
This continues for another ten minutes, before Hoseok’s thrusting starts to become crazily fast and hard. You’re practically flying into the air as he snaps his hips up into you, but he held you down securely with his arms.
“I’m close,” he panted, frantically.
Perfect… you thought mischievously. You untangle yourself from his strong arms, and then ask him to slow down for a second. Even though he protested it, he still complied to your wish. As soon as he slowed down enough, you hopped off his dick and stood right beside the bed, giving him a taunting smile.
“What the fuck are doing?” he yelled out, clearly frustrated that you stopped right before he was about to come.
“Well…” you said innocently. “I kinda wanted to get back at you, for ignoring me these past couple of days, so imma leave you here for a bit. Don’t worry, I’ll call someone to come and take care of you. You’ll only have to wait around hour.”
“What the fuck? You can’t be serious Y/N!” he shrieked in disbelief.
“I’ll see ya when you’re done!” you winked at him cheerfully, then turned around. You knew you were being cruel, but he partially deserved it. Him ignoring you, made you freak and assume he was mad at you. You were so worried about him, but he just continued to hide himself angrily in his room.
“Fucking unchain me right now!” he demanded.
The reason someone needed a partner during their heat, was because they couldn’t satisfy their sexual needs by themselves. This meant that, he couldn’t cum by masturbating by himself. He needed a partner. So that’s why you felt a bit bad at the sound of him struggling, but you knew he would eventually get over it.
His howling and screaming continues, but you try your best to ignore it as you slowly make your way to the door on wobbly legs.
C’mon Y/N almost there! Don’t go back, no matter how amazing it felt…
You’re just about to reach his door, until you hear the metal chains that were restraining him, protest with a loud snap.
You turn your head and see Hoseok charging directly towards you, after he managed to break the leash that was on his neck. You try to bolt, but he grabs you by your tail, yanking it hard. You cry in pain, but he picks you up bridal style and throws you roughly back to his bed.
You bounce on it with a shriek, and then Hoseok came quick to tower over you.
“Uhh… s-sorry?” you stuttered, trying to sound innocent. Though, you rather nervous and extremely excited for what was to happen next.
“How cute. But I won’t let you off easy,” he mocks, then grabs you by your waist to spin you around so that you were on your hands and knees.
“Now…” he growled then tugged your hair back, so he could speak in your ear. “Why don’t you be a good little kitten and take it like a puppy, okay?”
You don’t complain as you arch your back, sticking your ass out nicely on display for him. He takes no time to waste and thrusts into you from behind, in doggy-style position. You both instantly moan out at the feeling, as the new position caused him to go deeper into you with each brutal thrust.
Wanting to feel more of you, he rips your shirt in shreds, much to your complaint. His bare chest was against your bare back now, and he hooked one arm to hold you by your waist, and another to grope your breasts. As he continues to slam into you, he licks the side juncture of your shoulder and then bites down on it.
“Ahh Hoseok!” you cried out, at the harsh bite.
He decides to play nice, then snakes down the hand that was holding your waist, to start rubbing your clit. You cry out again from the overwhelming pleasure he was giving, and try to snap your hips to meet his thrusts, causing both of you to spill out in a moaning mess.
“I-I’m close!” you panted.
“M-me too,” he replied breathlessly.
His thrusts become increasingly hard, to the point where you’re sure you would have bruises, but then your walls finally clench down tightly on his dick.
“Hoseok!” you screamed out in ecstasy, as he helps you ride out your orgasm.
Right after, felt his release coming too so he pulled out of you and jerked himself a couple of times, before shooting his hot load all over your back.
You collapsed down onto your stomach, completely worn out. Hoseok doesn’t say anything, as he goes to lick up his own cum from your back. The sensation feels oddly soothing, so you let him clean you up.
When he’s done, he lays down beside you, making you turn to face him. He has a big bright smile on his handsome face, as he goes in to kiss you. You could taste his cum from his mouth, but you didn’t mind a single bit as you wrap your arms around his shoulders and neck.
The kiss was full of passion and lust, and you found yourself smiling into it.
You break off first, coming up to breathe in some air.
Hoseok on the other hand, continued to smile as he spills, “I have a confession to make.”
You looked at him curiously, before you asked, “Like what?”
“I purposely didn’t take my heat suppressant pills,” he smiled.
“W-what? You didn’t lose them?” you asked, completely bewildered.
“No,” he said cheekily. He then pointed towards his nightstand. “They’re in the first drawer.”
You hastily sit up and lean over to open the first drawer, and saw that he was right. You pull out the pills, and give it a shake, to hear that there were still many left in the bottle.
“Why would you do that?” you asked in confusion.
“Because I wanted a partner to help me.”
“But then why didn’t you let me call someone?”
He laughs, while he says with the brightest smile ever, “Because I only wanted you, silly”
What?!! Is he serious? No he can’t be, it must be his heat talking… you sighed in your head. You honestly wished that was true, since you could feel butterflies in your stomach when he said that.
“That’s your heat talking, Hobi,” you smiled a bit sadly.
He doesn’t reply, instead he flicks you on your forehead.
“Oww! What was that for?” you pouted.
“Because your so naïve.”
“How?”
“Because it’s obvious I have feelings for you.”
“W-what?” you choked out.
