#I've got a bad cold and my blood sugar has been a fucking roller coaster bc of it

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// sorry for yet another ooc post. I think my writing block is more mental, and it won't go away until I actually figure out how to get past it. it's not something that just waiting out will fix.

I feel like all my ideas are just derivative, that I'm just taking ideas from other franchises, friends, that nothing I do is actually mine. I know it's not true, the whole "no idea is original" thing and all that. but I'm struggling now to even think about my ideas or muses, without feeling defeated or unoriginal or that none of it is really good.

I just put my finger on the issue, and I'm not really sure how to go about getting over it. any advice would be appreciated, but in the mean time:

I am once again apologizing for my slow pace. I really appreciate your patience, and I am trying. Thank you.