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#I'm having a moment please excuse my degenerate ranting
forwomenbiwomen ยท 4 months
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#I'm having a moment please excuse my degenerate ranting#Baby fever has hit me HARD and FAST#A real life baby would basically ruin me rn but the demons ๐Ÿ˜ฉ#I would be such a good mother I know it in my heart and soul and mind#I have incredible role models and support and I would do and be everything in my power to make sure it's healthy#Is this evolution??? Like innate????? Idk it feels like it#The demons........ ๐Ÿ˜ˆ#Idk but I've wanted kids since I realised I could#I had a wonderful sweet safe happy childhood and I know I'm biased (?) but still#I'm also committed to dressing them comfortably (not femininely) bcs god KNOWS that kids wanna romp#Idk the idea of starting a family makes me want to live my life to the absolute fullest so that they#(2 kids max I know my limits)#Can have a mother who's well-rounded and prepared and happy and educated and stable#I also want to be a teacher so my affinity for kids extends to that#I think they're neat!#I'm EXTREMELY empathetic and a quick thinker and I just love the creativity and knowledge and patience that's needed for dealing with them#The demons ๐Ÿ˜ฉ๐Ÿ˜ซ#No kids until my boyfriend has fucking PROVEN himself to hell and back tho#I think I'll be vetting him until the day I die tbh#He's done very well so far and wants kids as much as me#Luckily he's sensible too so. None for now#And after being ill for about 5 years now I finally feel like I have a future again and this is part of it#If I want it badly enough then I'm going to make my health happen for my future children#๐Ÿซก๐Ÿ’ช
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