“Y/N, my heat started last night…” he trailed off. When he see’s your eyes widen in realization, he continued, “That means when I started licking you up and grinding against you on Friday, it wasn’t because I was experiencing symptoms of my heat, but it was because I was jealous. I was jealous that you said you would let Jungkook do things to you, and not me. I became possessive, and wanted to keep you to myself.”
“Hoseok…”
He doesn’t let you continue as he speaks, “I started to ignore you a bit these past couple of weeks, because I wanted you to miss me. I wanted you to want me.”
But I do want you…
“I’m always prepared for my heats, so I purposely locked myself up, knowing that you would become worried and check up on me.”
“Well how would you have known that?” you questioned.
“Because…” he smiled. “I know how sweet my kitten is.”
You’ve never had your heart flutter so much before, and it was truly overwhelming. You were blushing like crazy, but you then cupped his cheeks and kissed him again.
“I really did miss you,” you said warmly.
“So, do you wanna go out on a date when my heat is done?” he asked you nervously.
Seeing him so nervous, was completely heart warming. So you kissed him again reassuringly, before you sweetly said, “I’d love that.”
You were gonna head in to kiss him one more time, before you stuck your finger to his lips. “But on one condition…”
“And what might that be?”
“You’ll have to help me out on my heats, deal?” you teased.
He doesn’t reply, as he rolls over with a predatory smirk, so he could climb on top of you. He traps you with his arms and spreads your legs again using his own before saying;
“Deal.”
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mm you should do 1,2,7 and 9 for Raimi and Yutani!
(this got kinda long and rambly, woops)
Raimi
1. Physical weak spots : Raimi is actually pretty chill when it comes to pain, so no particular spot come to mind? He is, however, completely unable certain types of pain. He REALLY isn’t a fan of needles and anything sharp and pointy. Punch him in the face, he won’t care. But just getting something like a flu shot makes him want to die.
2. Emotional/moral weak spots: Raimi gets super emotional at movie happy endings. He likes the occasional romance, but what always gets him is the kind of stories where the heroes spend the whole thing fighting and suffering against a tyrannical system, and at the end manage to get the happy, peaceful life they wanted. He finds it inspiring! Pretty easily swayed by big inspiration speeches. His friends matter SO MUCH to him too. Sometimes he’s just chilling with Weyland and Yutani, and they aren’t even doing anything interesting, and he just starts thinking about how much he loves them and gets kind of emotional. :P Also cute dog videos.
7. Tickle spots: [just gestures at Raimi in general] All.
9. Humiliating memories: Raimi was absolutely the kind of kid/teenager who got into A LOT of shit because of stupid dares. Both from friends, and from non-friends. He has injured himself pretty badly a whole bunch of times, and whenever it happened he just found it so embarrassing. When he’s older he’s a lot harder to humiliate tbh, but the one time he tried bondage with his then girlfriend and Yutani walked in on them by accident ranks pretty high on his list of embarrassing moments. Not because he particularly cares about Yutani or Weyland seeing him in sexual situations (the apartment is tiny, it’s bound to happen from time to time), and not exactly because of the kink. More because he reacted by forgetting his feet were tied, tried to get up, and fell face first on the floor.
Yutani
1. Physical weak spots : He broke his wrist really badly as a kid, and while it healed up well enough there are days where it sometimes kinda hurt! It’s his main hand too, so he’s kinda forced to take care of it and it’s pretty hard to ignore. Otherwise, the one you wrote about his nose was super good, so I’m keeping that too!
2. Emotional/moral weak spots: Anything involving abused kids and the foster care system in general. He gets VERY emotional and angry if you ask him about it. While he was lucky and was eventually adopted by a really good family who took great care of him, by the time that happened he had been through a lot of shit. He really loves kids; he’s damn good with them and he just wants to protect them. If anyone he knew had a kid eventually, he would be the COOLEST uncle. :D He has a huge soft spot for found family stories, both real and fictional; he absolutely love his parents, but Weyland and Raimi are his family too, and he can’t imagine his life without them.
7. Tickle spots: The ribs! Overall he’s not super ticklish, but holy shit the ribs. Tbh trying to tickle Yutani is a bit of a dangerous challenge because he will elbow you in the face. Doesn’t stop Raimi and Weyland from trying their luck from time to time though :P (Raimi has a theory that his feet would probably be a week spot too, but no one has ever dared to confirm because that would sure would be a good way to get kicked in the head repeatedly.)
9. Humiliating memories: For an absurdly long time, Yutani held hope that his biological parents would come back and take him home. He couldn’t even remember them, but he was 100% convinced that they would eventually be there for him… The day he realized it wasn’t going to happen, he felt so stupid and hurt. It wasn’t a public humiliation, but more of a quiet, hopeless, embarassing moment for himself. He sometimes got bullied and teased by other kids at school too, because he was awkward and quiet and wasn’t good at making friends. After awhile he just stopped trying to socialize with anyone and gave up. It was easier to pick fights than to be friendly.
He did try to force himself to have sex once, with a girl he saw as a close friend? And look, the thing is, he’s not sex-repulsed, but this was so awkward and stressful he couldn’t bring himself to do it. He panicked, made up some shitty excuse and pretty much fled the room. It was terrible.
(also i posted this one too, so in case you might’ve missed it!)
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