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girlyliondragon · 2 years

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/negative (kinda? Not really a “vent” but moreso frustrated?)

The fact that I’m nervous and so easy to back down and all the very moment I’m confronted is not something that is usual for me.

And I know this and I wish I could stop being that because I know it’s only a thing because it’s something that has rubbed off onto me and it’s FRUSTRATING AAAAAAAA.

#REMEMBER WHEN I SAID VERY EARLY IN MY BLOG LIFE I WASN'T GONNA GIVE A F- WHAT OTHERS THINK?#WELL WHOOPS I TURNED INTO A DAMN PU/SSY #bad experiences in the past didn't help that because I'm tied between being cynical af and a paranoid sheep #so I'm a terrible mix of both atm I suppose #if you was to ask me which I prefer to be I would gladly pick the cynical because I'm tired of having anxiety and thought I got over it #and plus being cynical doesn't put me at risk of stomach ulcers all the time unlike anxiety does #like I would know. I almost got one purely because of stress #I don't know if it's some suppressed part of me or because of who I hang around but idk I am tired of myself #Em Speaks

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