#Neylia rants-🐉

[neylia18]

Patience. . .How do you have the patience to shift?

Generally my patience to shift stems to my want to be there with my CC’s and just be there.

Knowing I can be with people I thought were only fictional and couldn’t exist in another reality… That motivates me to keep trying and pushing.

It doesn’t matter how long it takes me because when I’m there it’ll all be worth it. I’ll be able to go on adventures, have powers, do things that I can’t do here.

I won’t lie it’s been disappointing trying and failing waking up back in my CR. I often take breaks for long periods of time and come back whenever I have motivation or the drive to shift again.

And it can be both relieving and annoying when I mini shifted to another reality that isn’t even close to where I want to shift. But it also reminds me that it is real. That I can and will shift.

It’s a roller coaster and trust me I’ve been trying to shift to my dr for nearly 3 years now. But shifting always pulls me back in. After all I lose nothing trying to shift, and I have everything to gain when I do.

[neylia18]

🤍✨ HOCKNEY!!!! HE’S SO BEAUTIFUL ✨🤍

[neylia18]

Almost done with finals!!!

[neylia18]

I will be closing my requests for the meantime. I just finish finals and will try to finish the requests I have instead of taking in more

[neylia18]

Finals are taking place and your girl trying to pass her classes

But! I shouldn’t be back to writing soon

[neylia18]

You asked for motivation, here it is

Go! Write! You got this! All of your followers took the time out of their day to click that follow button because they liked what you posted! We're going to like it no matter what you write, so go write!

Oml I need this Thank you!!! 😭😭💕💕

[neylia18]

I need motivation to write 😭😭😭

[neylia18]

Working overtime isn’t the best but it makes money

[neylia18]

Sometimes I just need to remind myself that I exist in this app

[neylia18]

DO U KNOW HOW MANY TIMES IVE TRIED TO EDIT MY POST TO CENTER THE TITLE AND ADD THE ARTIST CREDITS CAUSE I FORGOT THE FIRST TIME.

TUMBLR DOESNT WANNA LET ME LIKE WHYYYY

Anyways I commented the artists in the post so don’t come at me that I didn’t tag them 😭

[neylia18]

Tomorrowwwww the Yasratcha fic should be out!

I had to really pulled myself into a mellow state since I’ve been thrown against both sides.

[neylia18]

Am I almost done with my request?

Yes

Am I also trying to figure out how to make it sadder?

Yes yes I am

[neylia18]

Transferring to a Cal State or UC is good but the applications are not.

Don’t get me started with Fasfa

[neylia18]

Ghost, UFO and Scream

Ghost: Yes I have encountered Spirits before

UFO: I think so after all space doesn’t have a definite space so there could be aliens out there that we haven’t seen yet. I don’t think they have visited Earth tho.

Scream: I hate horror movies 🥲 but I’ve seen the Nun so Ig? It gave me nightmares tho 😭😭

[neylia18]

NOVEMBER ITS COMING IN NOVEMBER I JEJDJDKKDKSKDJDJJD I REALLY HOPE IT DOES I HAVE HIGH EXPECTATIONS

[neylia18]

Wait… I’ve been thinking. The Poe Bidau family can’t turn humans to cats that’s the Lo Po Bia family. (Unless there’s someone with that ability)

So Rachel can’t turn Khun into a cat with the Poe Bidau Family support.

Therefore,

No Cat Khun