#I'm increasingly experiencing the concept of 'I'm almost certain the universe is trying to actually get me to kill myself‚ instead of just-
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squid--inc · 5 months ago
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#sitting here. pissed as fuck. got get up till like 2 because my upstairs roomate plays i guess harder games for his pc to run.#he keeps that shit on the ground. directly above mt head. so the loid as fan or whatever keeps me up.#and then obviously I can't fucking snap to sleep instantly after her turns his stupid game off. so like. I'm awake until 3 or 4 am.#wake up this morning to his stupid ass game pop pop pop pop popping at like 8/9#i'm just fucking tired of how much of an inconsiderate asshole he is#and I know that if anyone decideds I'm not a loser long enough to hire me‚ he's not going to change his habits whatsoever#so then I'll be deal with work (evidently more than he does as his vaguely employed) and then his dumbass‚ and I'll go insane#lile I've told him his games are too fucking loid before‚ but his solution is 'oh sleep in earplugs' and I'm like‚ great. can't wait for-#ear infections and painful acne in my ears like every other time I've had noisy neighbours and had to use fucking earpluga#never mind how fucking disorienting they are. might as well stick a knife in there for good measure so I don't have to hear anything-#ever again. because once again‚ he can't be assed to be considerate#there's more than just the fucking sound thing‚ however i got woken up just a little bit ago and I'm pissed as fuck.#I'd say a pretty significant amount of my anger issues are triggered by him be an asshole without realizing even tho I've told not to#me posting#I'm increasingly experiencing the concept of 'I'm almost certain the universe is trying to actually get me to kill myself‚ instead of just-#killing me with a fucking heartattack‚ or something less cruel'
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