#Oc: Tailbiter

[perish-the-creator]

So I just want to see if there’s anything to this rumor I heard on Twitter. Basically some person said that somehow Clevzx had betrayed you, but just left it at that. Is this person spreading false information, or did something did happen?

Long story short, I had confessed my life story to her on Discord.

We were once friends and at every chance I would give advice to try and help her. When she had her crisis over whether or not to draw NSFW I told her honestly to stop relying on her fanbase to dictate what she draws. She responded with an apology and said she was sorry.

I got depressed and one day lashed out playing (roleplay fight) before confessing with my heart how I felt.

I pretty much cried to her about how I missed our friendship and how it felt like we weren't friends. I told her the first time about the moondorah stuff and how it could cause an issue in the fandom.

At the end of the day, after being venerable in both asking her to expose an underage fan of hers who was drawing porn of her oc (and being a tracer too) followed by kindly asking her to post a shout out to my friend, after the essay she called me toxic and blocked me.

At the end of the day, my beef with her is personal because I gave myself up to her. Anyone who knew me that day saw me cry about it.

I went hours regretting my choices all the while her "best friend" called me out my name and hinted that I was autistic.

And for what? I legit wanted Clevzx to see where her content was going. I mean, we all saw that she responded to the essay nicely. She went and said that the criticism made sense and reblogged the essay, only for her to go anon on her friend's page to call me a bitch.

So yes, I do hate her, but I'm no longer actively doing so. She broke my heart and that's that. All the memes and jokes that got her famous? My idea. I will never forgive the fandom for taking my comedy as their own. (The tailbite moan meme is mine. Like claiming memes is dumb but the fact other people got credit for a joke I made still rubs me the wrong way.)

This obviously a long thing, and frankly I try not to get emotional about it. If you've ever seen a teen drama where the main character get betrayed by their friend, then you know how I feel.

So yeah, long story short, Clevzx stomped my heart for seemingly no reason when all I did was want a friendship where we could share valid criticism of her work.

And by the looks of it, she's clearly lacking friends who aren't scared to point out her flaws.